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  several times with her fan (which she kissed first); and returned
  triumphantly to her former station。
  Some more company coming in; among whom were the two
  masters and Adams; the talk became general; and it naturally
  turned on Mr。 Jack Maldon; and his voyage; and the country he
  was going to; and his various plans and prospects。 He was to leave
  that night; after supper; in a post…chaise; for Gravesend; where the
  ship; in which he was to make the voyage; lay; and was to be
  gone—unless he came home on leave; or for his health—I don’t
  know how many years。 I recollect it was settled by general consent
  that India was quite a misrepresented country; and had nothing
  objectionable in it; but a tiger or two; and a little heat in the warm
  part of the day。 For my own part; I looked on Mr。 Jack Maldon as a
  modern Sindbad; and pictured him the bosom friend of all the
  Rajahs in the East; sitting under canopies; smoking curly golden
  pipes—a mile long; if they could be straightened out。
  Mrs。 Strong was a very pretty singer: as I knew; who often
  heard her singing by herself。 But; whether she was afraid of
  singing before people; or was out of voice that evening; it was
  certain that she couldn’t sing at all。 She tried a duet; once; with
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  her cousin Maldon; but could not so much as begin; and
  afterwards; when she tried to sing by herself; although she began
  sweetly; her voice died away on a sudden; and left her quite
  distressed; with her head hanging down over the keys。 The good
  Doctor said she was nervous; and; to relieve her; proposed a round
  game at cards; of which he knew as much as of the art of playing
  the trombone。 But I remarked that the Old Soldier took him into
  custody directly; for her partner; and instructed him; as the first
  preliminary of initiation; to give her all the silver he had in his
  pocket。
  We had a merry game; not made the less merry by the Doctor’s
  mistakes; of which he committed an innumerable quantity; in spite
  of the watchfulness of the butterflies; and to their great
  aggravation。 Mrs。 Strong had declined to play; on the ground of
  not feeling very well; and her cousin Maldon had excused himself
  because he had some packing to do。 When he had done it;
  however; he returned; and they sat together; talking; on the sofa。
  From time to time she came and looked over the Doctor’s hand;
  and told him what to play。 She was very pale; as she bent over
  him; and I thought her finger trembled as she pointed out the
  cards; but the Doctor was quite happy in her attention; and took
  no notice of this; if it were so。
  At supper; we were hardly so gay。 Everyone appeared to feel
  that a parting of that sort was an awkward thing; and that the
  nearer it approached; the more awkward it was。 Mr。 Jack Maldon
  tried to be very talkative; but was not at his ease; and made
  matters worse。 And they were not improved; as it appeared to me;
  by the Old Soldier: who continually recalled passages of Mr。 Jack
  Maldon’s youth。
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  The Doctor; however; who felt; I am sure; that he was making
  everybody happy; was well pleased; and had no suspicion but that
  we were all at the utmost height of enjoyment。
  ‘Annie; my dear;’ said he; looking at his watch; and filling his
  glass; ‘it is past your cousin jack’s time; and we must not detain
  him; since time and tide—both concerned in this case—wait for no
  man。 Mr。 Jack Maldon; you have a long voyage; and a strange
  country; before you; but many men have had both; and many men
  will have both; to the end of time。 The winds you are going to
  tempt; have wafted thousands upon thousands to fortune; and
  brought thousands upon thousands happily back。’
  ‘It’s an affecting thing;’ said Mrs。 Markleham—‘however it’s
  viewed; it’s affecting; to see a fine young man one has known from
  an infant; going away to the other end of the world; leaving all he
  knows behind; and not knowing what’s before him。 A young man
  really well deserves constant support and patronage;’ looking at
  the Doctor; ‘who makes such sacrifices。’
  ‘Time will go fast with you; Mr。 Jack Maldon;’ pursued the
  Doctor; ‘and fast with all of us。 Some of us can hardly expect;
  perhaps; in the natural course of things; to greet you on your
  return。 The next best thing is to hope to do it; and that’s my case。 I
  shall not weary you with good advice。 You have long had a good
  model before you; in your cousin Annie。 Imitate her virtues as
  nearly as you can。’
  Mrs。 Markleham fanned herself; and shook her head。
  ‘Farewell; Mr。 Jack;’ said the Doctor; standing up; on which we
  all stood up。 ‘A prosperous voyage out; a thriving career abroad;
  and a happy return home!’
  We all drank the toast; and all shook hands with Mr。 Jack
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  Maldon; after which he hastily took leave of the ladies who were
  there; and hurried to the door; where he was received; as he got
  into the chaise; with a tremendous broadside of cheers discharged
  by our boys; who had assembled on the lawn for the purpose。
  Running in among them to swell the ranks; I was very near the
  chaise when it rolled away; and I had a lively impression made
  upon me; in the midst of the noise and dust; of having seen Mr。
  Jack Maldon rattle past with an agitated face; and something
  cherry…coloured in his hand。
  After another broadside for the Doctor; and another for the
  Doctor’s wife; the boys dispersed; and I went back into the house;
  where I found the guests all standing in a group about the Doctor;
  discussing how Mr。 Jack Maldon had gone away; and how he had
  borne it; and how he had felt it; and all the rest of it。 In the midst
  of these remarks; Mrs。 Markleham cried: ‘Where’s Annie?’
  No Annie was there; and when they called to her; no Annie
  replied。 But all pressing out of the room; in a crowd; to see what
  was the matter; we found her lying on the hall floor。 There was
  great alarm at first; until it was found that she was in a swoon; and
  that the swoon was yielding to the usual means of recovery; when
  the Doctor; who had lifted her head upon his knee; put her curls
  aside with his hand; and said; looking around:
  ‘Poor Annie! She’s so faithful and tender…hearted! It’s the
  parting from her old playfellow and friend—her favourite cousin—
  that has done this。 Ah! It’s a pity! I am very sorry!’
  When she opened her eyes; and saw where she was; and that
  we were all standing about her; she arose with assistance: turning
  her head; as she did so; to lay it on the Doctor’s shoulder—or to
  hide it; I don’t know which。 We went into the drawing…room; to
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  leave her with the Doctor and her mother; but she said; it seemed;
  that she was better than she had been since morning; and that she
  would rather be brought among us; so they brought her in; looking
  very white and weak; I thought; and sat her on a sofa。
  ‘Annie; my dear;’ said her mother; doing something to her
  dress。 ‘See here! You have lost a bow。 Will anybody be so good as
  find a ribbon; a cherry…coloured ribbon?’
  It was the one she had worn at her bosom。 We all looked for it; I
  myself looked everywhere; I am certain—but nobody could find it。
  ‘Do you recollect where you had it last; Annie?’ said her
  mother。
  I wondered how I could have thought she looked white; or
  anything but burning red; when she answered that she had had it
  safe; a little while ago; she thought; but it was not worth looking
  for。
  Nevertheless; it was looked for again; and still not found。 She
  entreated that there might be no more searching; but it was still
  sought for; in a desultory way; until she was quite well; and the
  company took their departure。
  We walked very slowly home; Mr。 Wickfield; Agnes; and I—
  Agnes and I admiring the moonlight; and Mr。 Wickfield scarcely
  raising his eyes from the ground。 When we; at last; reached our
  own door; Agnes discovered that she had left her little reticule
  behind。 Delighted to be of any service to her; I ran back to fetch it。
  I went into the supper…room where it had been left; which was
  deserted and dark。 But a door of communication between that and
  the Doctor’s study; where there was a light; being open; I passed
  on there; to say what I wanted; and to get a candle。
  The Doctor was sitting in his easy…chair by the fireside; and his
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  young wife was on a stool at his feet。 The Doctor; with a
  complacent smile; was reading aloud some manuscript
  explanation or statement of a theory out of that interminable
  Dictionary; and she was looking up at him。 But with such a face as
  I never saw。 It was so beautiful in its form; it was so ashy pale; it
  was so fixed in its abstraction; it was so full of a wild; sleepwalking; dreamy horror of I don’t know what。 The eyes were wide
  open; and her brown hair fell in two rich clusters on her shoulders;
  and on