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  took possession of me。
  A timely observation of the sense of power that there was in his
  face; did more to bring back to my remembrance the entreaty of
  Agnes; in its full force; than any effort I could have made。 I asked
  him; with a better appearance of composure than I could have
  thought possible a minute before; whether he had made his
  feelings known to Agnes。
  ‘Oh no; Master Copperfield!’ he returned; ‘oh dear; no! Not to
  anyone but you。 You see I am only just emerging from my lowly
  station。 I rest a good deal of hope on her observing how useful I
  am to her father (for I trust to be very useful to him indeed; Master
  Copperfield); and how I smooth the way for him; and keep him
  straight。 She’s so much attached to her father; Master Copperfield
  (oh; what a lovely thing it is in a daughter!); that I think she may
  come; on his account; to be kind to me。’
  I fathomed the depth of the rascal’s whole scheme; and
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  understood why he laid it bare。
  ‘If you’ll have the goodness to keep my secret; Master
  Copperfield;’ he pursued; ‘and not; in general; to go against me; I
  shall take it as a particular favour。 You wouldn’t wish to make
  unpleasantness。 I know what a friendly heart you’ve got; but
  having only known me on my umble footing (on my umblest I
  should say; for I am very umble still); you might; unbeknown; go
  against me rather; with my Agnes。 I call her mine; you see; Master
  Copperfield。 There’s a song that says; “I’d crowns resign; to call
  her mine!” I hope to do it; one of these days。’
  Dear Agnes! So much too loving and too good for anyone that I
  could think of; was it possible that she was reserved to be the wife
  of such a wretch as this!
  ‘There’s no hurry at present; you know; Master Copperfield;’
  Uriah proceeded; in his slimy way; as I sat gazing at him; with this
  thought in my mind。 ‘My Agnes is very young still; and mother and
  me will have to work our way upwards; and make a good many
  new arrangements; before it would be quite convenient。 So I shall
  have time gradually to make her familiar with my hopes; as
  opportunities offer。 Oh; I’m so much obliged to you for this
  confidence! Oh; it’s such a relief; you can’t think; to know that you
  understand our situation; and are certain (as you wouldn’t wish to
  make unpleasantness in the family) not to go against me!’
  He took the hand which I dared not withhold; and having given
  it a damp squeeze; referred to his pale…faced watch。
  ‘Dear me!’ he said; ‘it’s past one。 The moments slip away so; in
  the confidence of old times; Master Copperfield; that it’s almost
  half past one!’
  I answered that I had thought it was later。 Not that I had really
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  thought so; but because my conversational powers were
  effectually scattered。
  ‘Dear me!’ he said; considering。 ‘The ouse that I am stopping
  at—a sort of a private hotel and boarding ouse; Master
  Copperfield; near the New River ed—will have gone to bed these
  two hours。’
  ‘I am sorry;’ I returned; ‘that there is only one bed here; and
  that I—’
  ‘Oh; don’t think of mentioning beds; Master Copperfield!’ he
  rejoined ecstatically; drawing up one leg。 ‘But would you have any
  objections to my laying down before the fire?’
  ‘If it comes to that;’ I said; ‘pray take my bed; and I’ll lie down
  before the fire。’
  His repudiation of this offer was almost shrill enough; in the
  excess of its surprise and humility; to have penetrated to the ears
  of Mrs。 Crupp; then sleeping; I suppose; in a distant chamber;
  situated at about the level of low…water mark; soothed in her
  slumbers by the ticking of an incorrigible clock; to which she
  always referred me when we had any little difference on the score
  of punctuality; and which was never less than three…quarters of an
  hour too slow; and had always been put right in the morning by
  the best authorities。 As no arguments I could urge; in my
  bewildered condition; had the least effect upon his modesty in
  inducing him to accept my bedroom; I was obliged to make the
  best arrangements I could; for his repose before the fire。 The
  mattress of the sofa (which was a great deal too short for his lank
  figure); the sofa pillows; a blanket; the table…cover; a clean
  breakfast…cloth; and a great…coat; made him a bed and covering;
  for which he was more than thankful。 Having lent him a night…cap;
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  which he put on at once; and in which he made such an awful
  figure; that I have never worn one since; I left him to his rest。
  I never shall forget that night。 I never shall forget how I turned
  and tumbled; how I wearied myself with thinking about Agnes and
  this creature; how I considered what could I do; and what ought I
  to do; how I could come to no other conclusion than that the best
  course for her peace was to do nothing; and to keep to myself what
  I had heard。 If I went to sleep for a few moments; the image of
  Agnes with her tender eyes; and of her father looking fondly on
  her; as I had so often seen him look; arose before me with
  appealing faces; and filled me with vague terrors。 When I awoke;
  the recollection that Uriah was lying in the next room; sat heavy
  on me like a waking nightmare; and oppressed me with a leaden
  dread; as if I had had some meaner quality of devil for a lodger。
  The poker got into my dozing thoughts besides; and wouldn’t
  come out。 I thought; between sleeping and waking; that it was still
  red hot; and I had snatched it out of the fire; and run him through
  the body。 I was so haunted at last by the idea; though I knew there
  was nothing in it; that I stole into the next room to look at him。
  There I saw him; lying on his back; with his legs extending to I
  don’t know where; gurglings taking place in his throat; stoppages
  in his nose; and his mouth open like a post…office。 He was so much
  worse in reality than in my distempered fancy; that afterwards I
  was attracted to him in very repulsion; and could not help
  wandering in and out every half…hour or so; and taking another
  look at him。 Still; the long; long night seemed heavy and hopeless
  as ever; and no promise of day was in the murky sky。
  When I saw him going downstairs early in the morning (for;
  thank Heaven! he would not stay to breakfast); it appeared to me
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  as if the night was going away in his person。 When I went out to
  the Commons; I charged Mrs。 Crupp with particular directions to
  leave the windows open; that my sitting…room might be aired; and
  purged of his presence。
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  Chapter 26
  I FALL INTO CAPTIVITY
  Isaw no more of Uriah Heep; until the day when Agnes left
  town。 I was at the coach office to take leave of her and see her
  go; and there was he; returning to Canterbury by the same
  conveyance。 It was some small satisfaction to me to observe his
  spare; short…waisted; high…shouldered; mulberry…coloured greatcoat perched up; in company with an umbrella like a small tent; on
  the edge of the back seat on the roof; while Agnes was; of course;
  inside; but what I underwent in my efforts to be friendly with him;
  while Agnes looked on; perhaps deserved that little recompense。
  At the coach window; as at the dinner…party; he hovered about us
  without a moment’s intermission; like a great vulture: gorging
  himself on every syllable that I said to Agnes; or Agnes said to me。
  In the state of trouble into which his disclosure by my fire had
  thrown me; I had thought very much of the words Agnes had used
  in reference to the partnership。 ‘I did what I hope was right。
  Feeling sure that it was necessary for papa’s peace that the
  sacrifice should be made; I entreated him to make it。’ A miserable
  foreboding that she would yield to; and sustain herself by; the
  same feeling in reference to any sacrifice for his sake; had
  oppressed me ever since。 I knew how she loved him。 I knew what
  the devotion of her nature was。 I knew from her own lips that she
  regarded herself as the innocent cause of his errors; and as owing
  him a great debt she ardently desired to pay。 I had no consolation
  in seeing how different she was from this detestable Rufus with
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  the mulberry…coloured great…coat; for I felt that in the very
  difference between them; in the self…denial of her pure soul and
  the sordid baseness of his; the greatest danger lay。 All this;
  doubtless; he knew thoroughly; and had; in his cunning;
  considered well。
  Yet I was so certain that the prospect of such a sacrifice afar off;
  must destroy the happiness of Agnes; and I was so sure; from her
  manner; of its being unseen by her then; and having cast no
  shadow on her yet; that I could as soon have injured her; as given
  her any warning of what impended。 Thus it was that we parted
  without explanation: she waving her hand and smiling f