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作者:雨来不躲      更新:2021-02-20 18:26      字数:9322
  with the Kanakas; but yet destitute of real authority; so that his
  boys laughed at him and he must carry out his wishes by the means
  of bribes。  He learned to have a mania for doctoring; and set up
  the Kanakas against the remedies of his regular rivals: perhaps (if
  anything matter at all in the treatment of such a disease) the
  worst thing that he did; and certainly the easiest。  The best and
  worst of the man appear very plainly in his dealings with Mr。
  Chapman's money; he had originally laid it out〃 'intended to lay it
  out' 〃entirely for the benefit of Catholics; and even so not
  wisely; but after a long; plain talk; he admitted his error fully
  and revised the list。  The sad state of the boys' home is in part
  the result of his lack of control; in part; of his own slovenly
  ways and false ideas of hygiene。  Brother officials used to call it
  'Damien's Chinatown。'  'Well;' they would say; 'your Chinatown
  keeps growing。'  And he would laugh with perfect good…nature; and
  adhere to his errors with perfect obstinacy。  So much I have
  gathered of truth about this plain; noble human brother and father
  of ours; his imperfections are the traits of his face; by which we
  know him for our fellow; his martyrdom and his example nothing can
  lessen or annul; and only a person here on the spot can properly
  appreciate their greatness。〃
  I have set down these private passages; as you perceive; without
  correction; thanks to you; the public has them in their bluntness。
  They are almost a list of the man's faults; for it is rather these
  that I was seeking: with his virtues; with the heroic profile of
  his life; I and the world were already sufficiently acquainted。  I
  was besides a little suspicious of Catholic testimony; in no ill
  sense; but merely because Damien's admirers and disciples were the
  least likely to be critical。  I know you will be more suspicious
  still; and the facts set down above were one and all collected from
  the lips of Protestants who had opposed the father in his life。
  Yet I am strangely deceived; or they build up the image of a man;
  with all his weakness; essentially heroic; and alive with rugged
  honesty; generosity; and mirth。
  Take it for what it is; rough private jottings of the worst sides
  of Damien's character; collected from the lips of those who had
  laboured with and (in your own phrase) 〃knew the man〃; … though I
  question whether Damien would have said that he knew you。  Take it;
  and observe with wonder how well you were served by your gossips;
  how ill by your intelligence and sympathy; in how many points of
  fact we are at one; and how widely our appreciations vary。  There
  is something wrong here; either with you or me。  It is possible;
  for instance; that you; who seem to have so many ears in Kalawao;
  had heard of the affair of Mr。 Chapman's money; and were singly
  struck by Damien's intended wrong…doing。  I was struck with that
  also; and set it fairly down; but I was struck much more by the
  fact that he had the honesty of mind to be convinced。  I may here
  tell you that it was a long business; that one of his colleagues
  sat with him late into the night; multiplying arguments and
  accusations; that the father listened as usual with 〃perfect good…
  nature and perfect obstinacy〃; but at the last; when he was
  persuaded … 〃Yes;〃 said he; 〃I am very much obliged to you; you
  have done me a service; it would have been a theft。〃  There are
  many (not Catholics merely) who require their heroes and saints to
  be infallible; to these the story will be painful; not to the true
  lovers; patrons; and servants of mankind。
  And I take it; this is a type of our division; that you are one of
  those who have an eye for faults and failures; that you take a
  pleasure to find and publish them; and that; having found them; you
  make haste to forget the overvailing virtues and the real success
  which had alone introduced them to your knowledge。  It is a
  dangerous frame of mind。  That you may understand how dangerous;
  and into what a situation it has already brought you; we will (if
  you please) go hand…in…hand through the different phrases of your
  letter; and candidly examine each from the point of view of its
  truth; its appositeness; and its charity。
  Damien was COARSE。
  It is very possible。  You make us sorry for the lepers; who had
  only a coarse old peasant for their friend and father。  But you;
  who were so refined; why were you not there; to cheer them with the
  lights of culture?  Or may I remind you that we have some reason to
  doubt if John the Baptist were genteel; and in the case of Peter;
  on whose career your doubtless dwell approvingly in the pulpit; no
  doubt at all he was a 〃coarse; headstrong〃 fisherman!  Yet even in
  our Protestant Bibles Peter is called Saint。
  Damien was DIRTY。
  He was。  Think of the poor lepers annoyed with this dirty comrade!
  But the clean Dr。 Hyde was at his food in a fine house。
  Damien was HEADSTRONG。
  I believe you are right again; and I thank God for his strong head
  and heart。
  Damien was BIGOTED。
  I am not fond of bigots myself; because they are not fond of me。
  But what is meant by bigotry; that we should regard it as a blemish
  in a priest?  Damien believed his own religion with the simplicity
  of a peasant or a child; as I would I could suppose that you do。
  For this; I wonder at him some way off; and had that been his only
  character; should have avoided him in life。  But the point of
  interest in Damien; which has caused him to be so much talked about
  and made him at last the subject of your pen and mine; was that; in
  him; his bigotry; his intense and narrow faith; wrought potently
  for good; and strengthened him to be one of the world's heroes and
  exemplars。
  Damien WAS NOT SENT TO MOLOKAI; BUT WENT THERE WITHOUT ORDERS。
  Is this a misreading? or do you really mean the words for blame?  I
  have heard Christ; in the pulpits of our Church; held up for
  imitation on the ground that His sacrifice was voluntary。  Does Dr。
  Hyde think otherwise?
  Damien DID NOT STAY AT THE SETTLEMENT; ETC。
  It is true he was allowed many indulgences。  Am I to understand
  that you blame the father for profiting by these; or the officers
  for granting them?  In either case; it is a mighty Spartan standard
  to issue from the house on Beretania Street; and I am convinced you
  will find yourself with few supporters。
  Damien HAD NO HAND IN THE REFORMS; ETC。
  I think even you will admit that I have already been frank in my
  description of the man I am defending; but before I take you up
  upon this head; I will be franker still; and tell you that perhaps
  nowhere in the world can a man taste a more pleasurable sense of
  contrast than when he passes from Damien's 〃Chinatown〃 at Kalawao
  to the beautiful Bishop…Home at Kalaupapa。  At this point; in my
  desire to make all fair for you; I will break my rule and adduce
  Catholic testimony。  Here is a passage from my diary about my visit
  to the Chinatown; from which you will see how it is (even now)
  regarded by its own officials: 〃We went round all the dormitories;
  refectories; etc。 … dark and dingy enough; with a superficial
  cleanliness; which he〃 'Mr。 Dutton; the lay…brother' 〃did not seek
  to defend。  'It is almost decent;' said he; 'the sisters will make
  that all right when we get them here。' 〃  And yet I gathered it was
  already better since Damien was dead; and far better than when he
  was there alone and had his own (not always excellent) way。  I have
  now come far enough to meet you on a common ground of fact; and I
  tell you that; to a mind not prejudiced by jealousy; all the
  reforms of the lazaretto; and even those which he most vigorously
  opposed; are properly the work of Damien。  They are the evidence of
  his success; they are what his heroism provoked from the reluctant
  and the careless。  Many were before him in the field; Mr。 Meyer;
  for instance; of whose faithful work we hear too little: there have
  been many since; and some had more worldly wisdom; though none had
  more devotion; than our saint。  Before his day; even you will
  confess; they had effected little。  It was his part; by one
  striking act of martyrdom; to direct all men's eyes on that
  distressful country。  At a blow; and with the price of his life; he
  made the place illustrious and public。  And that; if you will
  consider largely; was the one reform needful; pregnant of all that
  should succeed。  It brought money; it brought (best individual
  addition of them all) the sisters; it brought supervision; for
  public opinion and public interest landed with the man at Kalawao。
  If ever any man brought reforms; and died to bring them; it was he。
  There is not a clean cup or towel in the Bishop…Home; but dirty
  Damien washed it。
  Damien WAS NOT A PURE MAN IN HIS RELATIONS WITH WOMEN; ETC
  How do you know that?  Is this the nature of conversation in that
  house on Beretania Street which the cabman envied; dr