第 21 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-04-27 10:15      字数:9322
  were resolved to succeed or fail together; after the
  calamity had befallen us as much as before。  We
  were now prepared for any thing。  We were to be
  dragged that morning fifteen miles behind horses;
  and then to be placed in the Easton jail。  When we
  reached St。 Michael's; we underwent a sort of exami…
  nation。  We all denied that we ever intended to run
  away。  We did this more to bring out the evidence
  against us; than from any hope of getting clear of
  being sold; for; as I have said; we were ready for
  that。  The fact was; we cared but little where we
  went; so we went together。  Our greatest concern was
  about separation。  We dreaded that more than any
  thing this side of death。  We found the evidence
  against us to be the testimony of one person; our
  master would not tell who it was; but we came to
  a unanimous decision among ourselves as to who
  their informant was。  We were sent off to the jail at
  Easton。  When we got there; we were delivered up
  to the sheriff; Mr。 Joseph Graham; and by him
  placed in jail。  Henry; John; and myself; were placed
  in one room togetherCharles; and Henry Bailey;
  in another。  Their object in separating us was to
  hinder concert。
  We had been in jail scarcely twenty minutes;
  when a swarm of slave traders; and agents for slave
  traders; flocked into jail to look at us; and to as…
  certain if we were for sale。  Such a set of beings I
  never saw before!  I felt myself surrounded by so
  many fiends from perdition。  A band of pirates never
  looked more like their father; the devil。  They
  laughed and grinned over us; saying; 〃Ah; my boys!
  we have got you; haven't we?〃  And after taunting
  us in various ways; they one by one went into an
  examination of us; with intent to ascertain our value。
  They would impudently ask us if we would not like
  to have them for our masters。  We would make them
  no answer; and leave them to find out as best they
  could。  Then they would curse and swear at us; telling
  us that they could take the devil out of us in a very
  little while; if we were only in their hands。
  While in jail; we found ourselves in much more
  comfortable quarters than we expected when we
  went there。  We did not get much to eat; nor that
  which was very good; but we had a good clean room;
  from the windows of which we could see what was go…
  ing on in the street; which was very much better
  than though we had been placed in one of the dark;
  damp cells。  Upon the whole; we got along very well;
  so far as the jail and its keeper were concerned。
  Immediately after the holidays were over; contrary
  to all our expectations; Mr。 Hamilton and Mr。 Free…
  land came up to Easton; and took Charles; the two
  Henrys; and John; out of jail; and carried them
  home; leaving me alone。  I regarded this separation
  as a final one。  It caused me more pain than any
  thing else in the whole transaction。  I was ready for
  any thing rather than separation。  I supposed that
  they had consulted together; and had decided that;
  as I was the whole cause of the intention of the
  others to run away; it was hard to make the innocent
  suffer with the guilty; and that they had; therefore;
  concluded to take the others home; and sell me; as
  a warning to the others that remained。  It is due
  to the noble Henry to say; he seemed almost as
  reluctant at leaving the prison as at leaving home
  to come to the prison。  But we knew we should; in
  all probability; be separated; if we were sold; and
  since he was in their hands; he concluded to go
  peaceably home。
  I was now left to my fate。  I was all alone; and
  within the walls of a stone prison。  But a few days
  before; and I was full of hope。  I expected to have
  been safe in a land of freedom; but now I was cov…
  ered with gloom; sunk down to the utmost despair。
  I thought the possibility of freedom was gone。  I
  was kept in this way about one week; at the end
  of which; Captain Auld; my master; to my surprise
  and utter astonishment; came up; and took me out;
  with the intention of sending me; with a gentleman
  of his acquaintance; into Alabama。  But; from some
  cause or other; he did not send me to Alabama;
  but concluded to send me back to Baltimore; to
  live again with his brother Hugh; and to learn a
  trade。
  Thus; after an absence of three years and one
  month; I was once more permitted to return to my
  old home at Baltimore。  My master sent me away;
  because there existed against me a very great preju…
  dice in the community; and he feared I might be
  killed。
  In a few weeks after I went to Baltimore; Master
  Hugh hired me to Mr。 William Gardner; an ex…
  tensive ship…builder; on Fell's Point。  I was put there
  to learn how to calk。  It; however; proved a very
  unfavorable place for the accomplishment of this
  object。  Mr。 Gardner was engaged that spring in
  building two large man…of…war brigs; professedly for
  the Mexican government。  The vessels were to be
  launched in the July of that year; and in failure
  thereof; Mr。 Gardner was to lose a considerable sum;
  so that when I entered; all was hurry。  There was
  no time to learn any thing。  Every man had to do
  that which he knew how to do。  In entering the ship…
  yard; my orders from Mr。 Gardner were; to do what…
  ever the carpenters commanded me to do。  This was
  placing me at the beck and call of about seventy…five
  men。  I was to regard all these as masters。  Their
  word was to be my law。  My situation was a most
  trying one。  At times I needed a dozen pair of hands。
  I was called a dozen ways in the space of a single
  minute。  Three or four voices would strike my ear
  at the same moment。  It was〃Fred。; come help me
  to cant this timber here。〃〃Fred。; come carry this
  timber yonder。〃〃Fred。; bring that roller here。〃
  〃Fred。; go get a fresh can of water。〃〃Fred。; come
  help saw off the end of this timber。〃〃Fred。; go
  quick; and get the crowbar。〃〃Fred。; hold on the
  end of this fall。〃〃Fred。; go to the blacksmith's
  shop; and get a new punch。〃〃Hurra; Fred。! run
  and bring me a cold chisel。〃〃I say; Fred。; bear a
  hand; and get up a fire as quick as lightning under
  that steam…box。〃〃Halloo; nigger! come; turn this
  grindstone。〃〃Come; come! move; move! and BOWSE
  this timber forward。〃〃I say; darky; blast your eyes;
  why don't you heat up some pitch?〃〃Halloo!
  halloo! halloo!〃  (Three voices at the same time。)
  〃Come here!Go there!Hold on where you are!
  Damn you; if you move; I'll knock your brains out!〃
  This was my school for eight months; and I might
  have remained there longer; but for a most horrid
  fight I had with four of the white apprentices; in
  which my left eye was nearly knocked out; and I
  was horribly mangled in other respects。  The facts
  in the case were these: Until a very little while
  after I went there; white and black ship…carpenters
  worked side by side; and no one seemed to see any
  impropriety in it。  All hands seemed to be very well
  satisfied。  Many of the black carpenters were freemen。
  Things seemed to be going on very well。  All at once;
  the white carpenters knocked off; and said they
  would not work with free colored workmen。  Their
  reason for this; as alleged; was; that if free colored
  carpenters were encouraged; they would soon take
  the trade into their own hands; and poor white men
  would be thrown out of employment。  They therefore
  felt called upon at once to put a stop to it。  And;
  taking advantage of Mr。 Gardner's necessities; they
  broke off; swearing they would work no longer; unless
  he would discharge his black carpenters。  Now;
  though this did not extend to me in form; it did
  reach me in fact。  My fellow…apprentices very soon
  began to feel it degrading to them to work with
  me。  They began to put on airs; and talk about the
  〃niggers〃 taking the country; saying we all ought to
  be killed; and; being encouraged by the journey…
  men; they commenced making my condition as
  hard as they could; by hectoring me around; and
  sometimes striking me。  I; of course; kept the vow
  I made after the fight with Mr。 Covey; and struck
  back again; regardless of consequences; and while
  I kept them from combining; I succeeded very well;
  for I could whip the whole of them; taking them
  separately。  They; however; at length combined; and
  came upon me; armed with sticks; stones; and heavy
  handspikes。  One came in front with a half brick。
  There was one at each side of me; and one behind
  me。  While I was attending to those in front; and on
  either side; the one behind ran up with the hand…
  spike; and struck me a heavy blow upon the head。
  It stunned me。  I fell; and with this they all ran
  upon me; and fell to beating me with their fists。  I
  let them lay on for a while; gathering strength。  In
  an instant; I gave a sudden surge; and rose to my
  hands and knees。  Just as I did that; one of their
  number gave me; with his heavy boot; a powerful
  kick in the left eye。  My eyeball seemed to have
  burst。  Whe