第 12 节
作者:指环王      更新:2021-02-19 21:05      字数:9322
  of itself; and is easily alleviated by fresh interests; and
  already; in the letter to Frank Scott; there are two words of hope:
  his friends in London; his love for his profession。  The last might
  have saved him; for he was ere long to pass into a new sphere;
  where all his faculties were to be tried and exercised; and his
  life to be filled with interest and effort。  But it was not left to
  engineering:  another and more influential aim was to be set before
  him。  He must; in any case; have fallen in love; in any case; his
  love would have ruled his life; and the question of choice was; for
  the descendant of two such families; a thing of paramount
  importance。  Innocent of the world; fiery; generous; devoted as he
  was; the son of the wild Jacksons and the facile Jenkins might have
  been led far astray。  By one of those partialities that fill men at
  once with gratitude and wonder; his choosing was directed well。  Or
  are we to say that by a man's choice in marriage; as by a crucial
  merit; he deserves his fortune?  One thing at least reason may
  discern:  that a man but partly chooses; he also partly forms; his
  help…mate; and he must in part deserve her; or the treasure is but
  won for a moment to be lost。  Fleeming chanced if you will (and
  indeed all these opportunities are as 'random as blind man's buff')
  upon a wife who was worthy of him; but he had the wit to know it;
  the courage to wait and labour for his prize; and the tenderness
  and chivalry that are required to keep such prizes precious。  Upon
  this point he has himself written well; as usual with fervent
  optimism; but as usual (in his own phrase) with a truth sticking in
  his head。
  'Love;' he wrote; 'is not an intuition of the person most suitable
  to us; most required by us; of the person with whom life flowers
  and bears fruit。  If this were so; the chances of our meeting that
  person would be small indeed; our intuition would often fail; the
  blindness of love would then be fatal as it is proverbial。  No;
  love works differently; and in its blindness lies its strength。
  Man and woman; each strongly desires to be loved; each opens to the
  other that heart of ideal aspirations which they have often hid
  till then; each; thus knowing the ideal of the other; tries to
  fulfil that ideal; each partially succeeds。  The greater the love;
  the greater the success; the nobler the idea of each; the more
  durable; the more beautiful the effect。  Meanwhile the blindness of
  each to the other's defects enables the transformation to proceed
  'unobserved;' so that when the veil is withdrawn (if it ever is;
  and this I do not know) neither knows that any change has occurred
  in the person whom they loved。  Do not fear; therefore。  I do not
  tell you that your friend will not change; but as I am sure that
  her choice cannot be that of a man with a base ideal; so I am sure
  the change will be a safe and a good one。  Do not fear that
  anything you love will vanish; he must love it too。'
  Among other introductions in London; Fleeming had presented a
  letter from Mrs。 Gaskell to the Alfred Austins。  This was a family
  certain to interest a thoughtful young man。  Alfred; the youngest
  and least known of the Austins; had been a beautiful golden…haired
  child; petted and kept out of the way of both sport and study by a
  partial mother。  Bred an attorney; he had (like both his brothers)
  changed his way of life; and was called to the bar when past
  thirty。  A Commission of Enquiry into the state of the poor in
  Dorsetshire gave him an opportunity of proving his true talents;
  and he was appointed a Poor Law Inspector; first at Worcester; next
  at Manchester; where he had to deal with the potato famine and the
  Irish immigration of the 'forties; and finally in London; where he
  again distinguished himself during an epidemic of cholera。  He was
  then advanced to the Permanent Secretaryship of Her Majesty's
  Office of Works and Public Buildings; a position which he filled
  with perfect competence; but with an extreme of modesty; and on his
  retirement; in 1868; he was made a Companion of the Bath。  While
  apprentice to a Norwich attorney; Alfred Austin was a frequent
  visitor in the house of Mr。 Barron; a rallying place in those days
  of intellectual society。  Edward Barron; the son of a rich saddler
  or leather merchant in the Borough; was a man typical of the time。
  When he was a child; he had once been patted on the head in his
  father's shop by no less a man than Samuel Johnson; as the Doctor
  went round the Borough canvassing for Mr。 Thrale; and the child was
  true to this early consecration。  'A life of lettered ease spent in
  provincial retirement;' it is thus that the biographer of that
  remarkable man; William Taylor; announces his subject; and the
  phrase is equally descriptive of the life of Edward Barron。  The
  pair were close friends; 'W。 T。 and a pipe render everything
  agreeable;' writes Barron in his diary in 1823; and in 1833; after
  Barron had moved to London and Taylor had tasted the first public
  failure of his powers; the latter wrote:  'To my ever dearest Mr。
  Barron say; if you please; that I miss him more than I regret him …
  that I acquiesce in his retirement from Norwich; because I could
  ill brook his observation of my increasing debility of mind。'  This
  chosen companion of William Taylor must himself have been no
  ordinary man; and he was the friend besides of Borrow; whom I find
  him helping in his Latin。  But he had no desire for popular
  distinction; lived privately; married a daughter of Dr。 Enfield of
  Enfield's SPEAKER; and devoted his time to the education of his
  family; in a deliberate and scholarly fashion; and with certain
  traits of stoicism; that would surprise a modern。  From these
  children we must single out his youngest daughter; Eliza; who
  learned under his care to be a sound Latin; an elegant Grecian; and
  to suppress emotion without outward sign after the manner of the
  Godwin school。  This was the more notable; as the girl really
  derived from the Enfields; whose high…flown romantic temper; I wish
  I could find space to illustrate。  She was but seven years old;
  when Alfred Austin remarked and fell in love with her; and the
  union thus early prepared was singularly full。  Where the husband
  and wife differed; and they did so on momentous subjects; they
  differed with perfect temper and content; and in the conduct of
  life; and in depth and durability of love; they were at one。  Each
  full of high spirits; each practised something of the same
  repression:  no sharp word was uttered in their house。  The same
  point of honour ruled them; a guest was sacred and stood within the
  pale from criticism。  It was a house; besides; of unusual
  intellectual tension。  Mrs。 Austin remembered; in the early days of
  the marriage; the three brothers; John; Charles; and Alfred;
  marching to and fro; each with his hands behind his back; and
  'reasoning high' till morning; and how; like Dr。 Johnson; they
  would cheer their speculations with as many as fifteen cups of tea。
  And though; before the date of Fleeming's visit; the brothers were
  separated; Charles long ago retired from the world at Brandeston;
  and John already near his end in the 'rambling old house' at
  Weybridge; Alfred Austin and his wife were still a centre of much
  intellectual society; and still; as indeed they remained until the
  last; youthfully alert in mind。  There was but one child of the
  marriage; Anne; and she was herself something new for the eyes of
  the young visitor; brought up; as she had been; like her mother
  before her; to the standard of a man's acquirements。  Only one art
  had she been denied; she must not learn the violin … the thought
  was too monstrous even for the Austins; and indeed it would seem as
  if that tide of reform which we may date from the days of Mary
  Wollstonecraft had in some degree even receded; for though Miss
  Austin was suffered to learn Greek; the accomplishment was kept
  secret like a piece of guilt。  But whether this stealth was caused
  by a backward movement in public thought since the time of Edward
  Barron; or by the change from enlightened Norwich to barbarian
  London; I have no means of judging。
  When Fleeming presented his letter; he fell in love at first sight
  with Mrs。 Austin and the life; and atmosphere of the house。  There
  was in the society of the Austins; outward; stoical conformers to
  the world; something gravely suggestive of essential eccentricity;
  something unpretentiously breathing of intellectual effort; that
  could not fail to hit the fancy of this hot…brained boy。  The
  unbroken enamel of courtesy; the self…restraint; the dignified
  kindness of these married folk; had besides a particular attraction
  for their visitor。  He could not but compare what he saw; with what
  he knew of his mother and himself。  Whatever virt