第 24 节
作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 01:11      字数:9322
  former existence; in which; although the hand of God sustained her;
  all was barren and wearisome; those words uttered by that rich voice
  brought pleasures no other woman in the world could give me。
  〃The terrible monotony of my life is broken; all things are radiant
  with hope;〃 she said after a pause。 〃Oh; never leave me! Do not
  despise my harmless superstitions; be the elder son; the protector of
  the younger。〃
  In this; Natalie; there is nothing romantic。 To know the infinite of
  our deepest feelings; we must in youth cast our lead into those great
  lakes upon whose shores we live。 Though to many souls passions are
  lava torrents flowing among arid rocks; other souls there be in whom
  passion; restrained by insurmountable obstacles; fills with purest
  water the crater of the volcano。
  We had still another fete。 Madame de Mortsauf; wishing to accustom her
  children to the practical things of life; and to give them some
  experience of the toil by which men earn their living; had provided
  each of them with a source of income; depending on the chances of
  agriculture。 To Jacques she gave the produce of the walnut…trees; to
  Madeleine that of the chestnuts。 The gathering of the nuts began soon
  after the vintage;first the chestnuts; then the walnuts。 To beat
  Madeleine's trees with a long pole and hear the nuts fall and rebound
  on the dry; matted earth of a chestnut…grove; to see the serious
  gravity of the little girl as she examined the heaps and estimated
  their probable value; which to her represented many pleasures on which
  she counted; the congratulations of Manette; the trusted servant who
  alone supplied Madame de Mortsauf's place with the children; the
  explanations of the mother; showing the necessity of labor to obtain
  all crops; so often imperilled by the uncertainties of climate;all
  these things made up a charming scene of innocent; childlike happiness
  amid the fading colors of the late autumn。
  Madeleine had a little granary of her own; in which I was to see her
  brown treasure garnered and share her delight。 Well; I quiver still
  when I recall the sound of each basketful of nuts as it was emptied on
  the mass of yellow husks; mixed with earth; which made the floor of
  the granary。 The count bought what was needed for the household; the
  farmers and tenants; indeed; every one around Clochegourde; sent
  buyers to the Mignonne; a pet name which the peasantry give even to
  strangers; but which in this case belonged exclusively to Madeleine。
  Jacques was less fortunate in gathering his walnuts。 It rained for
  several days; but I consoled him with the advice to hold back his nuts
  and sell them a little later。 Monsieur de Chessel had told me that the
  walnut…trees in the Brehemont; also those about Amboise and Vouvray;
  were not bearing。 Walnut oil is in great demand in Touraine。 Jacques
  might get at least forty sous for the product of each tree; and as he
  had two hundred the amount was considerable; he intended to spend it
  on the equipment of a pony。 This wish led to a discussion with his
  father; who bade him think of the uncertainty of such returns; and the
  wisdom of creating a reserve fund for the years when the trees might
  not bear; and so equalizing his resources。 I felt what was passing
  through the mother's mind as she sat by in silence; she rejoiced in
  the way Jacques listened to his father; the father seeming to recover
  the paternal dignity that was lacking to him; thanks to the ideas
  which she herself had prompted in him。 Did I not tell you truly that
  in picturing this woman earthly language was insufficient to render
  either her character or her spirit。 When such scenes occurred my soul
  drank in their delights without analyzing them; but now; with what
  vigor they detach themselves on the dark background of my troubled
  life! Like diamonds they shine against the settling of thoughts
  degraded by alloy; of bitter regrets for a lost happiness。 Why do the
  names of the two estates purchased after the Restoration; and in which
  Monsieur and Madame de Mortsauf both took the deepest interest; the
  Cassine and the Rhetoriere; move me more than the sacred names of the
  Holy Land or of Greece? 〃Who loves; knows!〃 cried La Fontaine。 Those
  names possess the talismanic power of words uttered under certain
  constellations by seers; they explain magic to me; they awaken
  sleeping forms which arise and speak to me; they lead me to the happy
  valley; they recreate skies and landscape。 But such evocations are in
  the regions of the spiritual world; they pass in the silence of my own
  soul。 Be not surprised; therefore; if I dwell on all these homely
  scenes; the smallest details of that simple; almost common life are
  ties which; frail as they may seem; bound me in closest union to the
  countess。
  The interests of her children gave Madame de Mortsauf almost as much
  anxiety as their health。 I soon saw the truth of what she had told me
  as to her secret share in the management of the family affairs; into
  which I became slowly initiated。 After ten years' steady effort Madame
  de Mortsauf had changed the method of cultivating the estate。 She had
  〃put it in fours;〃 as the saying is in those parts; meaning the new
  system under which wheat is sown every four years only; so as to make
  the soil produce a different crop yearly。 To evade the obstinate
  unwillingness of the peasantry it was found necessary to cancel the
  old leases and give new ones; to divide the estate into four great
  farms and let them on equal shares; the sort of lease that prevails in
  Touraine and its neighborhood。 The owner of the estate gives the
  house; farm…buildings; and seed…grain to tenants…at…will; with whom he
  divides the costs of cultivation and the crops。 This division is
  superintended by an agent or bailiff; whose business it is to take the
  share belonging to the owner; a costly system; complicated by the
  market changes of values; which alter the character of the shares
  constantly。 The countess had induced Monsieur de Mortsauf to cultivate
  a fifth farm; made up of the reserved lands about Clochegourde; as
  much to occupy his mind as to show other farmers the excellence of the
  new method by the evidence of facts。 Being thus; in a hidden way; the
  mistress of the estate; she had slowly and with a woman's persistency
  rebuilt two of the farm…houses on the principle of those in Artois and
  Flanders。 It is easy to see her motive。 She wished; after the
  expiration of the leases on shares; to relet to intelligent and
  capable persons for rental in money; and thus simplify the revenues of
  Clochegourde。 Fearing to die before her husband; she was anxious to
  secure for him a regular income; and to her children a property which
  no incapacity could jeopardize。 At the present time the fruit…trees
  planted during the last ten years were in full bearing; the hedges;
  which secured the boundaries from dispute; were in good order; the
  elms and poplars were growing well。 With the new purchases and the new
  farming system well under way; the estate of Clochegourde; divided
  into four great farms; two of which still needed new houses; was
  capable of bringing in forty thousand francs a year; ten thousand for
  each farm; not counting the yield of the vineyards; and the two
  hundred acres of woodland which adjoined them; nor the profits of the
  model home…farm。 The roads to the great farms all opened on an avenue
  which followed a straight line from Clochegourde to the main road
  leading to Chinon。 The distance from the entrance of this avenue to
  Tours was only fifteen miles; tenants would never be wanting;
  especially now that everybody was talking of the count's improvements
  and the excellent condition of his land。
  The countess wished to put some fifteen thousand francs into each of
  the estates lately purchased; and to turn the present dwellings into
  two large farm…houses and buildings; in order that the property might
  bring in a better rent after the ground had been cultivated for a year
  or two。 These ideas; so simple in themselves; but complicated with the
  thirty odd thousand francs it was necessary to expend upon them; were
  just now the topic of many discussions between herself and the count;
  sometimes amounting to bitter quarrels; in which she was sustained by
  the thought of her children's interests。 The fear; 〃If I die to…morrow
  what will become of them?〃 made her heart beat。 The gentle; peaceful
  hearts to whom anger is an impossibility; and whose sole desire is to
  shed on those about them their own inward peace; alone know what
  strength is needed for such struggles; what demands upon the spirit
  must be made before beginning the contest; what weariness ensues when
  the fight is over and nothing has been won。 At this moment; just as
  her children seemed less anemic; less frail; more active (for the
  fruit season had had its effect on them); and her moist eyes followed
  them as they played about her with a sense of contentment which
  renewe