第 25 节
作者:想聊      更新:2021-02-19 01:11      字数:9322
  them as they played about her with a sense of contentment which
  renewed her strength and refreshed her heart; the poor woman was
  called upon to bear the sharp sarcasms and attacks of an angry
  opposition。 The count; alarmed at the plans she proposed; denied with
  stolid obstinacy the advantages of all she had done and the
  possibility of doing more。 He replied to conclusive reasoning with the
  folly of a child who denies the influence of the sun in summer。 The
  countess; however; carried the day。 The victory of commonsense over
  insanity so healed her wounds that she forgot the battle。 That day we
  all went to the Cassine and the Rhetoriere; to decide upon the
  buildings。 The count walked alone in front; the children went next;
  and we ourselves followed slowly; for she was speaking in a low;
  gentle tone; which made her words like the murmur of the sea as it
  ripples on a smooth beach。
  She was; she said; certain of success。 A new line of communication
  between Tours and Chinon was to be opened by an active man; a carrier;
  a cousin of Manette's; who wanted a large farm on the route。 His
  family was numerous; the eldest son would drive the carts; the second
  could attend to the business; the father living half…way along the
  road; at Rabelaye; one of the farms then to let; would look after the
  relays and enrich his land with the manure of the stables。 As to the
  other farm; la Baude; the nearest to Clochegourde; one of their own
  people; a worthy; intelligent; and industrious man; who saw the
  advantages of the new system of agriculture; was ready to take a lease
  on it。 The Cassine and the Rhetoriere need give no anxiety; their soil
  was the very best in the neighborhood; the farm…houses once built; and
  the ground brought into cultivation; it would be quite enough to
  advertise them at Tours; tenants would soon apply for them。 In two
  years' time Clochegourde would be worth at least twenty…four thousand
  francs a year。 Gravelotte; the farm in Maine; which Monsieur de
  Mortsauf had recovered after the emigration; was rented for seven
  thousand francs a year for nine years; his pension was four thousand。
  This income might not be a fortune; but it was certainly a competence。
  Later; other additions to it might enable her to go to Paris and
  attend to Jacques' education; in two years; she thought; his health
  would be established。
  With what feeling she uttered the word 〃Paris!〃 I knew her thought;
  she wished to be as little separated as possible from her friend。 On
  that I broke forth; I told her that she did not know me; that without
  talking of it; I had resolved to finish my education by working day
  and night so as to fit myself to be Jacques' tutor。 She looked grave。
  〃No; Felix;〃 she said; 〃that cannot be; any more than your priesthood。
  I thank you from my heart as a mother; but as a woman who loves you
  sincerely I can never allow you to be the victim of your attachment to
  me。 Such a position would be a social discredit to you; and I could
  not allow it。 No! I cannot be an injury to you in any way。 You;
  Vicomte de Vandenesse; a tutor! You; whose motto is 'Ne se vend!' Were
  you Richelieu himself it would bar your way in life; it would give the
  utmost pain to your family。 My friend; you do not know what insult
  women of the world; like my mother; can put into a patronizing glance;
  what degradation into a word; what contempt into a bow。〃
  〃But if you love me; what is the world to me?〃
  She pretended not to hear; and went on:
  〃Though my father is most kind and desirous of doing all I ask; he
  would never forgive your taking so humble a position; he would refuse
  you his protection。 I could not consent to your becoming tutor to the
  Dauphin even。 You must accept society as it is; never commit the fault
  of flying in the face of it。 My friend; this rash proposal of〃
  〃Love;〃 I whispered。
  〃No; charity;〃 she said; controlling her tears; 〃this wild idea
  enlightens me as to your character; your heart will be your bane。 I
  shall claim from this moment the right to teach you certain things。
  Let my woman's eye see for you sometimes。 Yes; from the solitudes of
  Clochegourde I mean to share; silently; contentedly; in your
  successes。 As to a tutor; do not fear; we shall find some good old
  abbe; some learned Jesuit; and my father will gladly devote a handsome
  sum to the education of the boy who is to bear his name。 Jacques is my
  pride。 He is; however; eleven years old;〃 she added after a pause。
  〃But it is with him as with you; when I first saw you I took you to be
  about thirteen。〃
  We now reached the Cassine; where Jacques; Madeleine; and I followed
  her about as children follow a mother; but we were in her way; I left
  her presently and went into the orchard where Martineau the elder;
  keeper of the place; was discussing with Martineau the younger; the
  bailiff; whether certain trees ought or ought not to be taken down;
  they were arguing the matter as if it concerned their own property。 I
  then saw how much the countess was beloved。 I spoke of it to a poor
  laborer; who; with one foot on his spade and an elbow on its handle;
  stood listening to the two doctors of pomology。
  〃Ah; yes; monsieur;〃 he answered; 〃she is a good woman; and not
  haughty like those hussies at Azay; who would see us die like dogs
  sooner than yield us one penny of the price of a grave! The day when
  that woman leaves these parts the Blessed Virgin will weep; and we
  too。 She knows what is due to her; but she knows our hardships; too;
  and she puts them into the account。〃
  With what pleasure I gave that man all the money I had。
  A few days later a pony arrived for Jacques; his father; an excellent
  horseman; wishing to accustom the child by degrees to the fatigues of
  such exercise。 The boy had a pretty riding…dress; bought with the
  product of the nuts。 The morning when he took his first lesson
  accompanied by his father and by Madeleine; who jumped and shouted
  about the lawn round which Jacques was riding; was a great maternal
  festival for the countess。 The boy wore a blue collar embroidered by
  her; a little sky…blue overcoat fastened by a polished leather belt; a
  pair of white trousers pleated at the waist; and a Scotch cap; from
  which his fair hair flowed in heavy locks。 He was charming to behold。
  All the servants clustered round to share the domestic joy。 The little
  heir smiled at his mother as he passed her; sitting erect; and quite
  fearless。 This first manly act of a child to whom death had often
  seemed so near; the promise of a sound future warranted by this ride
  which showed him so handsome; so fresh; so rosy;what a reward for
  all her cares! Then too the joy of the father; who seemed to renew his
  youth; and who smiled for the first time in many long months; the
  pleasure shown on all faces; the shout of an old huntsman of the
  Lenoncourts; who had just arrived from Tours; and who; seeing how the
  boy held the reins; shouted to him; 〃Bravo; monsieur le vicomte!〃all
  this was too much for the poor mother; and she burst into tears; she;
  so calm in her griefs; was too weak to bear the joy of admiring her
  boy as he bounded over the gravel; where so often she had led him in
  the sunshine inwardly weeping his expected death。 She leaned upon my
  arm unreservedly; and said: 〃I think I have never suffered。 Do not
  leave us to…day。〃
  The lesson over; Jacques jumped into his mother's arms; she caught him
  and held him tightly to her; kissing him passionately。 I went with
  Madeleine to arrange two magnificent bouquets for the dinner…table in
  honor of the young equestrian。 When we returned to the salon the
  countess said: 〃The fifteenth of October is certainly a great day with
  me。 Jacques has taken his first riding lesson; and I have just set the
  last stitch in my furniture cover。〃
  〃Then; Blanche;〃 said the count; laughing; 〃I must pay you for it。〃
  He offered her his arm and took her to the first courtyard; where
  stood an open carriage which her father had sent her; and for which
  the count had purchased two English horses。 The old huntsman had
  prepared the surprise while Jacques was taking his lesson。 We got into
  the carriage; and went to see where the new avenue entered the main
  road towards Chinon。 As we returned; the countess said to me in an
  anxious tone; 〃I am too happy; to me happiness is like an illness;it
  overwhelms me; I fear it may vanish like a dream。〃
  I loved her too passionately not to feel jealous;I who could give
  her nothing! In my rage against myself I longed for some means of
  dying for her。 She asked me to tell her the thoughts that filled my
  eyes; and I told her honestly。 She was more touched than by all her
  presents; then taking me to the portico; she poured comfort into my
  heart。 〃Love me as my aunt loved me;〃 she said; 〃and that will be
  giving me your life; and if I take it; must I not ever be grateful to
  you?
  〃It was time I finished my tapestry;〃 she added as we re…e