第 108 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9321
  reading; and heard Dr。 May declaiming away in the vehement manner
  that always relieved him。
  〃Such a cub!〃  These were the words that met her ear; and she would
  have gone away; but he called her。  〃Come in; Ethel; Margaret says
  you guessed at this affair!〃
  〃At what affair!〃 exclaimed Ethel。  〃Oh; it is about Flora。  Poor
  man; has he done it?〃
  〃Poor!  He is not the one to be pitied!〃 said her father。
  〃You don't mean that she likes him?〃
  〃She does though!  A fellow with no more brains than a turnip
  lantern!〃
  〃She does not mean it?〃 said Ethel。
  〃Yes; she does!  Very submissive; and proper spoken; of course; but
  bent on having him; so there is nothing left for me but to consent
  provided Mr。 Rivers does; and he should turn out not to have done
  anything outrageous; but there's no hope of thathe has not the
  energy。  What can possess her?  What can she see to admire?〃
  〃He is good…natured;〃 said Margaret; 〃and rather good…looking〃
  〃Flora has more sense。  What on earth can be the attraction?〃
  〃I am afraid it is partly the grandeur〃 said Ethel。  She broke off
  short; quite dismayed at the emotion she had xcited。  Dr。 May stepped
  towards her; almost as if he could have shaken her。
  〃Ethel;〃 he cried; 〃I won't have such motives ascribed to your
  sister!〃
  Ethel tried to recollect what she had said that was so shocking; for
  the idea of Flora's worldly motives was no novelty to her。  They had
  appeared in too many instances; and; though frightened at his anger;
  she stood still; without unsaying her words。
  Margaret began to explain away。 〃Ethel did not mean; dear papa〃
  〃No;〃 said Dr。 May; his passionate manner giving way to dejection。
  〃The truth is; that I have made home so dreary; that my girls are
  ready to take the first means of escaping。〃
  Poor Margaret's tears sprang forth; and; looking up imploringly; she
  exclaimed; 〃Oh; papa; papa! it was no want of happiness!  I could not
  help it。  You know he had come before〃
  Any reproach to her had been entirely remote from his thoughts; and
  he was at once on his knee beside her; soothing and caressing;
  begging her pardon; and recalling whatever she could thus have
  interpreted。  Meanwhile; Ethel stood unnoticed and silent; making no
  outward protestation; but with lips compressed; as in her heart of
  hearts she passed the resolutionthat her father should never feel
  this pain on her account。  Leave him who might; she would never
  forsake him; nothing but the will of Heaven should part them。  It
  might be hasty and venturesome。  She knew not what it might cost her;
  but; where Ethel had treasured her resolve to work for Cocksmoor;
  there she also laid up her secret vowthat no earthly object should
  be placed between her and her father。
  The ebullition of feeling seemed to have restored Dr。 May's calmness;
  and he rose; saying; 〃I must go to my work; the man is coming here
  this afternoon。〃
  〃Where shall you see him?〃 Margaret asked。
  〃In my study; I suppose。  I fear there is no chance of Flora's
  changing her mind first。  Or do you think one of you could talk to
  her; and get her fairly to contemplate the real bearings of the
  matter?〃  And; with these words; he left the room。
  Margaret and Ethel glanced at each other; and both felt the
  impenetrability of Flora's nature; so smooth; that all thrusts glided
  off。
  〃It will be of no use;〃 said Ethel; 〃and; what is more; she will not
  have it done。〃
  〃Pray try; a few of your forcible words would set it in a new light。〃
  〃Why!  Do you think she will attend to me; when she has not chosen to
  heed papa?〃 said Ethel; with an emphasis of incredulity。  〃No;
  whatever Flora does; is done deliberately; and unalterably。〃
  〃Still; I don't know whether it is not our duty;〃 said Margaret。
  〃More yours than mine;〃 said Ethel。
  Margaret flushed up。  〃Oh; no; I cannot!〃 she said; always timid; and
  slightly defective in moral courage。  She looked so nervous and
  shaken by the bare idea of a remonstrance with Flora; that Ethel
  could not press her; and; though convinced that her representation
  would be useless; she owned that her conscience would rest better
  after she had spoken。  〃But there is Flora; walking in the garden
  with Norman;〃 she said。  〃No doubt he is doing it。〃
  So Ethel let it rest; and attended to the children's lessons; during
  which Flora came into the drawing…room; and practised her music; as
  if nothing had happened。
  Before the morning was over; Ethel contrived to visit Norman in the
  dining…room; where he was wont to study; and asked him whether he had
  made any impression on Flora。
  〃What impression do you mean?〃
  〃Why; about this concern;〃 said Ethel; 〃this terrible man; that makes
  papa so unhappy。〃
  〃Papa unhappy!  Why; what does he know against him?  I thought the
  Riverses were his peculiar pets。〃
  〃The Riverses!  As if; because one liked the sparkling stream; one
  must like a muddy ditch。〃
  〃What harm do you know of him?〃 said Norman; with much surprise and
  anxiety; as if he feared that he had been doing wrong; in ignorance。
  〃Harm!  Is he not a regular oaf?〃
  〃My dear Ethel; if you wait to marry till you find some one as clever
  as yourself; you will wait long enough。〃
  〃I don't think it right for a woman to marry a man decidedly her
  inferior。〃
  〃We have all learned to think much too highly of talent;〃 said Norman
  gravely。
  〃I don't care for mere talentpeople are generally more sensible
  without it; but; one way or other; there ought to be superiority on
  the man's side。〃
  〃Well; who says there is not?〃
  〃My dear Norman!  Why; this George Rivers is really below the
  average! you cannot deny that!  Did you ever meet any one so stupid?〃
  〃Really!〃 said Norman; considering; and; speaking very innocently; 〃I
  cannot see why you think so。  I do not see that he is at all less
  capable of sustaining a conversation than Richard。〃
  Ethel sat down; perfectly breathless with amazement and indignation。
  Norman saw that he had shocked her very much。  〃I do not mean;〃 he
  said; 〃that we have not much more to say to Richard; all I meant to
  say was; merely as to the intellect。〃
  〃I tell you;〃 said Ethel; 〃it is not the intellect。  Richard! why;
  you know how we respect; and look up to him。  Dear old Ritchie! with
  his goodness; and earnestness; and right judgmentto compare him to
  that man!  Norman; Norman; I never thought it of you!〃
  〃You do not understand me; Ethel。  I only cited Richard; as a person
  who proves how little cleverness is needed to insure respect。〃
  〃And; I tell you; that cleverness is not the point。〃
  〃It is the only objection you have put forward。〃
  〃I did wrong;〃 said Ethel。  〃It is not the real one。  It is earnest
  goodness that one honours in Richard。  Where do we find it in this
  man; who has never done anything but yawn over his self indulgence?〃
  〃Now; Ethel; you are working yourself up into a state of foolish
  prejudice。  You and papa have taken a dislike to him; and you are
  overlooking a great deal of good safe sense and right thinking。  I
  know his opinions are sound; and his motives right。  He has been
  undereducated; we all see; and is not very brilliant or talkative;
  but I respect Flora for perceiving his solid qualities。〃
  〃Very solid and weighty; indeed!〃 said Ethel ironically。 〃I wonder if
  she would have seen them in a poor curate。〃
  〃Ethel; you are allowing yourself to be carried; by prejudice; a
  great deal too far。  Are such imputations to be made; wherever there
  is inequality of means?  It is very wrong! very unjust!〃
  〃So papa said;〃 replied Ethel; as she looked sorrowfully down。  〃He
  was very angry with me for saying so。  I wish I could help feeling as
  if that were the temptation。〃
  〃You ought;〃 said Norman。  〃You will be sorry; if you set yourself;
  and him; against it。〃
  〃I only wish you to know what I feel; and; I think; Margaret and papa
  do;〃 said Ethel humbly; 〃and then you will not think us more unjust
  than we are。  We cannot see anything so agreeable or suitable in this
  man as to account for Flora's liking; and we do not feel convinced of
  his being good for much。  That makes papa greatly averse to it;
  though he does not know any positive reason for refusing; and we
  cannot feel certain that she is doing quite right; or for her own
  happiness。〃
  〃You will be convinced;〃 said Norman cheerfully。  〃You will find out
  the good that is under the surface when you have seen more of him。  I
  have had a good deal of talk with him。〃
  A good deal of talk to him would have been more correct; if Norman
  had but been aware of it。  He had been at the chief expense of the
  conversation with George Rivers; and had taken the sounds of assent;
  which he obtained; as evidences of his appreciation of all his views。
  Norman had been struggling so long against his old habit of looking
  down on Richard; and exalting intellect; and had seen; in his Oxford
  life; so many ill…effects of the knowledge that puffeth up; that he
  had come to have a certain respect for dullness; per se; of which
  George Rivers easily reaped the benefit; when surrounded by the halo;
  which everything at Abbotstoke Grange bore in the eyes of Norman。
  He was heartily delighted at the proposed connection; and his