第 36 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:28      字数:9322
  guest entered; the flames of the candles flickered and twisted themselves
  with   the   wind;   struggling   to   keep   erect。    And   Borghild's   courage;   too;
  rose and fell with the flickering motion of a flame which wrestles with the
  wind。      Whenever   the   latch   clicked   she   lifted   her   eyes   and   looked   for
  Truls; and one moment she wished that she might never see his face again;
  and in the  next she sent   an eager glance toward the door。                  Presently  he
  came; threw his fiddle on a bench; and with a reckless air walked up to her
  and held out his hand。         She hesitated to return his greeting; but when she
  saw the deep lines of suffering in his face; her heart went forward with a
  great   tenderness   toward   him;   a   tenderness   such   as   one   feels   for   a   child
  who is sick; and suffers without hope of healing。               She laid her hand in his;
  and there it lay for a while listlessly; for neither dared trust the joy which
  the   sight   of   the   other   enkindled。  But   when   she   tried   to   draw   her   hand
  away; he caught it quickly; and with a sudden fervor of voice he said:
  〃The   sight   of  you;   Borghild;  stills   the  hunger   which is   raging   in   my
  soul。    Beware that you do not play with a life; Borghild; even though it be
  a worthless one。〃
  There was something so hopelessly sad in his words; that they stung
  her   to   the   quick。   They   laid   bare   a   hidden   deep   in   her   heart;   and   she
  shrank back st the sight of her own vileness。                How could she repair the
  injury    she   had   done    him?     How     could    she   heal   the  wound     she   had
  inflicted?     A  number   of   guests   came   up   to   greet   her   and   among   them
  Syvert Stein; a bold…look… ing young man; who; during that summer; had
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  led   her   frequently  in   the   dance。   He   had   a   square   face;   strong   features;
  and a huge crop of towy hair。          His race was far…famed for wit and daring。
  〃Tardy is your welcome; Borghild of Skogli;〃 quoth he。                   〃But what a
  faint heart does not give a bold hand can grasp; and what I am not offered
  I take unbidden。〃
  So saying; he flung his arm about her waist; lifted her from the floor
  and put her down in the middle of the room。                  Truls stood and gazed at
  them with large; bewildered eyes。             He tried hard to despise the braggart;
  but ended with envying him。
  〃Ha; fiddler; strike up a tune that shall ring through marrow and bone;〃
  shouted Syvert Stein; who struck the floor with his heels and moved his
  body to the measure of a spring…dance。
  Truls still followed them with his eyes; suddenly he leaped up; and a
  wild thought burned in his breast。           But with an effort he checked himself;
  grasped his violin; and struck a wailing chord of lament。                Then he laid his
  ear  close   to   the   instrument;   as   if   he   were  listening   to   some   living   voice
  hidden     there   within;   ran   wa…   rily   with  the  bow    over   the   strings;  and
  warbled;   and   caroled;   and   sang   with   maddening   glee;   and   still   with   a
  shivering undercurrent of woe。            And the dusk which slept upon the black
  rafters was quickened and shook with the weird sound; every pulse in the
  wide   hall   beat   more   rapidly;   and   every   eye   kindled   with   a   bolder   fire。
  Pressently{sic} a Strong male voice sang out to the measure of the violin:
  〃Come; fairest   maid;  tread the   dance   with   me;                              O
  heigh ho!〃
  And a clear; tremulous treble answered:
  〃So   gladly   tread   I   the   dance   with   thee;                        O   heigh
  ho!〃
  Truls knew the voices only too well; it was Syvert Stein and Borghild
  who were singing a stave。'8'
  '8'  A   stave   is  an   improvised     responsive     song。    It   is  an  ancient
  pastime   in   Norway;   and   is   kept   up   until   this   day;   especially   among   the
  peasantry。       The      students;    also;    at  their    social   gatherings;      throw
  improvised   rhymes   to   each   other   across   the   table;   and   the   rest   of   the
  company repeat the refrain。
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  SyvertLike   brier…roses   thy   red   cheeks   blush;   BorghildAnd   thine
  are rough like the thorny bush;                                BothAn' a heigho!
  SyvertSo      fresh   and   green   is  the  sunny    lea;                          O
  heigh ho! BorghildThe fiddle twangeth so merrily;                                        O
  heigh ho! SyvertSo lightly goeth the lusty reel; BorghildAnd round we
  whirl like a spinning…wheel;                                BothAn' a heigho!
  SyvertThine          eyes      are     bright      like     the     sunny       fjord;
  O    heigh     ho!   BorghildAnd       thine    do   flash   like   a  Viking's    sword;
  O heigh ho! SyvertSo lightly trippeth thy foot along; BorghildThe air is
  teeming with joyful song;                                BothAn' a heigh ho!
  SyvertThen         fairest     maid;      while     the     woods       are    green;
  O    heigh    ho!   BorghildAnd       thrushes    sing   the   fresh   leaves    between;
  O heigh ho! SyvertCome; let us dance in the gladsome day; Borghild
  Dance   hate;   and   sorrow;   and   care   away;                            BothAn'   a
  heigh ho!
  The stave was at an end。         The hot and flushed dancers straggled over
  the   floor   by   twos   and   threes;   and   the   big   beer…horns   were   passed   from
  hand   to   hand。    Truls   sat   in   his   corner   hugging   his   violin   tightly   to   his
  bosom; only to do something; for he was vaguely afraid of himself afraid
  of the thoughts that might riseafraid of the deed they might prompt。                   He
  ran his fingers over his forehead; but he hardly felt the touch of his own
  hand。     It   was   as   if   something   was   dead   within   himas   if   a   string   had
  snapped in his breast; and left it benumbed and voiceless。
  Presently   he   looked   up   and   saw   Borghild   standing   before   him;   she
  held her arms akimbo; her eyes shone with a strange light; and her features
  wore an air of recklessness mingled with pity。
  〃Ah; Borghild; is it you?〃 said he; in a hoarse voice。                〃What do you
  want with me?        I thought you had done with me now。〃
  〃You   are   a   very  unwitty  fellow;〃   answered   she;   with   a   forced   laugh。
  〃The branch that does not bend must break。〃
  She   turned   quickly   on   her   heel   and   was   lost   in   the   crowd。 He   sat
  long pondering on her words; but their meaning remained hidden to him。
  The branch that does not bend must break。                Was he the branch; and must
  he bend or break?         By…and…by he put his hands on his knees; rose with a
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  slow; uncertain motion; and stalked heavily toward the door。                    The fresh
  night air would do him good。           The thought breathes more briskly in God's
  free nature; under the broad canopy of heaven。               The white mist rose from
  the   fields;   and   made   the   valley   below   appear   like   a   white   sea   whose
  nearness you feel; even though you do not see it。              And out of the mist the
  dark   pines   stretched   their   warning   hands   against   the   sky;   and   the   moon
  was swimming; large and placid; between silvery islands of cloud。                    Truls
  began to beat his arms against his sides; and felt the warm blood spreading
  from     his  heart   and   thawing    the   numbness      of  his  limbs。    Not    caring
  whither he went; he struck the path leading upward to the mountains。                    He
  took to humming an old air which happened to come into his head; only to
  try if there was life enough left in him to sing。           It was the ballad of Young
  Kirsten and the Merman:
  〃The   billows   fall   and   the   billows   swell;      In   the   night   so   lone;
  In the billows blue doth the   merman   dwell;                And   strangely  that  harp
  was sounding。〃
  He walked on briskly for a while; and; looking back upon the pain he
  had   endured   but   a   moment   ago;   he   found   it   quite   foolish   and   irrational。
  An absurd merriment took possession of him; but all t