第 38 节
作者:打死也不说      更新:2021-12-13 08:41      字数:9321
  f by chance some unfortunate wight did mount; I made a failure of him; got on my plate only an image blurred and vague as a phantom。 One day; at the very beginning; a wedding…party came up to me; the bride all in white; the bridegroom with a waistcoatlike that! And all the guests in white gloves; which they insisted on keeping on for the portrait on account of the rarity of such an event with them。 No; I thought I should go mad。 Those black faces; the great white patches made by the dresses; the gloves; the orange…blossoms; the unlucky bride; looking like a queen of Niam…niam under her wreath merging indistinguishably into her hair。 And all of them so full of good…will; of encouragements to the artist。 I began them over again at least twenty times; and kept them till five o'clock in the evening。 And then they only left me because it was time for dinner。 Can you imagine that wedding…day passed at a photographer's?〃
  While Andre was recounting to him with this good humour the troubles of his life; Paul recalled the tirade of Felicia that day when Bohemians had been mentioned; and all that she had said to Jenkins of their lofty courage; avid of privations and trials。 He thought also of Aline's passion for her beloved Paris; of which he himself was only acquainted; for his part; with the unwholesome eccentricities; while the great city hid in its recesses so many unknown heroisms and noble illusions。 This last impression; already experienced within the sheltered circle of the Joyeuse's great lamp; he received perhaps still more vividly in this atmosphere; less warm; less peaceful; wherein art also entered to add its despairing or glorious uncertainty; and it was with a moved heart that he listened to Andre Maranne as he spoke to him of Elise; of the examinations which it was taking her so long to pass; of the difficulties of photography; of all that unforeseen element in his life which would end certainly 〃when he could have secured the production of /Revolt/;〃 a charming smile accompanying on the poet's lips this so often expressed hope; which he was wont himself to hasten to make fun of; as though to deprive others of the right to do so。
  MEMOIRS OF AN OFFICE PORTER SERVANTS
  Truly Fortune in Paris has bewildering turns of the wheel!
  To have seen the Territorial Bank as I have seen it; the rooms without fires; never swept; the desert with its dust; protested bills piled high as /that/ on the desks; every week a notice of sale posted at the door; my stew spreading throughout the whole place the odour of a poor man's kitchen; and then to witness now the reconstitution of our company in its newly furnished halls; in which I have orders to light fires big enough for a Government department; amid a busy crowd; blowings of whistles; electric bells; gold pieces piled up till they fall over; it savours of miracle。 I need to look at myself in the glass before I can believe it; to see in the mirror my iron…gray coat; trimmed with silver; my white tie; my usher's chain like the one I used to wear at the Faculty on the days when there were sittings。 And to think that to work this transformation; to bring back to our brows gaiety; the mother of concord; to restore to our scrip its value ten times over; to our dear governor the esteem and confidence of which he had been so unjustly deprived; one man has sufficed; the being of supernatural wealth whom the hundred voices of renown designate by the name of the Nabob。
  Oh; the first time that he came to the office; with his fine presence; his face a little worn perhaps; but so distinguished; his manners of one accustomed to frequent courts; upon terms of the utmost familiarity with all the princes of the Orientin a word; that indescribable quality of assurance and greatness which is bestowed by immense wealthI felt my heart bursting beneath the double row of buttons on my waistcoat。 People may mouth in vain their great words of equality and fraternity; there are men who stand so surely above the rest that one would like to bow one's self down flat in their presence; to find new phrases of admiration in order to compel them to take a practical interest in one。 Let us hasten to add that I had need of nothing of the kind to attract the attention of the Nabob。 As I rose at his passagemoved to some emotion; but with dignity; you may trust Passajon for thathe looked at me with a smile and said in an undertone to the young man who accompanied him: 〃What a fine head; like a〃 Then there came a word which I did not catch very well; a word ending in /art/; something like /leopard/。 No; however; it cannot have been that。 /Jean…Bart/; perhaps; although even then I hardly see the connection。 However that be; in any case he did say; 〃What a fine head;〃 and this condescension made me proud。 Moreover; all the directors show me a marked degree of kindness and politeness。 It seems that there was a discussion with regard to me at the meeting of the board; to determine whether I should be kept or dismissed like our cashier; that ill…tempered fellow who was always talking of getting everybody sent to the galleys; and whom they have now invited to go elsewhere to manufacture his cheap shirt…fronts。 Well done! That will teach him to be rude to people。 So far as I am concerned; Monsieur the Governor kindly consented to overlook my somewhat hasty words; in consideration of my record of service at the Territorial and elsewhere; and at the conclusion of the board meeting; he said to me with his musical accent: 〃Passajon; you remain with us。〃 It may be imagined how happy I was and how profuse in the expression of my gratitude。 But just think! I should have left with my few pence without hope of ever saving any more; obliged to go and cultivate my vineyard in that little country district of Montbars; a very narrow field for a man who has lived in the midst of all the financial aristocracy of Paris; and among those great banking operations by which fortunes are made at a stroke。 Instead of that; here I am established afresh in a magnificent situation; my wardrobe renewed; and my savings; which I spent a whole day in fingering over; intrusted to the kind care of the governor; who has undertaken to invest them for me advantageously。 I think that is a manoeuvre which he is the very man to execute successfully。 And no need for the least anxiety。 Every fear vanishes before the word which is in vogue just now at all the councils of administration; in all shareholders' meetings; on the Bourse; the boulevards; and everywhere: 〃The Nabob is in the affair。〃 That is to say; gold is being poured out abundantly; the worst /combinazioni/ are excellent。
  He is so rich; that man!
  Rich to a degree one cannot imagine。 Has he not just lent fifteen million francs as a simple loan passing from hand to hand; to the Bey of Tunis? I repeat; fifteen millions。 It was a trick he played on the Hemerlingues; who wished to embroil him with that monarch and cut the grass under his feet in those fine regions of the Orient where it grows golden; high; and thick。 It was an old Turk whom I know; Colonel Brahim; one of our directors at the Territorial; who arranged the affair。 Naturally; the Bey; who happened to be; it appears; short of pocket…money; was very much touched by the alacrity of the Nabob to oblige him; and he has just sent him through Brahim a letter of thanks in which he announces that upon the occasion of his next visit to Vichy; he will stay a couple of days with him at that fine Chateau de Saint…Romans; which the former Bey; the brother of this one; honoured with a visit once before。 You may fancy; what an honour! To receive a reigning prince as a guest! The Hemerlingues are in a rage。 They who had manoeuvred so carefullythe son at Tunis; the father in Paristo get the Nabob into disfavour。 And then it is true that fifteen millions is a big sum。 And do not say; 〃Passajon is telling us some fine tales。〃 The person who acquainted me with the story has held in his hands the paper sent by the Bey in an envelope of green silk stamped with the royal seal。 If he did not read it; it was because this paper was written in Arabic; otherwise he would have made himself familiar with its contents as in the case of all the rest of the Nabob's correspondence。 This person is his /valet de chambre/; M。 Noel; to whom I had the honour of being introduced last Friday at a small evening…party of persons in service which he gave to all his friends。 I record an account of this function in my memoirs as one of the most curious things which I have seen in the course of my four years of sojourn in Paris。
  I had thought at first when M。 Francis; Monpavon's /valet de chambre/; spoke to me of the thing; that it was a question of one of those little clandestine junketings such as are held sometimes in the garrets of our boulevards with the fragments of food brought up by Mlle。 Seraphine and the other cooks in the building; at which you drink stolen wine; and gorge yourself; sitting on trunks; trembling with fear; by the light of a couple of candles which are extinguished at the least noise in the corridors。 These secret practices are repugnant to my character。 But when I received; as for the regular servants' ball; an invitation written in a very beautiful hand upon