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作者:京文      更新:2022-11-28 19:15      字数:9322
  night; or will it be a Walter success?〃
  But Mr。 Hillard; besides being an author and a critic; cared little for the
  too   literary   cleverness   of   Mr。   Graves。   He   therefore   heavily   crushed   that
  gentleman's      allusion    to  Wagner's     opera。   〃I  remember;〃      he  said;   〃the
  singing contest between Beckmesser and Walter; and I doubt if we are to
  be afflicted with anything so dull in this house。〃
  Richard     had    settled  himself    in   the  easy…chair;    and    was    looking
  thoughtfully   at    various    objects   in  the  room;    while   the  small…talk    was
  subsiding around him。
  〃Why; Mr。 Field;〃 said Mrs。 Davenport; 〃you look as if you could find
  nothing to suggest your story to you。〃
  〃On    the   contrary;〃   said   Richard;    〃it  is  the  number    of  things   that
  suggest   it。  This   newspaper   here;   that   has   arrived   since   I   was   last   in   the
  room; has a column which reminds me very forcibly of the experience that
  I have selected to tell you。 But I think the most appropriate of all is that
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  picture。〃 He pointed to the largest picture on the wall。 〃'Breaking   Home
  Ties' is its title; I remember very well。 It is a replica of the original that
  drew such crowds in the Art Building at the World's Fair。〃
  While Richard was saying this; his wife had possessed herself of the
  newspaper; and he now observed how eagerly she was scanning its pages。
  〃It is the financial column; Ethel; that recalls my story。〃
  Ethel; after a hopeless glance at this; resumed her seat near the sofa by
  Mrs。 Davenport。
  〃There were many paintings;〃 continued Richard; 〃in that Art Building;
  of   merit   incomparably   greater   than   'Breaking   Home   Ties';   and   yet   the
  crowd never looked at those; because it did not understand them。 But at
  any hour of the day; if you happened to pass this picture; it took you some
  time to do so。 You could pass any of John Sargeant's pictures; for instance;
  at   a   speed   limited   only   by   your   own   powers   of   running;   but   you   could
  never run past 'Breaking Home Ties。' You had to work your way through
  the crowd in front of that just as you have to do at a fire; or a news office
  during a football game。 The American people could never get enough of
  that mother kissing her boy goodbye; while the wagon waits at the open
  door to take him away from her upon his first journey into the world。 The
  idea held a daily pathos for them。 Many had themselves been through such
  leave takings; and no word so stirs the general heart as the word 'mother'。
  Song writers know this; and the artist   knew it when he decided to   paint
  'Breaking Home Ties。' And 'Mother' is the title of my story to…night。〃
  〃Mother!〃   This   was   Ethel's   bewildered   echo;   〃Whose   Mother?〃   she
  softly murmured to herself。
  Richard     continued。    〃It  concerns     the  circumstances      under   which     I
  became engaged to my wife。〃
  There was a movement from Ethel as she sat by the sofa。
  〃Not all the circumstances; of course;〃 the narrator continued; with a
  certain   guarded     candour    in  his  tone。   〃There    are  certain   circumstances
  which      naturally    attend   every    engagement       between     happy     andand
  devoted   young   people   that   they   keep   to   themselves   quite   carefully;   in
  spite of the fact that any one who has been through the experience of being
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  engaged two or three times〃
  There was another movement from Ethel by the sofa。
  〃or even only once; as is my case;〃 the narrator went on; 〃any body; I
  say; who has been through the experience of being engaged only once; can
  form     a  very   correct   idea   of  the  circumstances      that  attend   the   happy
  engagements of all young people。 I imagine they prevail in all countries;
  just as the feeling about 'mother' prevails。 Yes; 'Mother' is the right title for
  my story; as you shall see。 Is it not strange that if you add 'in…law' to the
  word 'mother;' how immediately the sentiment of the term is altered?as
  strongly   indeed   as   when   you   prefix   the   word   'step'   to   it。   But   it   is   with
  neither of these composite forms of mother that any story deals。
  〃Ethel   has   always   maintained   that   if   I   had   really   understood   her;   it
  never would have happened。 She says〃
  〃Richard; I〃
  〃My dear; you shall tell your story afterwards; and I promise to listen
  without     a  word    until  you   are  finished。   Mrs。    Field  says   that  if  I  had
  understood her nature as a man ought to understand the girl he has been
  thinking about for several years; I should have known she cared nothing
  about my income。〃
  〃I didn't care! I'd have〃but Mr。 Field checked her outburst。
  〃She was going to say;〃 said Mr。 Field; 〃that had I asked her to marry
  me when I became sure that I wished to marry her; she would have been
  willing to leave New York and go to the waste land in Michigan that was
  her inheritance from a grandfather; and there build a cabin and live in it
  with me; and that while I shot prairie chickens for dinner she would have
  milked   the    cow    which   some     member     of  the   family   would    have   been
  willing to give us as a wedding present instead of a statue of the Winged
  Victory; or silver spoons and forks; had we so desired。〃
  Richard made a pause here; and looked at his wife as if he expected
  her to correct him。 But Ethel was plainly satisfied with his statement; and
  he therefore continued。
  〃I think it is ideal when a girl is ready to do so much as that for a man。
  But I should not think it ideal in a man to allow the girl he loved to do it
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  for   him。   Nor   did   I   then   know   anything   about   the   lands   in   Michigan
  though this would have made no difference。 Ethel had been accustomed to
  a house several stories high; with hot and cold water in most of them; and
  somebody to answer the door…bell。〃
  〃The door…bell!〃 exclaimed Ethel。 〃I could have gone without hearing
  that。〃
  〃Yes; Ethel; only to hear the welkin ring would have been enough for
  you。 I know that you are sincere in thinking so。 And the ringing welkin is
  all we should have heard in Michigan。 But the more truly a man loves a
  girl; the less can he bear taking her from an easy to a hard life。 I am sure
  that all the men here agree with me。〃
  There   was   a   murmur   and   a   nod   from   the   men;   and   also   from   Mrs。
  Davenport。   But   the   other   ladies   gave   no   sign   of   assenting   to   Richard's
  proposition。
  〃In those days;〃 said he; 〃I was what in the curt parlance of the street is
  termed      a  six…hundred…dollar       clerk。   And    though     my   ears   had    grown
  accustomed   to   this   appellation;   I   never   came   to   feel   that   it   completely
  described me。 In passing Tiffany's window twice each day (for my habit
  was     to  walk    to  and   from    Nassau     Street)   I  remember      that   seeing   a
  thousand…dollar   clock   exposed   for   sale   caused   me   annoyance。  Of   course
  my salary as a clerk brought me into no unfavourable comparison with the
  clock; and I doubt if I could make you understand my sometimes feeling
  when I passed Tiffany's window that I should like to smash the clock。〃
  〃I met   Ethel frequently  in society;  dancing with her; and   sitting   next
  her at dinners。 And by the time I had dined at her own house; and walked
  several afternoons with her; my lot as a six…hundred…dollar clerk began to
  seem very sad to me。 I wrote verses about it; and about other subjects also。
  From an evening passed with Ethel; I would go next morning to the office
  and   look   at   the   other   clerks。   One   of   them   was   fifty…five;   and   he   still
  received six hundred dollarshis wages for the last thirty years。 I was then
  twenty…one; and though  I never   despaired to the extent of believing  that
  years would fail to increase my value to the firm by a single cent; still; for
  what could I hope? If my salary were there and then to be doubled; what
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  kind of support was twelve hundred dollars to offer Ethel; with her dresses;
  and her dinners; and her father's carriage? For two years I was wretchedly
  unhappy beneath the many hours of gaiety that came to