第 11 节
作者:指环王      更新:2021-02-19 21:05      字数:9322
  things Greek; from the least to the greatest; from the AGAMEMMON
  (perhaps his favourite tragedy) down to the details of Grecian
  tailoring; which he used to express in his familiar phrase:  'The
  Greeks were the boys。'  Dr。 Bell … the son of George Joseph; the
  nephew of Sir Charles; and though he made less use of it than some;
  a sharer in the distinguished talents of his race … had hit upon
  the singular fact that certain geometrical intersections gave the
  proportions of the Doric order。  Fleeming; under Dr。 Bell's
  direction; applied the same method to the other orders; and again
  found the proportions accurately given。  Numbers of diagrams were
  prepared; but the discovery was never given to the world; perhaps
  because of the dissensions that arose between the authors。  For Dr。
  Bell believed that 'these intersections were in some way connected
  with; or symbolical of; the antagonistic forces at work'; but his
  pupil and helper; with characteristic trenchancy; brushed aside
  this mysticism; and interpreted the discovery as 'a geometrical
  method of dividing the spaces or (as might be said) of setting out
  the work; purely empirical and in no way connected with any laws of
  either force or beauty。'  'Many a hard and pleasant fight we had
  over it;' wrote Jenkin; in later years; 'and impertinent as it may
  seem; the pupil is still unconvinced by the arguments of the
  master。'  I do not know about the antagonistic forces in the Doric
  order; in Fleeming they were plain enough; and the Bobadil of these
  affairs with Dr。 Bell was still; like the corrector of Italian
  consuls; 'a great child in everything but information。'  At the
  house of Colonel Cleather; he might be seen with a family of
  children; and with these; there was no word of the Greek orders;
  with these Fleeming was only an uproarious boy and an entertaining
  draughtsman; so that his coming was the signal for the young people
  to troop into the playroom; where sometimes the roof rang with
  romping; and sometimes they gathered quietly about him as he amused
  them with his pencil。
  In another Manchester family; whose name will be familiar to my
  readers … that of the Gaskells; Fleeming was a frequent visitor。
  To Mrs。 Gaskell; he would often bring his new ideas; a process that
  many of his later friends will understand and; in their own cases;
  remember。  With the girls; he had 'constant fierce wrangles;'
  forcing them to reason out their thoughts and to explain their
  prepossessions; and I hear from Miss Gaskell that they used to
  wonder how he could throw all the ardour of his character into the
  smallest matters; and to admire his unselfish devotion to his
  parents。  Of one of these wrangles; I have found a record most
  characteristic of the man。  Fleeming had been laying down his
  doctrine that the end justifies the means; and that it is quite
  right 'to boast of your six men…servants to a burglar or to steal a
  knife to prevent a murder'; and the Miss Gaskells; with girlish
  loyalty to what is current; had rejected the heresy with
  indignation。  From such passages…at…arms; many retire mortified and
  ruffled; but Fleeming had no sooner left the house than he fell
  into delighted admiration of the spirit of his adversaries。  From
  that it was but a step to ask himself 'what truth was sticking in
  their heads'; for even the falsest form of words (in Fleeming's
  life…long opinion) reposed upon some truth; just as he could 'not
  even allow that people admire ugly things; they admire what is
  pretty in the ugly thing。'  And before he sat down to write his
  letter; he thought he had hit upon the explanation。  'I fancy the
  true idea;' he wrote; 'is that you must never do yourself or anyone
  else a moral injury … make any man a thief or a liar … for any
  end'; quite a different thing; as he would have loved to point out;
  from never stealing or lying。  But this perfervid disputant was not
  always out of key with his audience。  One whom he met in the same
  house announced that she would never again be happy。  'What does
  that signify?' cried Fleeming。  'We are not here to be happy; but
  to be good。'  And the words (as his hearer writes to me) became to
  her a sort of motto during life。
  From Fairbairn's and Manchester; Fleeming passed to a railway
  survey in Switzerland; and thence again to Mr。 Penn's at Greenwich;
  where he was engaged as draughtsman。  There in 1856; we find him in
  'a terribly busy state; finishing up engines for innumerable gun…
  boats and steam frigates for the ensuing campaign。'  From half…past
  eight in the morning till nine or ten at night; he worked in a
  crowded office among uncongenial comrades; 'saluted by chaff;
  generally low personal and not witty;' pelted with oranges and
  apples; regaled with dirty stories; and seeking to suit himself
  with his surroundings or (as he writes it) trying to be as little
  like himself as possible。  His lodgings were hard by; 'across a
  dirty green and through some half…built streets of two…storied
  houses'; he had Carlyle and the poets; engineering and mathematics;
  to study by himself in such spare time as remained to him; and
  there were several ladies; young and not so young; with whom he
  liked to correspond。  But not all of these could compensate for the
  absence of that mother; who had made herself so large a figure in
  his life; for sorry surroundings; unsuitable society; and work that
  leaned to the mechanical。  'Sunday;' says he; 'I generally visit
  some friends in town and seem to swim in clearer water; but the
  dirty green seems all the dirtier when I get back。  Luckily I am
  fond of my profession; or I could not stand this life。'  It is a
  question in my mind; if he could have long continued to stand it
  without loss。  'We are not here to be happy; but to be good;' quoth
  the young philosopher; but no man had a keener appetite for
  happiness than Fleeming Jenkin。  There is a time of life besides
  when apart from circumstances; few men are agreeable to their
  neighbours and still fewer to themselves; and it was at this stage
  that Fleeming had arrived; later than common and even worse
  provided。  The letter from which I have quoted is the last of his
  correspondence with Frank Scott; and his last confidential letter
  to one of his own sex。  'If you consider it rightly;' he wrote long
  after; 'you will find the want of correspondence no such strange
  want in men's friendships。  There is; believe me; something noble
  in the metal which does not rust though not burnished by daily
  use。'  It is well said; but the last letter to Frank Scott is
  scarcely of a noble metal。  It is plain the writer has outgrown his
  old self; yet not made acquaintance with the new。  This letter from
  a busy youth of three and twenty; breathes of seventeen:  the
  sickening alternations of conceit and shame; the expense of hope IN
  VACUO; the lack of friends; the longing after love; the whole world
  of egoism under which youth stands groaning; a voluntary Atlas。
  With Fleeming this disease was never seemingly severe。  The very
  day before this (to me) distasteful letter; he had written to Miss
  Bell of Manchester in a sweeter strain; I do not quote the one; I
  quote the other; fair things are the best。  'I keep my own little
  lodgings;' he writes; 'but come up every night to see mamma' (who
  was then on a visit to London) 'if not kept too late at the works;
  and have singing lessons once more; and sing 〃DONNE L'AMORE E
  SCALTRO PARGO…LETTO〃; and think and talk about you; and listen to
  mamma's projects DE Stowting。  Everything turns to gold at her
  touch; she's a fairy and no mistake。  We go on talking till I have
  a picture in my head; and can hardly believe at the end that the
  original is Stowting。  Even you don't know half how good mamma is;
  in other things too; which I must not mention。  She teaches me how
  it is not necessary to be very rich to do much good。  I begin to
  understand that mamma would find useful occupation and create
  beauty at the bottom of a volcano。  She has little weaknesses; but
  is a real generous…hearted woman; which I suppose is the finest
  thing in the world。'  Though neither mother nor son could be called
  beautiful; they make a pretty picture; the ugly; generous; ardent
  woman weaving rainbow illusions; the ugly; clear…sighted; loving
  son sitting at her side in one of his rare hours of pleasure; half…
  beguiled; half…amused; wholly admiring; as he listens。  But as he
  goes home; and the fancy pictures fade; and Stowting is once more
  burthened with debt; and the noisy companions and the long hours of
  drudgery once more approach; no wonder if the dirty green seems all
  the dirtier or if Atlas must resume his load。
  But in healthy natures; this time of moral teething passes quickly
  of itself; and is easily alleviated by fresh interests; and
  already; in the letter to Frank Scott; there are t