第 107 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  fathomed her!  She reminded him of his old Scottish father…in…law;
  Professor Mackenzie; whom he had never understood; nor; if the truth
  were known; liked。  Her dealings with the Ladies' Committee were so
  like her grandfather's canny ways in a public meeting; that he
  laughed over thembut they were not congenial to him。  Flora was a
  most valuable person; all that she undertook prospered; and he
  depended entirely on her for household affairs; and for the care of
  Margaret; but; highly as he esteemed her; he was a little afraid of
  her cool prudence; she never seemed to be in any need of him; nor to
  place any confidence in him; and seemed altogether so much older and
  wiser than he could feel himselfpretty girl as she wasand very
  pretty were her fine blue eyes and clear skin; set off by her dark
  brown hair。  There arose the vision of eyes as blue; skin as clear;
  but of light blonde locks; and shorter; rounder; more dove…like form;
  open; simple; loving face; and serene expression; that had gone
  straight to his heart; when he first saw Maggie Mackenzie making tea。
  He heard the wheels; and went out to unbolt the door。  Those were a
  pair for a father to be proud ofNorman; of fine stature and noble
  looks; with his high brow; clear thoughtful eye; and grave
  intellectual eagle face; lighting into animation with his rare; sweet
  smile; and Flora; so tall and graceful; and in her white dress;
  picturesquely half concealed by her mantle; with flowers in her hair;
  and a deepened colour in her cheek; was a fair vision; as she came in
  from the darkness。
  〃Well! was it a pleasant party?〃
  Norman related the circumstances; while his sister remained silently
  leaning against the mantel…piece; looking into the fire; until he
  took up his candle; and bade them good…night。  Dr。 May was about to
  do the same; when she held out her hand。  〃One moment; if you please;
  dear papa;〃 she said; 〃I think you ought to know it。〃 〃
  What; my dear?〃
  〃Mr。 George Rivers; papa〃
  〃Ha!〃 said Dr。 May; beginning to smile。  〃So that is what he is at;
  is it?  But what an opportunity to take。〃
  〃It was in the conservatory;〃 said Flora; a little hurt; as her
  father discovered by her tone。  〃The music was going on; and I don't
  know that there could have been〃
  〃A better opportunity; eh?〃 said Dr。 May; laughing; 〃well; I should
  have thought it awkward; was he very much discomposed?〃
  〃I thought;〃 said Flora; looking down and hesitating; 〃that he had
  better come to you。〃
  〃Indeed! so you shifted the ungracious office to me。  I am very glad
  to spare you; my dear; but it was hard on him to raise his hopes。〃
  〃I thought;〃 faltered Flora; 〃that you could not disapprove〃
  〃Flora〃 and he paused; completely confounded; while his daughter
  was no less surprised at the manner in which her news was received。
  Each waited for the other to speak; and Flora turned away; resting
  her head against the mantel…piece。
  〃Surely;〃 said he; laying his hand on her shoulder; 〃you do not mean
  that you like this man?〃
  〃I did not think that you would be against it;〃 said Flora; in a
  choked voice; her face still averted。
  〃Heaven knows; I would not be against anything for your happiness; my
  dear;〃 he answered; 〃but have you considered what it would be to
  spend your life with a man that has not three ideas! not a resource
  for occupying himselfa regular prey to ennuione whom you could
  never respect!〃  He had grown more and more vehement; and Flora put
  her handkerchief to her eyes; for tears of actual disappointment were
  flowing。
  〃Come; come;〃 he said; touched; but turning it off by a smile; 〃we
  will not talk of it any more to…night。  It is your first offer; and
  you are flattered; but we know
  'Colours seen by candle…light;
  Will not bear the light of day。'
  There; good…night; Flora; my dearwe will have a…tete…a…tete in the
  study before breakfast; when you have had time to look into your own
  mind。〃
  He kissed her affectionately; and went upstairs with her; stopping at
  her door to give her another embrace; and to say 〃Bless you; my dear
  child; and help you to come to a right decision〃
  Flora was disappointed。  She had been too highly pleased at her
  conquest to make any clear estimation of the prize; individually
  considered。  Her vanity magnified her achievement; and she had come
  home in a flutter of pleasure; at having had such a position in
  society offered to her; and expecting that her whole family would
  share her triumph。  Gratified by George Rivers's admiration; she
  regarded him with favour and complacency; and her habit of
  considering herself as the most sensible person in her sphere made
  her so regard his appreciation of her; that she was blinded to his
  inferiority。  It must be allowed that he was less dull with her than
  with most others。
  And; in the midst of her glory; when she expected her father to be
  delighted and gratefulto be received as a silly girl; ready to
  accept any proposal; her lover spoken of with scorn; and the
  advantages of the match utterly passed over; was almost beyond
  endurance。  A physician; with eleven children dependent on his
  practice; to despise an offer from the heir of such a fortune!  But
  that was his customary romance!  She forgave him; when it occurred to
  her that she was too important; and valuable; to be easily spared;
  and a tenderness thrilled through her; as she looked at the sleeping
  Margaret's pale face; and thought of surrendering her and little
  Daisy to Ethel's keeping。  And what would become of the housekeeping?
  She decided; however; that feelings must not sway herout of six
  sisters some must marry; for the good of the rest。  Blanche and Daisy
  should come and stay with her; to be formed by the best society; and;
  as to poor dear Ethel; Mrs。 Rivers would rule the Ladies' Committee
  for her with a high hand; and; perhaps; provide Cocksmoor with a
  school at her sole expense。  What a useful; admirable woman she would
  be!  The doctor would be the person to come to his senses in the
  morning; when he remembered Abbotstoke; Mr。 Rivers; and Meta。
  So Flora met her father; the next morning; with all her ordinary
  composure; in which he could not rival her; after his sleepless;
  anxious night。  His looks of affectionate solicitude disconcerted
  what she had intended to say; and she waited; with downcast eyes; for
  him to begin。
  〃Well; Flora;〃 he said at last; 〃have you thought?〃
  〃Do you know any cause against it?〃 said Flora; still looking down。
  〃I know almost nothing of him。  I have never heard anything of his
  character or conduct。  Those would be a subject of inquiry; if you
  wish to carry this on〃
  〃I see you are averse;〃 said Flora。  〃I would do nothing against your
  wishes〃
  〃My wishes have nothing to do with it;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃The point is…
  …that I must do right; as far as I can; as well as try to secure your
  happiness; and I want to be sure that you know what you are about。〃
  〃I know he is not clever;〃 said Flora; 〃but there may be many solid
  qualities without talent。〃
  〃I am the last person to deny it; but where are these solid
  qualities?  I cannot see the recommendation!〃
  〃I place myself in your hands;〃 said Flora; in a submissive tone;
  which had the effect of making him lose patience。
  〃Flora; Flora! why will you talk as if I were sacrificing you to some
  dislike or prejudice of my own!  Don't you think I should only
  rejoice to have such a prosperous home offered to you; if only the
  man were worthy?〃
  〃If you do not think him so; of course there is an end of it;〃 said
  Flora; and her voice showed suppressed emotion。
  〃It is not what I think; in the absence of proof; but what you think;
  Flora。  What I want you to do is thisto consider the matter fairly。
  Compare him withI'll not say with Normanbut with Richard; Alan;
  Mr。 Wilmot。  Do you think you could rely on himcome to him for
  advice?〃  (Flora never did come to any one for advice。)  〃Above all
  do you think him likely to be a help; or a hindrance; in doing
  right?〃
  〃I think you underrate him;〃 said Flora steadily; 〃but; of course; if
  you dislike itthough; I think; you would change your mind if you
  knew him better〃
  〃Well;〃 he said; as if to himself; 〃it is not always the most
  worthy;〃 then continued; 〃I have no dislike to him。  Perhaps I may
  find that you are right。  Since your mind is made up; I will do this:
  first; we must be assured of his father's consent; for they may very
  fairly object; since what I can give you is a mere nothing to them。
  Next; I shall find out what character he bears in his regiment; and
  watch him well myself; and; if nothing appear seriously amiss; I will
  not withhold my consent。  But; Flora; you should still consider
  whether he shows such principle and right feeling as you can trust
  to。〃
  〃Thank you; papa。  I know you will do all that is kind。〃
  〃Mind; you must not consider it an engagement; unless all be
  satisfactory。〃
  〃I will do as you please。〃
  Ethel perceived that something was in agitation; but the fact did not
  break upon her till she came to Margaret; after the schoolroom
  reading; and heard Dr。 May declaiming away in the vehement manner
  that always relieved him。
  〃Such a cub!〃  These wer