第 100 节
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  that it seems to rain blessings on my ed。 You have heard
  something; I des…say; of a change in my expectations; Master
  Copperfield;—I should say; Mister Copperfield?’
  As he sat on my sofa; with his long knees drawn up under his
  coffee…cup; his hat and gloves upon the ground close to him; his
  spoon going softly round and round; his shadowless red eyes;
  which looked as if they had scorched their lashes off; turned
  towards me without looking at me; the disagreeable dints I have
  formerly described in his nostrils coming and going with his
  breath; and a snaky undulation pervading his frame from his chin
  to his boots; I decided in my own mind that I disliked him
  intensely。 It made me very uncomfortable to have him for a guest;
  for I was young then; and unused to disguise what I so strongly
  felt。
  ‘You have heard something; I des…say; of a change in my
  expectations; Master Copperfield;—I should say; Mister
  Copperfield?’ observed Uriah。
  ‘Yes;’ said I; ‘something。’
  ‘Ah! I thought Miss Agnes would know of it!’ he quietly
  returned。 ‘I’m glad to find Miss Agnes knows of it。 Oh; thank you;
  Master—Mister Copperfield!’
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  I could have thrown my bootjack at him (it lay ready on the
  rug); for having entrapped me into the disclosure of anything
  concerning Agnes; however immaterial。 But I only drank my
  coffee。
  ‘What a prophet you have shown yourself; Mister Copperfield!’
  pursued Uriah。 ‘Dear me; what a prophet you have proved
  yourself to be! Don’t you remember saying to me once; that
  perhaps I should be a partner in Mr。 Wickfield’s business; and
  perhaps it might be Wickfield and Heep? You may not recollect it;
  but when a person is umble; Master Copperfield; a person
  treasures such things up!’
  ‘I recollect talking about it;’ said I; ‘though I certainly did not
  think it very likely then。’
  ‘Oh! who would have thought it likely; Mister Copperfield!’
  returned Uriah; enthusiastically。 ‘I am sure I didn’t myself。 I
  recollect saying with my own lips that I was much too umble。 So I
  considered myself really and truly。’
  He sat; with that carved grin on his face; looking at the fire; as I
  looked at him。
  ‘But the umblest persons; Master Copperfield;’ he presently
  resumed; ‘may be the instruments of good。 I am glad to think I
  have been the instrument of good to Mr。 Wickfield; and that I may
  be more so。 Oh what a worthy man he is; Mister Copperfield; but
  how imprudent he has been!’
  ‘I am sorry to hear it;’ said I。 I could not help adding; rather
  pointedly; ‘on all accounts。’
  ‘Decidedly so; Mister Copperfield;’ replied Uriah。 ‘On all
  accounts。 Miss Agnes’s above all! You don’t remember your own
  eloquent expressions; Master Copperfield; but I remember how
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  you said one day that everybody must admire her; and how I
  thanked you for it! You have forgot that; I have no doubt; Master
  Copperfield?’
  ‘No;’ said I; drily。
  ‘Oh how glad I am you have not!’ exclaimed Uriah。 ‘To think
  that you should be the first to kindle the sparks of ambition in my
  umble breast; and that you’ve not forgot it! Oh!—Would you
  excuse me asking for a cup more coffee?’
  Something in the emphasis he laid upon the kindling of those
  sparks; and something in the glance he directed at me as he said it;
  had made me start as if I had seen him illuminated by a blaze of
  light。 Recalled by his request; preferred in quite another tone of
  voice; I did the honours of the shaving…pot; but I did them with an
  unsteadiness of hand; a sudden sense of being no match for him;
  and a perplexed suspicious anxiety as to what he might be going to
  say next; which I felt could not escape his observation。
  He said nothing at all。 He stirred his coffee round and round; he
  sipped it; he felt his chin softly with his grisly hand; he looked at
  the fire; he looked about the room; he gasped rather than smiled at
  me; he writhed and undulated about; in his deferential servility; he
  stirred and sipped again; but he left the renewal of the
  conversation to me。
  ‘So; Mr。 Wickfield;’ said I; at last; ‘who is worth five hundred of
  you—or me’; for my life; I think; I could not have helped dividing
  that part of the sentence with an awkward jerk; ‘has been
  imprudent; has he; Mr。 Heep?’
  ‘Oh; very imprudent indeed; Master Copperfield;’ returned
  Uriah; sighing modestly。 ‘Oh; very much so! But I wish you’d call
  me Uriah; if you please。 It’s like old times。’
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  ‘Well! Uriah;’ said I; bolting it out with some difficulty。
  ‘Thank you;’ he returned; with fervour。 ‘Thank you; Master
  Copperfield! It’s like the blowing of old breezes or the ringing of
  old bellses to hear you say Uriah。 I beg your pardon。 Was I making
  any observation?’
  ‘About Mr。 Wickfield;’ I suggested。
  ‘Oh! Yes; truly;’ said Uriah。 ‘Ah! Great imprudence; Master
  Copperfield。 It’s a topic that I wouldn’t touch upon; to any soul but
  you。 Even to you I can only touch upon it; and no more。 If anyone
  else had been in my place during the last few years; by this time he
  would have had Mr。 Wickfield (oh; what a worthy man he is;
  Master Copperfield; too!) under his thumb。 Un—der—his thumb;’
  said Uriah; very slowly; as he stretched out his cruel…looking hand
  above my table; and pressed his own thumb upon it; until it shook;
  and shook the room。
  If I had been obliged to look at him with him splay foot on Mr。
  Wickfield’s head; I think I could scarcely have hated him more。
  ‘Oh; dear; yes; Master Copperfield;’ he proceeded; in a soft
  voice; most remarkably contrasting with the action of his thumb;
  which did not diminish its hard pressure in the least degree;
  ‘there’s no doubt of it。 There would have been loss; disgrace; I
  don’t know what at all。 Mr。 Wickfield knows it。 I am the umble
  instrument of umbly serving him; and he puts me on an eminence
  I hardly could have hoped to reach。 How thankful should I be!’
  With his face turned towards me; as he finished; but without
  looking at me; he took his crooked thumb off the spot where he
  had planted it; and slowly and thoughtfully scraped his lank jaw
  with it; as if he were shaving himself。
  I recollect well how indignantly my heart beat; as I saw his
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  crafty face; with the appropriately red light of the fire upon it;
  preparing for something else。
  ‘Master Copperfield;’ he began—‘but am I keeping you up?’
  ‘You are not keeping me up。 I generally go to bed late。’
  ‘Thank you; Master Copperfield! I have risen from my umble
  station since first you used to address me; it is true; but I am
  umble still。 I hope I never shall be otherwise than umble。 You will
  not think the worse of my umbleness; if I make a little confidence
  to you; Master Copperfield? Will you?’
  ‘Oh no;’ said I; with an effort。
  ‘Thank you!’ He took out his pocket…handkerchief; and began
  wiping the palms of his hands。 ‘Miss Agnes; Master Copperfield—’
  ‘Well; Uriah?’
  ‘Oh; how pleasant to be called Uriah; spontaneously!’ he cried;
  and gave himself a jerk; like a convulsive fish。 ‘You thought her
  looking very beautiful tonight; Master Copperfield?’
  ‘I thought her looking as she always does: superior; in all
  respects; to everyone around her;’ I returned。
  ‘Oh; thank you! It’s so true!’ he cried。 ‘Oh; thank you very much
  for that!’
  ‘Not at all;’ I said; loftily。 ‘There is no reason why you should
  thank me。’
  ‘Why that; Master Copperfield;’ said Uriah; ‘is; in fact; the
  confidence that I am going to take the liberty of reposing。 Umble
  as I am;’ he wiped his hands harder; and looked at them and at the
  fire by turns; ’umble as my mother is; and lowly as our poor but
  honest roof has ever been; the image of Miss Agnes (I don’t mind
  trusting you with my secret; Master Copperfield; for I have always
  overflowed towards you since the first moment I had the pleasure
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  of beholding you in a pony…shay) has been in my breast for years。
  Oh; Master Copperfield; with what a pure affection do I love the
  ground my Agnes walks on!’
  I believe I had a delirious idea of seizing the red…hot poker out
  of the fire; and running him through with it。 It went from me with
  a shock; like a ball fired from a rifle: but the image of Agnes;
  outraged by so much as a thought of this red…headed animal’s;
  remained in my mind when I looked at him; sitting all awry as if
  his mean soul griped his body; and made me giddy。 He seemed to
  swell and grow before my eyes; the room seemed full of the echoes
  of his voice; and the strange feeling (to which; perhaps; no one is
  quite a stranger) that all this had occurred before; at some
  indefinite time; and that I knew what he was going to say next;
  took possession of me。
  A timely observation of the sense of power that the