第 33 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9321
  morrow; or the next day?  Be assured of thisthat whatever I have
  determined to do is past all power of being affected by a human
  opposition。  Occupy yourself not with any fruitless attempts; but
  calmly listen to me; else I know what to do。〃  Seeing a suppressed
  fury in his eye; notwithstanding I saw also some change stealing
  over his features as if from some subtle poison beginning to work
  upon his frame; awestruck I consented to listen; and sat still。
  〃It is well that you do so; for my time is short。  Here is my will;
  legally drawn up; and you will see that I have committed an immense
  property to your discretion。  Here; again; is a paper still more
  important in my eyes; it is also testamentary; and binds you to
  duties which may not be so easy to execute as the disposal of my
  property。  But now listen to something else; which concerns neither
  of these papers。  Promise me; in the first place; solemnly; that
  whenever I die you will see me buried in the same grave as my wife;
  from whose funeral we are just returned。  Promise。〃I promised。
  〃Swear。〃I swore。〃Finally; promise me that; when you read this
  second paper which I have put into your hands; whatsoever you may
  think of it; you will say nothingpublish nothing to the world
  until three years shall have passed。〃I promised。〃And now
  farewell for three hours。  Come to me again about ten o'clock; and
  take a glass of wine in memory of old times。〃  This he said
  laughingly; but even then a dark spasm crossed his face。  Yet;
  thinking that this might be the mere working of mental anguish
  within him; I complied with his desire; and retired。  Feeling;
  however; but little at ease; I devised an excuse for looking in
  upon him about one hour and a half after I had left him。  I knocked
  gently at his door; there was no answer。  I knocked louder; still
  no answer。  I went in。  The light of day was gone; and I could see
  nothing。  But I was alarmed by the utter stillness of the room。  I
  listened earnestly; but not a breath could be heard。  I rushed back
  hastily into the hall for a lamp; I returned; I looked in upon this
  marvel of manly beauty; and the first glance informed me that he
  and all his splendid endowments had departed forever。  He had died;
  probably; soon after I left him; and had dismissed me from some
  growing instinct which informed him that his last agonies were at
  hand。
  I took up his two testamentary documents; both were addressed in
  the shape of letters to myself。  The first was a rapid though
  distinct appropriation of his enormous property。  General rules
  were laid down; upon which the property was to be distributed; but
  the details were left to my discretion; and to the guidance of
  circumstances as they should happen to emerge from the various
  inquiries which it would become necessary to set on foot。  This
  first document I soon laid aside; both because I found that its
  provisions were dependent for their meaning upon the second; and
  because to this second document I looked with confidence for a
  solution of many mysteries;of the profound sadness which had;
  from the first of my acquaintance with him; possessed a man so
  gorgeously endowed as the favorite of nature and fortune; of his
  motives for huddling up; in a clandestine manner; that connection
  which formed the glory of his life; and possibly (but then I
  hesitated) of the late unintelligible murders; which still lay
  under as profound a cloud as ever。  Much of this WOULD be unveiled
  all might be: and there and then; with the corpse lying beside me
  of the gifted and mysterious writer; I seated myself; and read the
  following statement:
  〃MARCH 26; 1817。
  〃My trial is finished; my conscience; my duty; my honor; are
  liberated; my 'warfare is accomplished。'  Margaret; my innocent
  young wife; I have seen for the last time。  Her; the crown that
  might have been of my earthly felicityher; the one temptation to
  put aside the bitter cup which awaited meher; sole seductress (O
  innocent seductress!) from the stern duties which my fate had
  imposed upon meher; even her; I have sacrificed。
  〃Before I go; partly lest the innocent should be brought into
  question for acts almost exclusively mine; but still more lest the
  lesson and the warning which God; by my hand; has written in blood
  upon your guilty walls; should perish for want of its authentic
  exposition; hear my last dying avowal; that the murders which have
  desolated so many families within your walls; and made the
  household hearth no sanctuary; age no charter of protection; are
  all due originally to my head; if not always to my hand; as the
  minister of a dreadful retribution。
  〃That account of my history; and my prospects; which you received
  from the Russian diplomatist; among some errors of little
  importance; is essentially correct。  My father was not so
  immediately connected with English blood as is there represented。
  However; it is true that he claimed descent from an English family
  of even higher distinction than that which is assigned in the
  Russian statement。  He was proud of this English descent; and the
  more so as the war with revolutionary France brought out more
  prominently than ever the moral and civil grandeur of England。
  This pride was generous; but it was imprudent in his situation。
  His immediate progenitors had been settled in Italyat Rome first;
  but latterly at Milan; and his whole property; large and scattered;
  came; by the progress of the revolution; to stand under French
  domination。  Many spoliations he suffered; but still he was too
  rich to be seriously injured。  But he foresaw; in the progress of
  events; still greater perils menacing his most capital resources。
  Many of the states or princes in Italy were deeply in his debt;
  and; in the great convulsions which threatened his country; he saw
  that both the contending parties would find a colorable excuse for
  absolving themselves from engagements which pressed unpleasantly
  upon their finances。  In this embarrassment he formed an intimacy
  with a French officer of high rank and high principle。  My father's
  friend saw his danger; and advised him to enter the French service。
  In his younger days; my father had served extensively under many
  princes; and had found in every other military service a spirit of
  honor governing the conduct of the officers。  Here only; and for
  the first time; he found ruffian manners and universal rapacity。
  He could not draw his sword in company with such men; nor in such a
  cause。  But at length; under the pressure of necessity; he accepted
  (or rather bought with an immense bribe) the place of a commissary
  to the French forces in Italy。  With this one resource; eventually
  he succeeded in making good the whole of his public claims upon the
  Italian states。  These vast sums he remitted; through various
  channels; to England; where he became proprietor in the funds to an
  immense amount。  Incautiously; however; something of this
  transpired; and the result was doubly unfortunate; for; while his
  intentions were thus made known as finally pointing to England;
  which of itself made him an object of hatred and suspicion; it also
  diminished his means of bribery。  These considerations; along with
  another; made some French officers of high rank and influence the
  bitter enemies of my father。  My mother; whom he had married when
  holding a brigadier…general's commission in the Austrian service;
  was; by birth and by religion; a Jewess。  She was of exquisite
  beauty; and had been sought in Morganatic marriage by an archduke
  of the Austrian family; but she had relied upon this plea; that
  hers was the purest and noblest blood among all Jewish families
  that her family traced themselves; by tradition and a vast series
  of attestations under the hands of the Jewish high priests; to the
  Maccabees; and to the royal houses of Judea; and that for her it
  would be a degradation to accept even of a sovereign prince on the
  terms of such marriage。  This was no vain pretension of
  ostentatious vanity。  It was one which had been admitted as valid
  for time immemorial in Transylvania and adjacent countries; where
  my mother's family were rich and honored; and took their seat among
  the dignitaries of the land。  The French officers I have alluded
  to; without capacity for anything so dignified as a deep passion;
  but merely in pursuit of a vagrant fancy that would; on the next
  day; have given place to another equally fleeting; had dared to
  insult my mother with proposals the most licentiousproposals as
  much below her rank and birth; as; at any rate; they would have
  been below her dignity of mind and her purity。  These she had
  communicated to my father; who bitterly resented the chains of
  subordination which tied up his hands from avenging his injuries。
  Still his eye told a tale which his superiors could brook as little
  as they could the disdainful neglect of his wife。  More than one
  had been concerned in the injuries to my father and