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  understand you left him at Stoniton; and I beg the favour of you to
  tell me what’s the state of the poor lad’s mind; and what he means
  to   do。   For   as  for   that  bit  o’  pink…and…white        they’ve    taken    the
  trouble to put in jail; I don’t value her a rotten nut—not a   rotten
  nut—only   for   the   harm   or   good   that   may   come   out   of   her   to   an
  honest   man—a   lad   I’ve   set   such   store   by—trusted   to;   that   he’d
  make my bit o’ knowledge go a good way in the world 。 。 。 Why; sir;
  he’s the only scholar I’ve had in this stupid country that ever had
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  the   will   or   the   head…piece   for   mathematics。   If   he   hadn’t   had   so
  much hard   work   to  do; poor  fellow;   he   might  have   gone   into  the
  higher     branches;      and   then    this  might    never    have    happened—
  might never have happened。”
  Bartle was heated by the exertion of walking fast in an agitated
  frame   of   mind;   and   was   not   able   to   check   himself   on   this   first
  occasion   of   venting   his   feelings。   But   he   paused   now   to   rub   his
  moist forehead; and probably his moist eyes also。
  “You’ll excuse me; sir;” he said; when this pause had given him
  time to reflect; “for running on in this way about my own feelings;
  like   that   foolish   dog   of   mine   howling   in   a   storm;   when     there’s
  nobody wants to listen to me。 I came to hear you speak; not to talk
  myself—if   you’ll   take   the   trouble   to   tell   me   what   the   poor   lad’s
  doing。”
  “Don’t     put    yourself    under     any   restraint;    Bartle;”    said   Mr。
  Irwine。 “The fact is; I’m very much in the same   condition   as   you
  just now; I’ve a great deal that’s painful on my mind; and I find it
  hard     work    to  be   quite   silent   about    my   own    feelings    and   only
  attend to others。 I share your concern for Adam; though he is not
  the only one whose sufferings I care for in this affair。 He intends to
  remain   at  Stoniton   till   after   the   trial:   it   will   come   on   probably   a
  week   to…morrow。   He   has   taken   a   room   there;   and   I   encouraged
  him to do so; because I think it better he should be away from his
  own   home   at   present;   and;   poor   fellow;   he  still   believes   Hetty   is
  innocent—he wants to summon up courage to see her if he can; he
  is unwilling to leave the spot where she is。”
  “Do you think the creatur’s guilty; then?” said Bartle。 “Do you
  think they’ll hang her?”
  “I’m afraid it will go hard with her。 The evidence is very strong。
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  And one bad symptom is that she denies everything—denies that
  she has had a child in the face of the most positive evidence。 I saw
  her   myself;   and   she   was   obstinately   silent   to   me;   she   shrank   up
  like a frightened animal when she saw me。 I was never so shocked
  in   my   life   as   at   the   change   in   her。   But   I   trust   that;   in   the   worst
  case; we may obtain a pardon for the sake of the innocent who are
  involved。”
  “Stuff and nonsense!” said Bartle; forgetting in his irritation to
  whom he was speaking。   “I  beg  your  pardon;   sir;   I   mean   it’s stuff
  and nonsense for the innocent to care about her being hanged。 For
  my   own   part;   I   think   the   sooner   such   women   are   put   out   o’   the
  world   the   better;   and   the   men   that   help   ’em   to   do   mischief   had
  better go along with ’em for that matter。 What good will you do by
  keeping such vermin alive; eating the victual that ’ud feed rational
  beings?  But  if  Adam’s   fool   enough  to  care   about   it;   I   don’t   want
  him to suffer more than’s needful 。 。 。 Is he very much cut up; poor
  fellow?” Bartle added; taking out his spectacles and putting them
  on; as if they would assist his imagination。
  “Yes; I’m afraid the grief cuts very deep;” said Mr。 Irwine。 “He
  looks terribly shattered; and a certain violence came over him now
  and then yesterday; which made me wish  I   could   have   remained
  near him。 But I shall go to Stoniton again to…morrow; and I have
  confidence enough in the strength of Adam’s principle to trust that
  he    will  be   able   to  endure     the   worst    without    being    driven    to
  anything rash。”
  Mr。   Irwine;   who   was   involuntarily   uttering   his   own   thoughts
  rather than addressing Bartle Massey in the last sentence; had in
  his    mind    the   possibility   that   the   spirit  of  vengeance       to…wards
  Arthur;     which     was    the  form    Adam’s      anguish     was   continually
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  taking; might make him seek an encounter that was likely to end
  more fatally than the one in the Grove。 This possibility heightened
  the anxiety with which he looked forward to Arthur’s arrival。 But
  Bartle   thought   Mr。   Irwine   was   referring   to   suicide;   and   his   face
  wore a new alarm。
  “I’ll tell you what I have in my head; sir;” he said; “and I hope
  you’ll approve of it。 I’m going to shut up my school—if the scholars
  come;     they    must    go  back    again;    that’s   all—and     I  shall   go  to
  Stoniton and look after Adam till this business is over。 I’ll pretend
  I’m come to look on at the assizes; he can’t object to that。 What do
  you think about it; sir?”
  “Well;”   said   Mr。   Irwine;   rather   hesitatingly;   “there   would   be
  some     real   advantages      in  that   。  。  。  and  I  honour    you   for  your
  friendship towards him; Bartle。 But 。 。 。 you must be careful what
  you   say   to   him;   you   know。   I’m   afraid   you   have   too   little   fellow…
  feeling in what you consider his weakness about Hetty。”
  “Trust to me; sir—trust to me。 I know what you mean。 I’ve been
  a fool myself in my time; but that’s between you and me。 I shan’t
  thrust   myself   on   him   only   keep   my   eye   on   him;   and   see   that   he
  gets some good food; and put in a word here and there。”
  “Then;”      said   Mr。    Irwine;    reassured     a   little  as  to   Bartle’s
  discretion; “I think you’ll be doing a good deed; and it will be well
  for you to let Adam’s mother and brother know that you’re going。”
  “Yes; sir; yes;” said Bartle; rising; and taking off his spectacles;
  “I’ll do that; I’ll do that; though the mother’s a whimpering thing—
  I   don’t   like   to  come    within    earshot     of  her;   however;     she’s   a
  straight…backed; clean woman; none  of  your  slatterns。 I   wish  you
  good…bye; sir; and thank you for the time you’ve spared me。 You’re
  everybody’s       friend    in  this  business—everybody’s           friend。    It’s  a
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  heavy weight you’ve got on your shoulders。”
  “Good…bye;   Bartle;   till   we   meet   at   Stoniton;   as   I   daresay   we
  shall。”
  Bartle     hurried     away     from     the   rectory;    evading      Carroll’s
  conversational   advances;   and          saying   in   an  exasperated      tone   to
  Vixen; whose short legs pattered beside him on the gravel; “Now; I
  shall be obliged to take you with me; you good…for…nothing woman。
  You’d   go   fretting   yourself   to   death   if   I   left   you—you   know   you
  would; and perhaps get snapped up by some tramp。 And you’ll be
  running   into   bad   company;   I   expect;   putting   your   nose   in   every
  hole and corner where you’ve no business! But if you do anything
  disgraceful; I’ll disown you—mind that; madam; mind that!”
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  Chapter XLI
  The Eve of the Trial
  n upper room in a   dull Stoniton street;   with  two  beds   in
  Ait—one   laid   on   the   floor。   It   is       ten   o’clock   on  Thursday
  night;   and   the   d