第 26 节
作者:旅游巴士      更新:2021-02-20 14:19      字数:9322
  upon them was one of suspicion。  But there was no suspicion of
  Theobald; that he should have devoted his life to his childrenwhy
  this was such a mere platitude; as almost to go without saying。
  How; let me ask; was it possible that a child only a little past
  five years old; trained in such an atmosphere of prayers and hymns
  and sums and happy Sunday eveningsto say nothing of daily repeated
  beatings over the said prayers and hymns; etc。; about which our
  authoress is silenthow was it possible that a lad so trained
  should grow up in any healthy or vigorous development; even though
  in her own way his mother was undoubtedly very fond of him; and
  sometimes told him stories?  Can the eye of any reader fail to
  detect the coming wrath of God as about to descend upon the head of
  him who should be nurtured under the shadow of such a letter as the
  foregoing?
  I have often thought that the Church of Rome does wisely in not
  allowing her priests to marry。  Certainly it is a matter of common
  observation in England that the sons of clergymen are frequently
  unsatisfactory。  The explanation is very simple; but is so often
  lost sight of that I may perhaps be pardoned for giving it here。
  The clergyman is expected to be a kind of human Sunday。  Things must
  not be done in him which are venial in the week…day classes。  He is
  paid for this business of leading a stricter life than other people。
  It is his raison d'etre。  If his parishioners feel that he does
  this; they approve of him; for they look upon him as their own
  contribution towards what they deem a holy life。  This is why the
  clergyman is so often called a vicarhe being the person whose
  vicarious goodness is to stand for that of those entrusted to his
  charge。  But his home is his castle as much as that of any other
  Englishman; and with him; as with others; unnatural tension in
  public is followed by exhaustion when tension is no longer
  necessary。  His children are the most defenceless things he can
  reach; and it is on them in nine cases out of ten that he will
  relieve his mind。
  A clergyman; again; can hardly ever allow himself to look facts
  fairly in the face。  It is his profession to support one side; it is
  impossible; therefore; for him to make an unbiassed examination of
  the other。
  We forget that every clergyman with a living or curacy; is as much a
  paid advocate as the barrister who is trying to persuade a jury to
  acquit a prisoner。  We should listen to him with the same suspense
  of judgment; the same full consideration of the arguments of the
  opposing counsel; as a judge does when he is trying a case。  Unless
  we know these; and can state them in a way that our opponents would
  admit to be a fair representation of their views; we have no right
  to claim that we have formed an opinion at all。  The misfortune is
  that by the law of the land one side only can be heard。
  Theobald and Christina were no exceptions to the general rule。  When
  they came to Battersby they had every desire to fulfil the duties of
  their position; and to devote themselves to the honour and glory of
  God。  But it was Theobald's duty to see the honour and glory of God
  through the eyes of a Church which had lived three hundred years
  without finding reason to change a single one of its opinions。
  I should doubt whether he ever got as far as doubting the wisdom of
  his Church upon any single matter。  His scent for possible mischief
  was tolerably keen; so was Christina's; and it is likely that if
  either of them detected in him or herself the first faint symptoms
  of a want of faith they were nipped no less peremptorily in the bud;
  than signs of self…will in Ernest wereand I should imagine more
  successfully。  Yet Theobald considered himself; and was generally
  considered to be; and indeed perhaps was; an exceptionally truthful
  person; indeed he was generally looked upon as an embodiment of all
  those virtues which make the poor respectable and the rich
  respected。  In the course of time he and his wife became persuaded
  even to unconsciousness; that no one could even dwell under their
  roof without deep cause for thankfulness。  Their children; their
  servants; their parishioners must be fortunate ipso facto that they
  were theirs。  There was no road to happiness here or hereafter; but
  the road that they had themselves travelled; no good people who did
  not think as they did upon every subject; and no reasonable person
  who had wants the gratification of which would be inconvenient to
  themTheobald and Christina。
  This was how it came to pass that their children were white and
  puny; they were suffering from HOME…SICKNESS。  They were starving;
  through being over…crammed with the wrong things。  Nature came down
  upon them; but she did not come down on Theobald and Christina。  Why
  should she?  They were not leading a starved existence。  There are
  two classes of people in this world; those who sin; and those who
  are sinned against; if a man must belong to either; he had better
  belong to the first than to the second。
  CHAPTER XXVII
  I will give no more of the details of my hero's earlier years。
  Enough that he struggled through them; and at twelve years old knew
  every page of his Latin and Greek Grammars by heart。  He had read
  the greater part of Virgil; Horace and Livy; and I do not know how
  many Greek plays:  he was proficient in arithmetic; knew the first
  four books of Euclid thoroughly; and had a fair knowledge of French。
  It was now time he went to school; and to school he was accordingly
  to go; under the famous Dr Skinner of Roughborough。
  Theobald had known Dr Skinner slightly at Cambridge。  He had been a
  burning and a shining light in every position he had filled from his
  boyhood upwards。  He was a very great genius。  Everyone knew this;
  they said; indeed; that he was one of the few people to whom the
  word genius could be applied without exaggeration。  Had he not taken
  I don't know how many University Scholarships in his freshman's
  year?  Had he not been afterwards Senior Wrangler; First
  Chancellor's Medallist and I do not know how many more things
  besides?  And then; he was such a wonderful speaker; at the Union
  Debating Club he had been without a rival; and had; of course; been
  president; his moral character;a point on which so many geniuses
  were weakwas absolutely irreproachable; foremost of all; however;
  among his many great qualities; and perhaps more remarkable even
  than his genius was what biographers have called 〃the simple…minded
  and child…like earnestness of his character;〃 an earnestness which
  might be perceived by the solemnity with which he spoke even about
  trifles。  It is hardly necessary to say he was on the Liberal side
  in politics。
  His personal appearance was not particularly prepossessing。  He was
  about the middle height; portly; and had a couple of fierce grey
  eyes; that flashed fire from beneath a pair of great bushy beetling
  eyebrows and overawed all who came near him。  It was in respect of
  his personal appearance; however; that; if he was vulnerable at all;
  his weak place was to be found。  His hair when he was a young man
  was red; but after he had taken his degree he had a brain fever
  which caused him to have his head shaved; when he reappeared; he did
  so wearing a wig; and one which was a good deal further off red than
  his own hair had been。  He not only had never discarded his wig; but
  year by year it had edged itself a little more and a little more off
  red; till by the time he was forty; there was not a trace of red
  remaining; and his wig was brown。
  When Dr Skinner was a very young man; hardly more than five…and…
  twenty; the head…mastership of Roughborough Grammar School had
  fallen vacant; and he had been unhesitatingly appointed。  The result
  justified the selection。  Dr Skinner's pupils distinguished
  themselves at whichever University they went to。  He moulded their
  minds after the model of his own; and stamped an impression upon
  them which was indelible in after…life; whatever else a Roughborough
  man might be; he was sure to make everyone feel that he was a God…
  fearing earnest Christian and a Liberal; if not a Radical; in
  politics。  Some boys; of course; were incapable of appreciating the
  beauty and loftiness of Dr Skinner's nature。  Some such boys; alas!
  there will be in every school; upon them Dr Skinner's hand was very
  properly a heavy one。  His hand was against them; and theirs against
  him during the whole time of the connection between them。  They not
  only disliked him; but they hated all that he more especially
  embodied; and throughout their lives disliked all that reminded them
  of him。  Such boys; however; were in a minority; the spirit of the
  place being decidedly Skinnerian。
  I once had the honour of playing a game of chess with this great
  man。  It was during the Christmas holidays; and I had come down to
  Roughborough for a few days to see Alethea Pontifex (who was then
  living there) on business。  It was very gracious of him to take
  notice of me; for if I was a light of literature at all it was of
  the very lightest kind。
  It is true that in the intervals of business I had written a good
  deal; but my works had been almost exclusively for the stage; and