第 30 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2021-02-18 21:46      字数:9321
  Arkwright; one day。  They greeted her as if she had
  just returned from a far country。
  ‘‘Well; if you aren't the stranger lady;'' began
  Calderwell; looking frankly pleased to see her。
  ‘‘We'd thought of advertising in the daily press
  somewhat after this fashion:  ‘Lost; strayed; or
  stolen; one Billy; comrade; good friend; and kind
  cheerer…up of lonely hearts。  Any information
  thankfully received by her bereft; sorrowing
  friends。' ''
  Billy joined in the laugh that greeted this sally;
  but Arkwright noticed that she tried to change
  the subject from her own affairs to a discussion
  of the new song on Alice Greggory's piano。
  Calderwell; however; was not to be silenced。
  ‘‘The last I heard of this elusive Billy;'' he
  resumed; with teasing cheerfulness; ‘‘she was running
  down a certain lost calory that had slipped
  away from her husband's breakfast; and''
  Billy wheeled sharply。
  ‘‘Where did you get hold of that?'' she demanded。
  ‘‘Oh; I didn't;'' returned the man; defensively。
  ‘‘I never got hold of it at all。  I never even saw
  the calorythough; for that matter; I don't
  think I should know one if I did see it!  What we
  feared was; that; in hunting the lost calory; you
  had lost yourself; and''  But Billy would hear
  no more。  With her disdainful nose in the air she
  walked to the piano。
  ‘‘Come; Mr。 Arkwright;'' she said with dignity。
  ‘‘Let's try this song。''
  Arkwright rose at once and accompanied her
  to the piano。
  They had sung the song through twice when
  Billy became uneasily aware that; on the other
  side of the room; Calderwell and Alice Greggory
  were softly chuckling over something they had
  found in a magazine。  Billy frowned; and twitched
  the corners of a pile of music; with restless fingers。
  ‘‘I wonder if Alice hasn't got some quartets
  here somewhere;'' she murmured; her disapproving
  eyes still bent on the absorbed couple across
  the room。
  Arkwright was silent。  Billy; throwing a
  hurried glance into his face; thought she detected
  a somber shadow in his eyes。  She thought; too;
  she knew why it was there。  So possessed had
  Billy been; during the early winter; of the idea
  that her special mission in life was to inaugurate
  and foster a love affair between disappointed Mr。
  Arkwright and lonely Alice Greggory; that now
  she forgot; for a moment; that Arkwright himself
  was quite unaware of her efforts。  She thought
  only that the present shadow on his face must
  be caused by the same thing that brought worry
  to her own heartthe manifest devotion of
  Calderwell to Alice Greggory just now across the
  room。  Instinctively; therefore; as to a coworker
  in a common cause; she turned a disturbed face
  to the man at her side。
  ‘‘It is; indeed; high time that I looked after
  something besides lost calories;'' she said
  significantly。  Then; at the evident uncomprehension
  in Arkwright's face; she added:  ‘‘Has it
  been going on like thisvery long?''
  Arkwright still; apparently; did not understand。
  ‘‘Haswhat been going on?'' he questioned。
  ‘‘Thatover there;'' answered Billy;
  impatiently; scarcely knowing whether to be more
  irritated at the threatened miscarriage of her
  cherished plans; or at Arkwright's (to her)
  wilfully blind insistence on her making her meaning
  more plain。  ‘‘Has it been going on longsuch
  utter devotion?''
  As she asked the question Billy turned and
  looked squarely into Arkwright's face。  She saw;
  therefore; the great change that came to it; as
  her meaning became clear to him。  Her first
  feeling was one of shocked realization that
  Arkwright had; indeed; been really blind。  Her
  secondshe turned away her eyes hurriedly from
  what she thought she saw in the man's countenance。
  With an assumedly gay little cry she sprang to
  her feet。
  ‘‘Come; come; what are you two children
  chuckling over?'' she demanded; crossing the
  room abruptly。  ‘‘Didn't you hear me say I
  wanted you to come and sing a quartet?''
  Billy blamed herself very much for what she
  called her stupidity in so baldly summoning
  Arkwright's attention to Calderwell's devotion to
  Alice Greggory。  She declared that she ought to
  have known better; and she asked herself if this
  were the way she was ‘‘furthering matters''
  between Alice Greggory and Arkwright。
  Billy was really seriously disturbed。  She had
  never quite forgiven herself for being so blind to
  Arkwright's feeling for herself during those days
  when he had not known of her engagement to
  Bertram。  She had never forgotten; either; the
  painful scene when he had hopefully told of his
  love; only to be met with her own shocked
  repudiation。  For long weeks after that; his face had
  haunted her。  She had wished; oh; so ardently;
  that she could do something in some way to bring
  him happiness。  When; therefore; it had come to
  her knowledge afterward that he was frequently
  with his old friend; Alice Greggory; she had been
  so glad。  It was very easy then to fan hope into
  conviction that here; in this old friend; he had
  found sweet balm for his wounded heart; and she
  determined at once to do all that she could do to
  help。  So very glowing; indeed; was her eagerness
  in the matter; that it looked suspiciously as if she
  thought; could she but bring this thing about;
  that old scores against herself would be erased。
  Billy told herself; virtuously; however; that
  not only for Arkwright did she desire this marriage
  to take place; but for Alice Greggory。  In
  the very nature of things Alice would one day be
  left alone。  She was poor; and not very strong。
  She sorely needed the shielding love and care of a
  good husband。  What more natural than that her
  old…time friend and almost…sweetheart; M。 J。
  Arkwright; should be that good husband?
  That really it was more Arkwright and less
  Alice that was being considered; however; was
  proved when the devotion of Calderwell began to
  be first suspected; then known for a fact。  Billy's
  distress at this turn of affairs indicated very
  plainly that it was not just a husband; but a
  certain one particular husband that she desired
  for Alice Greggory。  All the more disturbed was
  she; therefore; when to…day; seeing her three
  friends together again for the first time for some
  weeks; she discovered increased evidence that her
  worst fears were to be realized。  It was to be
  Alice and Calderwell; not Alice and Arkwright。
  Arkwright was again to be disappointed in his
  dearest hopes。
  Telling herself indignantly that it could not
  be; it _should_ not be; Billy determined to remain
  after the men had gone; and speak to Alice。  Just
  what she would say she did not know。  Even
  what she could say; she was not sure。  But
  certainly there must be something; some little thing
  that she could say; which would open Alice's eyes
  to what she was doing; and what she ought to
  do。
  It was in this frame of mind; therefore; that
  Billy; after Arkwright and Calderwell had gone;
  spoke to Alice。  She began warily; with assumed
  nonchalance。
  ‘‘I believe Mr。 Arkwright sings better every
  time I hear him。''
  There was no answer。  Alice was sorting music
  at the piano。
  ‘‘Don't you think so?'' Billy raised her voice
  a little。
  Alice turned almost with a start。
  ‘‘What's that?  Oh; yes。  Well; I don't know;
  maybe I do。''
  ‘‘You wouldif you didn't hear him any
  oftener than I do;'' laughed Billy。  ‘‘But then;
  of course you do hear him oftener。''
  ‘‘I?  Oh; no; indeed。  Not so very much
  oftener。''  Alice had turned back to her music。
  There was a slight embarrassment in her manner。
  ‘‘I wonderwherethat new songis;'' she
  murmured。
  Billy; who knew very well where the song lay;
  was not to be diverted。
  ‘‘Nonsense!  As if Mr。 Arkwright wasn't
  always telling how Alice liked this song; and didn't
  like that one; and thought the other the best yet!
  I don't believe he sings a thing that he doesn't
  first sing to you。  For that matter; I fancy he
  asks your opinion of everything; anyway。''
  ‘‘Why; Billy; he doesn't!'' exclaimed Alice; a
  deep red flaming into her cheeks。  ‘‘You know he
  doesn't。''
  Billy laughed gleefully。  She had not been slow
  to note the color in her friend's face; or to ascribe
  to it the one meaning she wished to ascribe to it。
  So sure; indeed; was she now that her fears had
  been groundless; that she flung caution to the
  winds。
  ‘‘Ho!  My dear Alice; you can't expect us all
  to be blind;'' she teased。  ‘‘Besides; we all think
  it's such a lovely arrangement that we're just
  glad to see it。  He's such a fine fellow; and we like
  him so much!  We couldn't ask for a better husband
  for you than Mr。 Arkwright; and''  From
  sheer amazement at the sudden white horror
  in Alice Greggory's face; Billy stopped short。
  ‘‘Why; Alice!'' she faltered then。
  With a visible effort Alice forced