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  because she was very fond of Agnes; and was often backwards and
  forwards at our house。 There was a curious constraint between
  her and Mr。 Wickfield; I thought (of whom she seemed to be
  afraid); that never wore off。 When she came there of an evening;
  she always shrunk from accepting his escort home; and ran away
  with me instead。 And sometimes; as we were running gaily across
  the Cathedral yard together; expecting to meet nobody; we would
  meet Mr。 Jack Maldon; who was always surprised to see us。
  Mrs。 Strong’s mama was a lady I took great delight in。 Her
  name was Mrs。 Markleham; but our boys used to call her the Old
  Soldier; on account of her generalship; and the skill with which
  she marshalled great forces of relations against the Doctor。 She
  was a little; sharp…eyed woman; who used to wear; when she was
  dressed; one unchangeable cap; ornamented with some artificial
  flowers; and two artificial butterflies supposed to be hovering
  above the flowers。 There was a superstition among us that this cap
  had come from France; and could only originate in the
  workmanship of that ingenious nation: but all I certainly know
  about it; is; that it always made its appearance of an evening;
  wheresoever Mrs。 Markleham made her appearance; that it was
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  carried about to friendly meetings in a Hindoo basket; that the
  butterflies had the gift of trembling constantly; and that they
  improved the shining hours at Doctor Strong’s expense; like busy
  bees。
  I observed the Old Soldier—not to adopt the name
  disrespectfully—to pretty good advantage; on a night which is
  made memorable to me by something else I shall relate。 It was the
  night of a little party at the Doctor’s; which was given on the
  occasion of Mr。 Jack Maldon’s departure for India; whither he was
  going as a cadet; or something of that kind: Mr。 Wickfield having
  at length arranged the business。 It happened to be the Doctor’s
  birthday; too。 We had had a holiday; had made presents to him in
  the morning; had made a speech to him through the head…boy; and
  had cheered him until we were hoarse; and until he had shed
  tears。 And now; in the evening; Mr。 Wickfield; Agnes; and I; went
  to have tea with him in his private capacity。
  Mr。 Jack Maldon was there; before us。 Mrs。 Strong; dressed in
  white; with cherry…coloured ribbons; was playing the piano; when
  we went in; and he was leaning over her to turn the leaves。 The
  clear red and white of her complexion was not so blooming and
  flower…like as usual; I thought; when she turned round; but she
  looked very pretty; Wonderfully pretty。
  ‘I have forgotten; Doctor;’ said Mrs。 Strong’s mama; when we
  were seated; ‘to pay you the compliments of the day—though they
  are; as you may suppose; very far from being mere compliments in
  my case。 Allow me to wish you many happy returns。’
  ‘I thank you; ma’am;’ replied the Doctor。
  ‘Many; many; many; happy returns;’ said the Old Soldier。 ‘Not
  only for your own sake; but for Annie’s; and John Maldon’s; and
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  many other people’s。 It seems but yesterday to me; John; when
  you were a little creature; a head shorter than Master Copperfield;
  making baby love to Annie behind the gooseberry bushes in the
  back…garden。’
  ‘My dear mama;’ said Mrs。 Strong; ‘never mind that now。’
  ‘Annie; don’t be absurd;’ returned her mother。 ‘If you are to
  blush to hear of such things now you are an old married woman;
  when are you not to blush to hear of them?’
  ‘Old?’ exclaimed Mr。 Jack Maldon。 ‘Annie? Come!’
  ‘Yes; John;’ returned the Soldier。 ‘Virtually; an old married
  woman。 Although not old by years—for when did you ever hear
  me say; or who has ever heard me say; that a girl of twenty was old
  by years!—your cousin is the wife of the Doctor; and; as such; what
  I have described her。 It is well for you; John; that your cousin is
  the wife of the Doctor。 You have found in him an influential and
  kind friend; who will be kinder yet; I venture to predict; if you
  deserve it。 I have no false pride。 I never hesitate to admit; frankly;
  that there are some members of our family who want a friend。 You
  were one yourself; before your cousin’s influence raised up one for
  you。’
  The Doctor; in the goodness of his heart; waved his hand as if to
  make light of it; and save Mr。 Jack Maldon from any further
  reminder。 But Mrs。 Markleham changed her chair for one next the
  Doctor’s; and putting her fan on his coat…sleeve; said:
  ‘No; really; my dear Doctor; you must excuse me if I appear to
  dwell on this rather; because I feel so very strongly。 I call it quite
  my monomania; it is such a subject of mine。 You are a blessing to
  us。 You really are a Boon; you know。’
  ‘Nonsense; nonsense;’ said the Doctor。
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  ‘No; no; I beg your pardon;’ retorted the Old Soldier。 ‘With
  nobody present; but our dear and confidential friend Mr。
  Wickfield; I cannot consent to be put down。 I shall begin to assert
  the privileges of a mother…in…law; if you go on like that; and scold
  you。 I am perfectly honest and outspoken。 What I am saying; is
  what I said when you first overpowered me with surprise—you
  remember how surprised I was?—by proposing for Annie。 Not
  that there was anything so very much out of the way; in the mere
  fact of the proposal—it would be ridiculous to say that!—but
  because; you having known her poor father; and having known
  her from a baby six months old; I hadn’t thought of you in such a
  light at all; or indeed as a marrying man in any way;—simply that;
  you know。’
  ‘Aye; aye;’ returned the Doctor; good…humouredly。 ‘Never
  mind。’
  ‘But I do mind;’ said the Old Soldier; laying her fan upon his
  lips。 ‘I mind very much。 I recall these things that I may be
  contradicted if I am wrong。 Well! Then I spoke to Annie; and I told
  her what had happened。 I said; “My dear; here’s Doctor Strong
  has positively been and made you the subject of a handsome
  declaration and an offer。” Did I press it in the least? No。 I said;
  “Now; Annie; tell me the truth this moment; is your heart free?”
  “Mama;” she said crying; “I am extremely young”—which was
  perfectly true—“and I hardly know if I have a heart at all。” “Then;
  my dear;” I said; “you may rely upon it; it’s free。 At all events; my
  love;” said I; “Doctor Strong is in an agitated state of mind; and
  must be answered。 He cannot be kept in his present state of
  suspense。” “Mama;” said Annie; still crying; “would he be
  unhappy without me? If he would; I honour and respect him so
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  much; that I think I will have him。” So it was settled。 And then;
  and not till then; I said to Annie; “Annie; Doctor Strong will not
  only be your husband; but he will represent your late father: he
  will represent the head of our family; he will represent the wisdom
  and station; and I may say the means; of our family; and will be; in
  short; a Boon to it。” I used the word at the time; and I have used it
  again; today。 If I have any merit it is consistency。’
  The daughter had sat quite silent and still during this speech;
  with her eyes fixed on the ground; her cousin standing near her;
  and looking on the ground too。 She now said very softly; in a
  trembling voice:
  ‘Mama; I hope you have finished?’
  ‘No; my dear Annie;’ returned the Old Soldier; ‘I have not quite
  finished。 Since you ask me; my love; I reply that I have not。 I
  complain that you really are a little unnatural towards your own
  family; and; as it is of no use complaining to you。 I mean to
  complain to your husband。 Now; my dear Doctor; do look at that
  silly wife of yours。’
  As the Doctor turned his kind face; with its smile of simplicity
  and gentleness; towards her; she drooped her head more。 I noticed
  that Mr。 Wickfield looked at her steadily。
  ‘When I happened to say to that naughty thing; the other day;’
  pursued her mother; shaking her head and her fan at her;
  playfully; ‘that there was a family circumstance she might mention
  to you—indeed; I think; was bound to mention—she said; that to
  mention it was to ask a favour; and that; as you were too generous;
  and as for her to ask was always to have; she wouldn’t。’
  ‘Annie; my dear;’ said the Doctor。 ‘That was wrong。 It robbed
  me of a pleasure。’
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  ‘Almost the very words I said to her!’ exclaimed her mother。
  ‘Now really; another time; when I know what she would tell you
  but for this reason; and won’t; I have a great mind; my dear
  Doctor; to tell you myself。’
  ‘I shall be glad if you will;’ returned the Doctor。
  ‘Shall I?’
  ‘Certainly。’
  ‘Well; then; I will!’ said the Old Soldier。 ‘That’s a bargain。’ And
  having; I suppose; carried her point; she tapped the Doctor’s hand
  several times with her fan (which she kissed first); and returned
  triumphantly to her