第 23 节
作者:花旗      更新:2022-03-26 18:11      字数:9322
  〃Know that I alone am king of me。〃
  The reader has now my who and my whereabout; the purpose of the work; and the circumstances under which it is undertaken。  He has also a specimen of the author's talents; and may judge for himself; and proceed; or send back the volume to the bookseller; as his own taste shall determine。
  CHAPTER VI。
  MR。 CROFTANGRY'S ACCOUNT OF MRS。 BETHUNE BALIOL。
  The moon; were she earthly; no nobler。   CORIOLANUS。
  When we set out on the jolly voyage of life; what a brave fleet there is around us; as; stretching our finest canvas to the breeze; all 〃shipshape and Bristol fashion;〃 pennons flying; music playing; cheering each other as we pass; we are rather amused than alarmed when some awkward comrade goes right ashore for want of pilotage!  Alas!  when the voyage is well spent; and we look about us; toil…worn mariners; how few of our ancient consorts still remain in sight; and they; how torn and wasted; and; like ourselves; struggling to keep as long as possible off the fatal shore; against which we are all finally drifting!
  I felt this very trite but melancholy truth in all its force the other day; when a packet with a black seal arrived; containing a letter addressed to me by my late excellent friend Mrs。 Martha Bethune Baliol; and marked with the fatal indorsation; 〃To be delivered according to address; after I shall be no more。〃  A letter from her executors accompanied the packet; mentioning that they had found in her will a bequest to me of a painting of some value; which she stated would just fit the space above my cupboard; and fifty guineas to buy a ring。  And thus I separated; with all the kindness which we had maintained for many years; from a friend; who; though old enough to have been the companion of my mother; was yet; in gaiety of spirits and admirable sweetness of temper; capable of being agreeable; and even animating society; for those who write themselves in the vaward of youth; an advantage which I have lost for these five…and… thirty years。  The contents of the packet I had no difficulty in guessing; and have partly hinted at them in the last chapter。 But to instruct the reader in the particulars; and at the same time to indulge myself with recalling the virtues and agreeable qualities of my late friend; I will give a short sketch of her manners and habits。
  Mrs。 Martha Bethune Baliol was a person of quality and fortune; as these are esteemed in Scotland。  Her family was ancient; and her connections honourable。  She was not fond of specially indicating her exact age; but her juvenile recollections stretched backwards till before the eventful year 1745; and she remembered the Highland clans being in possession of the Scottish capital; though probably only as an indistinct vision。  Her fortune; independent by her father's bequest; was rendered opulent by the death of more than one brave brother; who fell successively in the service of their country; so that the family estates became vested in the only surviving child of the ancient house of Bethune Baliol。  My intimacy was formed with the excellent lady after this event; and when she was already something advanced in age。
  She inhabited; when in Edinburgh; where she regularly spent the winter season; one of those old hotels which; till of late; were to be found in the neighbourhood of the Canongate and of the Palace of Holyrood House; and which; separated from the street; now dirty and vulgar; by paved courts and gardens of some extent; made amends for an indifferent access; by showing something of aristocratic state and seclusion when you were once admitted within their precincts。  They have pulled her house down; for; indeed; betwixt building and burning; every ancient monument of the Scottish capital is now likely to be utterly demolished。  I pause on the recollections of the place; however; and since nature has denied a pencil when she placed a pen in my hand; I will endeavour to make words answer the purpose of delineation。
  Baliol's Lodging; so was the mansion named; reared its high stack of chimneys; among which were seen a turret or two; and one of those small projecting platforms called bartizans; above the mean and modern buildings which line the south side of the Canongate; towards the lower end of that street; and not distant from the Palace。  A PORTE COCHERE; having a wicket for foot passengers; was; upon due occasion; unfolded by a lame old man; tall; grave; and thin; who tenanted a hovel beside the gate; and acted as porter。  To this office he had been promoted by my friend's charitable feelings for an old soldier; and partly by an idea that his head; which was a very fine one; bore some resemblance to that of Garrick in the character of Lusignan。  He was a man saturnine; silent; and slow in his proceedings; and would never open the PORTE COCHERE to a hackney coach; indicating the wicket with his finger as the proper passage for all who came in that obscure vehicle; which was not permitted to degrade with its ticketed presence the dignity of Baliol's Lodging。  I do not think this peculiarity would have met with his lady's approbation; any more than the occasional partiality of Lusignan; or; as mortals called him; Archie Macready; to a dram。  But Mrs。 Martha Bethune Baliol; conscious that; in case of conviction; she could never have prevailed upon herself to dethrone the King of Palestine from the stone bench on which he sat for hours knitting his stocking; refused; by accrediting the intelligence; even to put him upon his trial; well judging that he would observe more wholesome caution if he conceived his character unsuspected; than if he were detected; and suffered to pass unpunished。  For after all; she said; it would be cruel to dismiss an old Highland soldier for a peccadillo so appropriate to his country and profession。
  The stately gate for carriages; or the humble accommodation for foot…passengers; admitted into a narrow and short passage running between two rows of lime…trees; whose green foliage during the spring contrasted strangely with the swart complexion of the two walls by the side of which they grew。  This access led to the front of the house; which was formed by two gable ends; notched; and having their windows adorned with heavy architectural ornaments。  They joined each other at right angles; and a half circular tower; which contained the entrance and the staircase; occupied the point of junction; and rounded the acute angle。  One of other two sides of the little court; in which there was just sufficient room to turn a carriage; was occupied by some low buildings answering the purpose of offices; the other; by a parapet surrounded by a highly…ornamented iron railing; twined round with honeysuckle and other parasitical shrubs; which permitted the eye to peep into a pretty suburban garden; extending down to the road called the South Back of the Canongate; and boasting a number of old trees; many flowers; and even some fruit。  We must not forget to state that the extreme cleanliness of the courtyard was such as intimated that mop and pail had done their utmost in that favoured spot to atone for the general dirt and dinginess of the quarter where the premises were situated。
  Over the doorway were the arms of Bethune and Baliol; with various other devices; carved in stone。  The door itself was studded with iron nails; and formed of black oak; an iron rasp; as it was called; was placed on it; instead of a knocker; for the purpose of summoning the attendants。  'See Note 3。Iron Rasp。' He who usually appeared at the summons was a smart lad; in a handsome livery; the son of Mrs。 Martha's gardener at Mount Baliol。  Now and then a servant girl; nicely but plainly dressed; and fully accoutred with stockings and shoes; would perform this duty; and twice or thrice I remember being admitted by Beauffet himself; whose exterior looked as much like that of a clergyman of rank as the butler of a gentleman's family。  He had been valet…de…chambre to the last Sir Richard Bethune Baliol; and was; a person highly trusted by the present lady。  A full stand; as it is called in Scotland; of garments of a dark colour; gold buckles in his shoes and at the knees of his breeches; with his hair regularly dressed and powdered; announced him to be a domestic of trust and importance。  His mistress used to say of him;
  〃He is sad and civil;    And suits well for a servant with my fortunes。〃
  As no one can escape scandal; some said that Beauffet made a rather better thing of the place than the modesty of his old… fashioned wages would; unassisted; have amounted to。  But the man was always very civil to me。  He had been long in the family; had enjoyed legacies; and lain by a something of his own; upon which he now enjoys ease with dignity; in as far as his newly…married wife; Tibbie Shortacres; will permit him。
  The Lodgingdearest reader; if you are tired; pray pass over the next four or five pageswas not by any means so large as its external appearance led people to conjecture。  The interior accommodation was much cut up by cross walls and long passages; and that neglect of economizing space which characterizes old Scottish architecture。  But there was far more room than my old friend requir