第 28 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-20 16:27      字数:9322
  〃It   is   a   hopeless   thing   to  compel   a   reluctant   heart。 I   will   accept  no
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  sacrifice from you。        You owe me nothing; for you have acted toward me
  honestly   and   uprightly;   and   I   shall   be   a   stronger;   orat   least   a   better
  woman for what you gave meand for what you could not give me; even
  though you would。〃
  〃But; Bertha;〃 exclaimed he; looking mournfully at her; 〃it is not true
  when you say that I owe you nothing。               Six years ago; when first I wooed
  you; you could not return my love; and you sent me out into the world; and
  even refused to accept any pledge or promise for the future。〃
  〃And   you   returned;〃   she   responded;   〃a   man;   such   as   my   hope   had
  pictured     you;    but;  while    I  had    almost    been    standing    still;  you   had
  outgrown       me;   and    outgrown     your    old   self;  and;   with   your    old   self;
  outgrown its love for me; for your love was not of your new self; but of
  the old。    Alas! it is a sad tale; but it is true。〃
  She spoke gravely now; and with a steadier voice; but her eyes hung
  upon his face with an eager look of expectation; as if yearning to detect
  there   some   gleam  of   hope;   some   contradiction   of   the   dismal   truth。      He
  read that look aright; and it pierced him like a sharp sword。                   He made a
  brave effort to respond to its appeal; but his features seemed hard as stone;
  and he could only cry out against his destiny; and bewail his misfortune
  and hers。
  Toward   evening;   Ralph   was   sitting   in   an   open   boat;   listening   to   the
  measured   oar…strokes   of   the   boatmen   who   were   rowing   him   out   to   the
  nearest   stopping…place   of   the   steamer。      The   mountains   lifted   their   great
  placid   heads   up   among   the   sun…bathed   clouds;   and   the   fjord   opened   its
  cool depths as if to make room for their vast reflections。                 Ralph felt as if
  he   were   floating   in   the   midst   of   the   blue   infinite   space;   and;   with   the
  strength   which   this   feeling   inspired;   he   tried   to   face   boldly   the   thought
  from     which     he   had   but   a   moment      ago    shrunk    as   from    something
  hopelessly sad and perplexing。
  And in that hour he looked fearlessly into the gulf which separates the
  New World from the Old。             He had hoped to bridge it; but; alas! it cannot
  be bridged。
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  A SCIENTIFIC VAGABOND。
  I。
  THE   steamer   which   as   far   back   as   1860   passed   every   week   on   its
  northward way up along the coast of Norway; was of a very sociable turn
  of mind。      It ran with much shrieking and needless bluster in and out the
  calm; winding fjords; paid unceremonious little visits in every out…of…the…
  way  nook   and bay;  dropped   now  and   then   a   black heap   of   coal   into   the
  shining   water;   and   sent   thick   volleys   of   smoke   and   shrill   little   echoes
  careering aimlessly among the mountains。               It seemed; on the whole; from
  an aesthetic point of view; an objectionable phenomenona blot upon the
  perfect    summer      day。    By    the   inhabitants;    however;     of   these   remote
  regions (with the exception of a few obstinate individuals; who had at first
  looked upon   it   as   the   sure herald   of dooms…   day;   and   still   were   vaguely
  wondering   what   the   world   was   coming   to;)   it   was   regarded   in   a   very
  different   light。    This   choleric   little   monster   was   to   them  a   friendly   and
  welcome visitor; which established their connection with the outside world;
  and    gave    them   a  proud    consciousness      of   living  in  the   very   heart   of
  civilization。     Therefore; on steamboat days they flocked en masse down
  on    the   piers;  and;   with    an   ever…fresh    sense    of  novelty;    greeted    the
  approaching boat with lively cheers; with firing of muskets and waving of
  handkerchiefs。       The men of condition; as the judge; the sheriff; and the
  parson;   whose   dignity   forbade   them   to   receive   the   steamer   in   person;
  contented themselves with watching it through an opera…glass from their
  balconies; and if a high official was known to be on board; they perhaps
  displayed      the   national    banner     from    their   flag…poles;    as   a   delicate
  compliment to their superior。
  But the Rev。 Mr。 Oddson; the parson of whom I have to speak; had this
  day yielded to the gentle urgings of his daughters (as; indeed; he always
  did);   and    had   with   them   boarded     the  steamer     to  receive   his  nephew;
  Arnfinn Vording; who   was returning   from the university  for his   summer
  vacation。      And   now   they   had   him   between   them   in   their   pretty   white…
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  painted      par…   sonage     boat;   with    the   blue    line   along    the   gunwale;
  beleaguering him with eager questions   about friends and relatives in   the
  capital; chums; university sports; and a medley of other things interesting
  to   young     ladies   who    have   a  collegian     for  a  cousin。    His    uncle    was
  charitable enough to check his own curiosity about the nephew's progress
  in the arts and sciences; and the result of his recent examinations; till he
  should   have   become   fairly   settled   under   his   roof;   and Arnfinn;   who;   in
  spite of his natural brightness and ready humor; was anything but a 〃dig;〃
  was grateful for the respite。
  The    parsonage      lay  snugly    nestled    at  the   end   of  the   bay;   shining
  contentedly   through        the   green   foliage   from   a  multitude   of    small   sun…
  smitten   windows。        Its   pinkish   whitewash;   which   was   peeling   off   from
  long exposure to the weather; was in cheerful contrast to the broad black
  surface of the roof; with its glazed tiles; and the starlings' nests under the
  chimney…tops。        The thick…leaved maples and walnut…trees which grew in
  random clusters about the walls seemed loftily conscious of standing there
  for   purposes     of  protection;     for;  wherever     their  long…fingered      branches
  happened to graze the roof; it was always with a touch; light; graceful; and
  airily caressing。      The irregularly paved yard was inclosed on two sides by
  the  main   building;  and  on   the third   by  a  species   of log   cabin;  which;  in
  Norway;   is   called   a   brew…house;   but   toward   the   west   the   view   was   but
  slightly    obscured     by   an   elevated    pigeon    cot  and   a  clump     of  birches;
  through     whose     sparse   leaves    the  fjord   beneath    sent   its  rapid  jets  and
  gleams      of  light;   and   its  strange    suggestions      of  distance;    peace    and
  unaccountable gladness。
  Arnfinn     Vording's     career   had   presented     that  subtle   combination      of
  farce and tragedy which most human lives are apt to be; and if the tragic
  element   had   during   his   early   years   been   preponderating;   he   was   hardly
  himself aware of it; for he had been too young at the death of his parents
  to feel that keenness of grief which the same privation would have given
  him at a later period of his life。        It might have been humiliating to confess
  it;   but   it   was   nevertheless   true   that   the   terror   he   had   once   sustained   on
  being pursued by a furious bull was much more vivid in his memory than
  the vague wonder and depression which had filled his mind at seeing his
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  mother so suddenly stricken with age; as she lay motionless in her white
  robes in the front parlor。         Since then his uncle; who was his guardian and
  nearest relative; had taken him into his family; had instructed him with his
  own   daughters;   and   finally   sent   him   to   the   University;   leaving   the   little
  fortune which he had inherited to accumulate for future use。                    Arnfinn had
  a painfully distinct recollection of his early hardships in trying to acquire
  that   soft   pronunciation   of   the   r   which   is   peculiar   to   the   western   fjord
  districts of Norway; and which he admired so much in his c