第 18 节
作者:博搏      更新:2022-04-14 11:07      字数:9322
  onward down the stony slope。
  This way and that way and all about he gazed; straining his eyes if
  perchance he might see any diversity in the stony waste; and at last
  betwixt two peaks of the rock…wall on his left hand he descried a
  streak of green mingling with the cold blue of the distance; and he
  thought in his heart that this was the last he should see of the
  Glittering Plain。  Then he spake aloud in that desert; and said;
  though there was none to hear:  〃Now is my last hour come; and here
  is Hallblithe of the Raven perishing; with his deeds undone and his
  longing unfulfilled; and his bridal…bed acold for ever。  Long may the
  House of the Raven abide and flourish; with many a man and maiden;
  valiant and fair and fruitful!  O kindred; cast thy blessing on this
  man about to die here; doing none otherwise than ye would have him!〃
  He sat there a little while longer; and then he said to himself:
  〃Death tarries; were it not well that I go to meet him; even as the
  cot…carle preventeth the mighty chieftain?〃
  Then he arose; and went painfully down the slope; steadying himself
  with the shaft of his gleaming spear; but all at once he stopped; for
  it seemed to him that he heard voices borne on the wind that blew up
  the mountain…side。  But he shook his head and said:  〃Now forsooth
  beginneth the dream which shall last for ever; nowise am I beguiled
  by it。〃  None the less he strove the more eagerly with the wind and
  the way and his feebleness; yet did the weakness wax on him; so that
  it was but a little while ere he faltered and reeled and fell down
  once more in a swoon。
  When he came to himself again he was no longer alone:  a man was
  kneeling down by him and holding up his head; while another before
  him; as he opened his eyes; put a cup of wine to his lips。  So
  Hallblithe drank and was refreshed; and presently they gave him
  bread; and he ate; and his heart was strengthened; and the happiness
  of life returned to it; and he lay back; and slept sweetly for a
  season。
  When he awoke from that slumber he found that he had gotten back much
  of his strength again; and he sat up and looked around him; and saw
  three men sitting anigh; armed and girt with swords; yet in evil
  array; and sore travel…worn。  One of these was very old; with long
  white hair hanging down; and another; though he was not so much
  stricken in years; still looked an old man of over sixty winters。
  The third was a man some forty years old; but sad and sorry and
  drooping of aspect。
  So when they saw him stirring; they all fixed their eyes upon him;
  and the oldest man said:  〃Welcome to him who erst had no tidings for
  us!〃  And the second said:  〃Tell us now thy tidings。〃  But the
  third; the sorry man; cried out aloud; saying:  〃Where is the Land?
  Where is the Land?〃
  Said Hallblithe:  〃Meseemeth the land which ye seek is the land which
  I seek to flee from。  And now I will not hide that meseemeth I have
  seen you before; and that was at Cleveland by the Sea when the days
  were happier。〃
  Then they all three bowed their heads in yea…say; and spake:  〃'Where
  is the Land?  Where is the Land?〃
  Then Hallblithe arose to his feet; and said:  〃Ye have healed me of
  the sickness of death; and I will do what I may to heal you of your
  sickness of sorrow。  Come up the pass with me; and I will show you
  the land afar off。〃
  Then they arose like young and brisk men; and he led them over the
  brow of the ridge into the little valley wherein he had first come to
  himself:  there he showed them that glimpse of a green land betwixt
  the two peaks; which he had beheld e'en now; and they stood a while
  looking at it and weeping for joy。
  Then spake the oldest of the seekers:  〃Show us the way to the land。〃
  〃Nay;〃 said Hallblithe; 〃I may not; for when I would depart thence; I
  might not go by mine own will; but was borne out hither; I wot not
  how。  For when I came to the edge of the land against the will of the
  King; he smote me; and then cast me out。  Therefore since I may not
  help you; find ye the land for yourselves; and let me go blessing
  you; and come out of this desert by the way whereby ye entered it。
  For I have an errand in the world。〃
  Spake the youngest of the seekers:  〃Now art thou become the yoke…
  fellow of Sorrow; and thou must wend; not whither thou wouldst; but
  whither she will:  and she would have thee go forward toward life;
  not backward toward death。〃
  Said the midmost seeker:  〃If we let thee go further into the
  wilderness thou shalt surely die:  for hence to the peopled parts;
  and the City of Merchants; whence we come; is a month's journey:  and
  there is neither meat nor drink; nor beast nor bird; nor any green
  thing all that way; and since we have found thee famishing; we may
  well deem that thou hast no victual。  As to us we have but little; so
  that if it be much more than three days' journey to the Glittering
  Plain; we may well starve and die within sight of the Acre of the
  Undying。  Nevertheless that little will we share with thee if thou
  wilt help us to find that good land; so that thou mayst yet put away
  Sorrow; and take Joy again to thy board and bed。〃
  Hallblithe hung his head and answered nought; for he was confused by
  the meshes of ill…hap; and his soul grew sick with the bitterness of
  death。  But the sad man spake again and said:  〃Thou hast an errand
  sayest thou? is it such as a dead man may do?〃
  Hallblithe pondered; and amidst the anguish of his despair was borne
  in on him a vision of the sea…waves lapping the side of a black ship;
  and a man therein:  who but himself; set free to do his errand; and
  his heart was quickened within him; and he said:  〃I thank you; and I
  will wend back with you; since there is no road for me save back
  again into the trap。〃
  The three seekers seemed glad thereat; and the second one said:
  〃Though death is pursuing; and life lieth ahead; yet will we not
  hasten thee unduly。  Time was when I was Captain of the Host; and
  learned how battles were lost by lack of rest。  Therefore have thy
  sleep now; that thou mayst wax in strength for our helping。〃
  Said Hallblithe:  〃I need not rest; I may not rest; I will not rest。〃
  Said the sad man:  〃It is lawful for thee to rest。  So say I; who was
  once a master of law。〃
  Said the long…hoary elder:  〃And I command thee to rest; I who was
  once the king of a mighty folk。〃
  In sooth Hallblithe was now exceeding weary; so he laid him down and
  slept sweetly in the stony wilderness amidst those three seekers; the
  old; the sad; and the very old。
  When he awoke he felt well and strong again; and he leapt to his feet
  and looked about him; and saw the three seekers stirring; and he
  deemed by the sun that it was early morning。  The sad man brought
  forth bread and water and wine; and they broke their fast; and when
  they had done he spake and said:  〃Abideth now in wallet and bottle
  but one more full meal for us; and then no more save a few crumbs and
  a drop or two of wine if we husband it well。〃
  Said the second elder:  〃Get we to the road; then; and make haste。  I
  have been seeking; and meseemeth; though the way be long; it is not
  utterly blind for us。  Or look thou; Raven…son; is there not a path
  yonder that leadeth onward up to the brow of the ghyll again? and as
  I have seen; it leadeth on again down from the said brow。〃
  Forsooth there was a track that led through the stony tangle of the
  wilderness; so they took to the road with a good heart; and went all
  day; and saw no living thing; and not a blade of grass or a trickle
  of water:  nought save the wan rocks under the sun; and though they
  trusted in their road that it led them aright; they saw no other
  glimpse of the Glittering Plain; because there rose a great ridge
  like a wall on the north side; and they went as it were down along a
  trench of the rocks; albeit it was whiles broken across by ghylls;
  and knolls; and reefs。
  So at sunset they rested and ate their victual; for they were very
  weary; and thereafter they lay down; and slept as soundly as if they
  were in the best of the halls of men。  On the morrow betimes they
  arose soberly and went their ways with few words; and; as they
  deemed; the path still led them onward。  And now the great ridge on
  the north rose steeper and steeper; and their crossing it seemed not
  to be thought of; but their half…blind track failed them not。  They
  rested at even; and ate and drank what little they had left; save a
  mouthful or two of wine; and then went on again by the light of the
  moon; which was so bright that they still saw their way。  And it
  happened to Hallblithe; as mostly it does with men very travel…worn;
  that he went on and on scarce remembering where he was; or who his
  fellows were; or that he had any fellows。
  So at midnight they lay down in the wilderness again; hungry and
  weary。  They rose at dawn and went forward with waning hope:  for n