第 34 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9321
  as they could the disdainful neglect of his wife。  More than one
  had been concerned in the injuries to my father and mother; more
  than one were interested in obtaining revenge。  Things could be
  done in German towns; and by favor of old German laws or usages;
  which even in France could not have been tolerated。  This my
  father's enemies well knew; but this my father also knew; and he
  endeavored to lay down his office of commissary。  That; however;
  was a favor which he could not obtain。  He was compelled to serve
  on the German campaign then commencing; and on the subsequent one
  of Friedland and Eylau。  Here he was caught in some one of the
  snares laid for him; first trepanned into an act which violated
  some rule of the service; and then provoked into a breach of
  discipline against the general officer who had thus trepanned him。
  Now was the long…sought opportunity gained; and in that very
  quarter of Germany best fitted for improving it。  My father was
  thrown into prison in your city; subjected to the atrocious
  oppression of your jailer; and the more detestable oppression of
  your local laws。  The charges against him were thought even to
  affect his life; and he was humbled into suing for permission to
  send for his wife and children。  Already; to his proud spirit; it
  was punishment enough that he should be reduced to sue for favor to
  one of his bitterest foes。  But it was no part of their plan to
  refuse THAT。  By way of expediting my mother's arrival; a military
  courier; with every facility for the journey; was forwarded to her
  without delay。  My mother; her two daughters; and myself; were then
  residing in Venice。  I had; through the aid of my father's
  connections in Austria; been appointed in the imperial service; and
  held a high commission for my age。  But; on my father's marching
  northward with the French army; I had been recalled as an
  indispensable support to my mother。  Not that my years could have
  made me such; for I had barely accomplished my twelfth year; but my
  premature growth; and my military station; had given me
  considerable knowledge of the world and presence of mind。
  〃Our journey I pass over; but as I approach your city; that
  sepulcher of honor and happiness to my poor family; my heart beats
  with frantic emotions。  Never do I see that venerable dome of your
  minster from the forest; but I curse its form; which reminds me of
  what we then surveyed for many a mile as we traversed the forest。
  For leagues before we approached the city; this object lay before
  us in relief upon the frosty blue sky; and still it seemed never to
  increase。  Such was the complaint of my little sister Mariamne。
  Most innocent child! would that it never had increased for thy
  eyes; but remained forever at a distance!  That same hour began the
  series of monstrous indignities which terminated the career of my
  ill…fated family。  As we drew up to the city gates; the officer who
  inspected the passports; finding my mother and sisters described as
  Jewesses; which in my mother's ears (reared in a region where Jews
  are not dishonored) always sounded a title of distinction; summoned
  a subordinate agent; who in coarse terms demanded his toll。  We
  presumed this to be a road tax for the carriage and horses; but we
  were quickly undeceived; a small sum was demanded for each of my
  sisters and my mother; as for so many head of cattle。  I; fancying
  some mistake; spoke to the man temperately; and; to do him justice;
  he did not seem desirous of insulting us; but he produced a printed
  board; on which; along with the vilest animals; Jews and Jewesses
  were rated at so much a head。  While we were debating the point;
  the officers of the gate wore a sneering smile upon their faces
  the postilions were laughing together; and this; too; in the
  presence of three creatures whose exquisite beauty; in different
  styles; agreeably to their different ages; would have caused
  noblemen to have fallen down and worshiped。  My mother; who had
  never yet met with any flagrant insult on account of her national
  distinctions; was too much shocked to be capable of speaking。  I
  whispered to her a few words; recalling her to her native dignity
  of mind; paid the money; and we drove to the prison。  But the hour
  was past at which we could be admitted; and; as Jewesses; my mother
  and sisters could not be allowed to stay in the city; they were to
  go into the Jewish quarter; a part of the suburb set apart for
  Jews; in which it was scarcely possible to obtain a lodging
  tolerably clean。  My father; on the next day; we found; to our
  horror; at the point of death。  To my mother he did not tell the
  worst of what he had endured。  To me he told that; driven to
  madness by the insults offered to him; he had upbraided the court…
  martial with their corrupt propensities; and had even mentioned
  that overtures had been made to him for quashing the proceedings in
  return for a sum of two millions of francs; and that his sole
  reason for not entertaining the proposal was his distrust of those
  who made it。  'They would have taken my money;' said he; 'and then
  found a pretext for putting me to death; that I might tell no
  secrets。'  This was too near the truth to be tolerated; in concert
  with the local authorities; the military enemies of my father
  conspired against himwitnesses were suborned; and; finally; under
  some antiquated law of the place; he was subjected; in secret; to a
  mode of torture which still lingers in the east of Europe。
  〃He sank under the torture and the degradation。  I; too;
  thoughtlessly; but by a natural movement of filial indignation;
  suffered the truth to escape me in conversing with my mother。  And
  she;but I will preserve the regular succession of things。  My
  father died; but he had taken such measures; in concert with me;
  that his enemies should never benefit by his property。  Meantime my
  mother and sisters had closed my father's eyes; had attended his
  remains to the grave; and in every act connected with this last sad
  rite had met with insults and degradations too mighty for human
  patience。  My mother; now become incapable of self…command; in the
  fury of her righteous grief; publicly and in court denounced the
  conduct of the magistracytaxed some of them with the vilest
  proposals to herselftaxed them as a body with having used
  instruments of torture upon my father; and; finally; accused them
  of collusion with the French military oppressors of the district。
  This last was a charge under which they quailed; for by that time
  the French had made themselves odious to all who retained a spark
  of patriotic feeling。  My heart sank within me when I looked up at
  the bench; this tribunal of tyrants; all purple or livid with rage;
  when I looked at them alternately and at my noble mother with her
  weeping daughtersthese so powerless; those so basely vindictive;
  and locally so omnipotent。  Willingly I would have sacrificed all
  my wealth for a simple permission to quit this infernal city with
  my poor female relations safe and undishonored。  But far other were
  the intentions of that incensed magistracy。  My mother was
  arrested; charged with some offense equal to petty treason; or
  scandalum magnatum; or the sowing of sedition; and; though what she
  said was true; where; alas! was she to look for evidence?  Here was
  seen the want of gentlemen。  Gentlemen; had they been even equally
  tyrannical; would have recoiled with shame from taking vengeance on
  a woman。  And what a vengeance!  O heavenly powers! that I should
  live to mention such a thing!  Man that is born of woman; to
  inflict upon woman personal scourging on the bare back; and through
  the streets at noonday!  Even for Christian women the punishment
  was severe which the laws assigned to the offense in question。  But
  for Jewesses; by one of the ancient laws against that persecuted
  people; far heavier and more degrading punishments were annexed to
  almost every offense。  What else could be looked for in a city
  which welcomed its Jewish guests by valuing them at its gates as
  brute beasts?  Sentence was passed; and the punishment was to be
  inflicted on two separate days; with an interval between each
  doubtless to prolong the tortures of mind; but under a vile
  pretense of alleviating the physical torture。  Three days after
  would come the first day of punishment。  My mother spent the time
  in reading her native Scriptures; she spent it in prayer and in
  musing; while her daughters clung and wept around her day and
  nightgroveling on the ground at the feet of any people in
  authority that entered their mother's cell。  That same interval
  how was it passed by me?  Now mark; my friend。  Every man in
  office; or that could be presumed to bear the slightest influence;
  every wife; mother; sister; daughter of such men; I besieged
  morning; noon; and night。  I wearied them with my supplications。  I
  humbled myself to the dust; I; the haughtiest of God's creatures;
  knelt and prayed to them