第 29 节
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  clearing of his throat; and hurriedly resumed
  his search。  When he did find his wife; at
  last; he gave a cry of dismayshe was on her
  own bed; huddled in a little heap; and shaking
  with sobs。
  ‘‘Billy!  Why; Billy!'' he gasped; striding to
  the bedside。
  Billy sat up at once; and hastily wiped her eyes。
  ‘‘Oh; is it you; B…Bertram? I didn't hear you
  come in。  Youyou s…said you weren't coming
  till six o'clock!'' she choked。
  ‘‘Billy; what is the meaning of this?''
  ‘‘N…nothing。  II guess I'm just tired。''
  ‘‘What have you been doing?'' Bertram spoke
  sternly; almost sharply。  He was wondering why
  he had not noticed before the little hollows in
  his wife's cheeks。  ‘‘Billy; what have you been
  doing?''
  ‘‘Why; n…nothing extra; only some sweeping;
  and cleaning out the refrigerator。''
  ‘‘Sweeping!  Cleaning!  _You!_  I thought Mrs。
  Durgin did that。''
  ‘‘She does。  I mean she did。  But she couldn't
  come。  She broke her legfell off the stepladder
  where she was three days ago。  So I _had_ to do it。
  And to…day; someway; everything went wrong。
  I burned me; and I cut me; and I used two sodas
  with not any cream of tartar; and I should think
  I didn't know anything; not anything!''  And
  down went Billy's head into the pillows again in
  another burst of sobs。
  With gentle yet uncompromising determination;
  Bertram gathered his wife into his arms and carried
  her to the big chair。  There; for a few minutes;
  he soothed and petted her as if she were a
  tired childwhich; indeed; she was。
  ‘‘Billy; this thing has got to stop;'' he said then。
  There was a very inexorable ring of decision in his
  voice。
  ‘‘What thing?''
  ‘‘This housework business。''
  Billy sat up with a jerk。
  ‘‘But; Bertram; it isn't fair。  You can'tyou
  mustn'tjust because of to…day!  I _can_ do it。
  I have done it。  I've done it days and days; and
  it's gone beautifullyeven if they did say I
  couldn't!''
  ‘‘Couldn't what?''
  ‘‘Be an e…efficient housekeeper。''
  ‘‘Who said you couldn't?''
  ‘‘Aunt Hannah and K…Kate。''
  Bertram said a savage word under his breath。
  ‘‘Holy smoke; Billy!  I didn't marry you for a
  cook or a scrub…lady。  If you _had_ to do it; that
  would be another matter; of course; and if we did
  have to do it; we wouldn't have a big house like
  this for you to do it in。  But I didn't marry for a
  cook; and I knew I wasn't getting one when I
  married you。''
  Billy bridled into instant wrath。
  ‘‘Well; I like that; Bertram Henshaw!  Can't
  I cook?  Haven't I proved that I can cook?''
  Bertram laughed; and kissed the indignant lips
  till they quivered into an unwilling smile。
  ‘‘Bless your spunky little heart; of course you
  have!  But that doesn't mean that I want you
  to do it。  You see; it so happens that you can do
  other things; too; and I'd rather you did those。
  Billy; you haven't played to me for a week; nor
  sung to me for a month。  You're too tired every
  night to talk; or read together; or go anywhere
  with me。  I married for companionshipnot
  cooking and sweeping!''
  Billy shook her head stubbornly。  Her mouth
  settled into determined lines。
  ‘‘That's all very well to say。  You aren't
  hungry now; Bertram。  But it's different when
  you are; and they said 'twould be。''
  ‘‘Humph!  ‘They' are Aunt Hannah and
  Kate; I suppose。''
  ‘‘Yesand the ‘Talk to Young Wives。' ''
  ‘‘The w…what?''
  Billy choked a little。  She had forgotten that
  Bertram did not know about the ‘‘Talk to Young
  Wives。''  She wished that she had not mentioned
  the book; but now that she had; she would make
  the best of it。  She drew herself up with dignity。
  ‘‘It's a book; a very nice book。  It says lots
  of thingsthat have come true。''
  ‘‘Where is that book?  Let me see it; please。''
  With visible reluctance Billy got down from her
  perch on Bertram's knee; went to her desk and
  brought back the book。
  Bertram regarded it frowningly; so frowningly
  that Billy hastened to its defense。
  ‘‘And it's truewhat it says in there; and
  what Aunt Hannah and Kate said。  It _is_ different
  when they're hungry!  You said yourself if I'd
  tend to my husband and my home a little more;
  and''
  Bertram looked up with unfeigned amazement。
  ‘‘I said what?'' he demanded。
  In a voice shaken with emotion; Billy repeated
  the fateful words。
  ‘‘I neverwhen did I say that?''
  ‘‘The night Uncle William and I came home
  fromPete's。''
  For a moment Bertram stared dumbly; then a
  shamed red swept to his forehead。
  ‘‘Billy; _did_ I say that?  I ought to be shot if
  I did。  But; Billy; you said you'd forgiven
  me!''
  ‘‘I did; deartruly I did; but; don't you see?
  it was true。  I _hadn't_ tended to things。  So I've
  been doing it since。''
  A sudden comprehension illuminated Bertram's
  face。
  ‘‘Heavens; Billy!  And is that why you haven't
  been anywhere; or done anything?  Is that why
  Calderwell said to…day that you hadn't been with
  them anywhere; and that  Great Scott; Billy!
  Did you think I was such a selfish brute as
  that?''
  ‘‘Oh; but when I was going with them I _was_
  following the bookI thought;'' quavered Billy;
  and hurriedly she turned the leaves to a carefully
  marked passage。  ‘‘It's thereabout the outside
  interests。  See?  I _was_ trying to brush up
  against them; so that I wouldn't interfere with
  your Art。  Then; when you accused me of
  gallivanting off with''  But Bertram swept her
  back into his arms; and not for some minutes
  could Billy make a coherent speech again。
  Then Bertram spoke。
  ‘‘See here; Billy;'' he exploded; a little shakily;
  ‘‘if I could get you off somewhere on a desert
  island; where there weren't any Aunt Hannahs or
  Kates; or Talks to Young Wives; I think there'd
  be a chance to make you happy; but''
  ‘‘Oh; but there was truth in it;'' interrupted
  Billy; sitting erect again。  ‘‘I _didn't_ know how to
  run a house; and it was perfectly awful while we
  were having all those dreadful maids; one after
  the other; and no woman should be a wife who
  doesn't know''
  ‘‘All right; all right; dear;'' interrupted
  Bertram; in his turn。  ‘‘We'll concede that point; if
  you like。  But you _do_ know now。  You've got
  the efficient housewife racket down pat even to the
  last calory your husband should be fed; and I'll
  warrant there isn't a Mary Ellen in Christendom
  who can find a spot of ignorance on you as big as
  a pinhead!  So we'll call that settled。  What you
  need now is a good rest; and you're going to have
  it; too。  I'm going to have six Mary Ellens here
  to…morrow morning。  Six!  Do you hear?  And
  all you've got to do is to get your gladdest rags
  together for a trip to Europe with me next month。
  Because we're going。  I shall get the tickets to…
  morrow; _after_ I send the six Mary Ellens packing
  up here。  Now come; put on your bonnet。  We're
  going down town to dinner。''
  CHAPTER XVIII
  BILLY TRIES HER HAND AT ‘‘MANAGING''
  Bertram did not engage six Mary Ellens the
  next morning; nor even one; as it happened; for
  that evening; Elizawho had not been unaware
  of conditions at the Stratatelephoned to say
  that her mother was so much better now she
  believed she could be spared to come to the Strata
  for several hours each day; if Mrs。 Henshaw
  would like to have her begin in that way。
  Billy agreed promptly; and declared herself
  as more than willing to put up with such an
  arrangement。  Bertram; it is true; when he heard
  of the plan; rebelled; and asserted that what Billy
  needed was a rest; an entire rest from care and
  labor。  In fact; what he wanted her to do; he said;
  was to gallivantto gallivant all day long。
  ‘‘Nonsense!'' Billy had laughed; coloring to
  the tips of her ears。  ‘‘Besides; as for the work;
  Bertram; with just you and me here; and with all
  my vast experience now; and Eliza here for several
  hours every day; it'll be nothing but play for this
  little time before we go away。  You'll see!''
  ‘‘All right; I'll _see_; then;'' Bertram had nodded
  meaningly。  ‘‘But just make sure that it _is_ play
  for you!''
  ‘‘I will;'' laughed Billy; and there the matter
  had ended。
  Eliza began work the next day; and Billy did
  indeed soon find herself ‘‘playing'' under
  Bertram's watchful insistence。  She resumed her
  music; and brought out of exile the unfinished
  song。  With Bertram she took drives and walks;
  and every two or three days she went to see
  Aunt Hannah and Marie。  She was pleasantly
  busy; too; with plans for her coming trip; and
  it was not long before even the remorseful
  Bertram had to admit that Billy was looking and
  appearing quite like her old self。
  At the Annex Billy found Calderwell and
  Arkwright; one day。  They greeted her as if she had
  just returned from a far country。
  ‘‘Well; if y