第 19 节
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  the case; only nodded in reply; and walked away。
  The     girls  were    now    hunting     for   the   Laconia;     and    Captain
  Wentworth        could    not   deny    himself    the   pleasure     of  taking    the
  precious volume into his own hands to save them the trouble; and
  once   more   read   aloud   the   little   statement   of   her   name   and   rate;
  and   present   non…commissioned   class;   observing   over   it   that   she
  too had been one of the best friends man ever had。
  “Ah!   those   were   pleasant   days   when   I   had   the   Laconia!   How
  fast   I   made   money   in   her。—A   friend   of   mine   and   I   had   such   a
  lovely    cruise    together     off  the   Western      Islands。    Poor    Harville;
  sister!    You    know     how     much     he   wanted      money—worse          than
  myself。   He   had   a   wife。—Excellent   fellow。   I   shall   never   forget   his
  happiness。 He felt it all; so much for her sake。—I wished for  him
  again   the   next   summer;   when   I   had   still      the  same   luck   in    the
  Mediterranean。”
  “And I am sure; Sir。” said Mrs。 Musgrove; “it was a lucky day
  for us;   when   you  were   put  captain   into  that  ship。 We shall   never
  forget what you did。”
  Her    feelings    made     her   speak    low;   and    Captain     Wentworth;
  hearing only in part; and probably not having Dick Musgrove at all
  near his thoughts; looked rather in suspense; and as if waiting for
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  more。
  “My brother;” whispered one of the girls; “mamma is thinking
  of poor Richard。”
  “Poor  dear  fellow!”   continued   Mrs。   Musgrove;   “he   was   grown
  so   steady;    and    such   an   excellent    correspondent;        while   he   was
  under your care! Ah! it would have been a happy thing; if he had
  never left you。 I assure you; Captain Wentworth; we are very sorry
  he ever left you。”
  There     was   a  momentary   expression   in          Captain    Wentworth’s
  face at this speech; a certain glance of his bright eye; and curl of
  his    handsome       mouth;     which     convinced      Anne;    that   instead    of
  sharing   in   Mrs。   Musgrove’s   kind   wishes;   as   to   her   son;   he   had
  probably   been   at   some   pains   to   get   rid     of  him;   but   it   was  too
  transient an indulgence of self…amusement to  be detected by  any
  who understood him less than herself; in another moment he was
  perfectly   collected   and   serious;   and   almost   instantly   afterwards
  coming   up   to   the   sofa;   on   which   she   and   Mrs。     Musgrove       were
  sitting;   took   a   place   by   the   latter;   and   entered   into   conversation
  with   her;   in   a   low   voice;   about   her   son;   doing   it   with   so   much
  sympathy and natural grace; as shewed the kindest consideration
  for all that was real and unabsurd in the parent’s feelings。
  They   were   actually   on   the   same   sofa;   for   Mrs。   Musgrove   had
  most readily made room for him;—they were divided only by Mrs。
  Musgrove。 It was no insignificant barrier; indeed。   Mrs。   Musgrove
  was   of   a   comfortable;     substantial     size;   infinitely   more   fitted   by
  nature to express good cheer and good humour; than   tenderness
  and   sentiment;   and   while   the   agitations   of   Anne’s   slender   form;
  and pensive face; may be considered as very completely screened;
  Captain   Wentworth   should   be   allowed   some   credit   for   the   self…
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  command   with   which   he   attended   to   her   large   fat   sighings   over
  the destiny of a son; whom alive nobody had cared for。
  Personal   size   and   mental   sorrow   have   certainly   no   necessary
  proportions。 A large bulky figure has as good a right to be in deep
  affliction; as the most graceful set of limbs in the world。 But; fair or
  not   fair;   there   are   unbecoming   conjunctions;   which   reason            will
  patronize      in  vain—which        taste   cannot    tolerate—which         ridicule
  will seize。
  The   Admiral;  after  taking  two  or  three   refreshing   turns   about
  the room with his hands behind him; being called to order by his
  wife;    now    came     up    to  Captain     Wentworth;       and    without     any
  observation of what he might be interrupting; thinking only of his
  own thoughts; began with—
  “If you had been a week later at Lisbon; last spring; Frederick;
  you    would     have    been    asked    to  give   a  passage     to   Lady    Mary
  Grierson and her daughters。”
  “Should I? I am glad I was not a week later then。”
  The Admiral abused him for his want of gallantry。 He defended
  himself;   though   professing   that   he   would   never   willingly   admit
  any  ladies   on  board   a ship   of  his;   excepting   for   a   ball;   or   a   visit;
  which a few hours might comprehend。
  “But;    if  I  know    myself;”     said   he;  “this   is  from    no  want     of
  gallantry towards them。 It is rather from feeling how impossible it
  is;   with   all  one’s   efforts;   and   all  one’s   sacrifices;    to  make     the
  accommodations   on   board   such   as   women   ought   to   have。   There
  can    be   no   want    of  gallantry;    Admiral;     in  rating    the  claims    of
  women   to   every   personal   comfort  high—and   this   is   what   I   do。   I
  hate to hear of women on board; or to see them on board; and no
  ship    under     my   command        shall  ever    convey    a  family    of  ladies
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  anywhere; if I can help it。”
  This brought his sister upon him。
  “Oh!    Frederick!—But         I  cannot    believe    it  of  you。—All     idle
  refinement!—Women   may   be   as   comfortable   on   board;   as   in   the
  best house in England。 I believe I have lived as much on board as
  most women; and I know nothing superior to the accommodations
  of a man…of…war。 I declare I have   not  a comfort  or  an indulgence
  about   me;   even     at   Kellynch   Hall;”   (with   a  kind   bow   to   Anne);
  “beyond what I always had in most of the ships I have lived in; and
  they have been five altogether。”
  “Nothing to the purpose;” replied her brother。 “You were living
  with your husband; and were the only woman on board。”
  “But you; yourself; brought Mrs。 Harville; her sister; her cousin;
  and  three   children;   round   from   Portsmouth   to   Plymouth。   Where
  was this superfine; extraordinary sort of gallantry of yours then?”
  “All   merged      in  my    friendship;    Sophia。    I  would     assist  any
  brother officer’s wife   that  I   could;   and   I  would bring anything  of
  Harville’s from the world’s end; if he wanted it。 But do not imagine
  that I did not feel it an evil in itself。”
  “Depend upon it; they were all perfectly comfortable。”
  “I  might    not   like  them    the  better   for  that   perhaps。    Such    a
  number of women and children have no right to be comfortable on
  board。”
  “My    dear    Frederick;    you    are  talking    quite   idly。  Pray;   what
  would   become   of   us   poor   sailors’     wives;   who   often   want   to   be
  conveyed to one port or another; after our husbands; if everybody
  had your feelings?”
  “My feelings; you see; did not prevent my taking Mrs。 Harville
  and all her family to Plymouth。”
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  “But I hate to hear you talking so like a fine gentleman; and as
  if   women   were   all   fine   ladies;   instead   of   rational   creatures。   We
  none of us expect to be in smooth water all our days。”
  “Ah! my dear;”   said  the  Admiral;   “when  he  has   got  a   wife;   he
  will sing a different tune。 When he is married; if we have the good
  luck to live to another war; we shall see him do as you and I; and a
  great many others; have done。 We shall have him very thankful to
  anybody that will bring him his wife。”
  “Ay; that we shall。”
  “Now     I  have    done;”   cried   Captain     Wentworth。       “When     o