第 24 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9320
  misery of fear fell upon the population; so much the worse than any
  anguish of a beleaguered city that is awaiting the storming fury of
  a victorious enemy; by how much the shadowy; the uncertain; the
  infinite; is at all times more potent in mastering the mind than a
  danger that is known; measurable; palpable; and human。  The very
  police; instead of offering protection or encouragement; were
  seized with terror for themselves。  And the general feeling; as it
  was described to me by a grave citizen whom I met in a morning walk
  (for the overmastering sense of a public calamity broke down every
  barrier of reserve; and all men talked freely to all men in the
  streets; as they would have done during the rockings of an
  earthquake); was; even among the boldest; like that which sometimes
  takes possession of the mind in dreamswhen one feels oneself
  sleeping alone; utterly divided from all call or hearing of
  friends; doors open that should be shut; or unlocked that should be
  triply secured; the very walls gone; barriers swallowed up by
  unknown abysses; nothing around one but frail curtains; and a world
  of illimitable night; whisperings at a distance; correspondence
  going on between darkness and darkness; like one deep calling to
  another; and the dreamer's own heart the center from which the
  whole network of this unimaginable chaos radiates; by means of
  which the blank PRIVATIONS of silence and darkness become powers
  the most POSITIVE and awful。
  Agencies of fear; as of any other passion; and; above all; of
  passion felt in communion with thousands; and in which the heart
  beats in conscious sympathy with an entire city; through all its
  regions of high and low; young and old; strong and weak; such
  agencies avail to raise and transfigure the natures of men; mean
  minds become elevated; dull men become eloquent; and when matters
  came to this crisis; the public feeling; as made known by voice;
  gesture; manner; or words; was such that no stranger could
  represent it to his fancy。  In that respect; therefore; I had an
  advantage; being upon the spot through the whole course of the
  affair; for giving a faithful narrative; as I had still more
  eminently; from the sort of central station which I occupied; with
  respect to all the movements of the case。  I may add that I had
  another advantage; not possessed; or not in the same degree; by any
  other inhabitant of the town。  I was personally acquainted with
  every family of the slightest account belonging to the resident
  population; whether among the old local gentry; or the new settlers
  whom the late wars had driven to take refuge within our walls。
  It was in September; 1815; that I received a letter from the chief
  secretary to the Prince of M; a nobleman connected with the
  diplomacy of Russia; from which I quote an extract: 〃I wish; in
  short; to recommend to your attentions; and in terms stronger than
  I know how to devise; a young man on whose behalf the czar himself
  is privately known to have expressed the very strongest interest。
  He was at the battle of Waterloo as an aide…de…camp to a Dutch
  general officer; and is decorated with distinctions won upon that
  awful day。  However; though serving in that instance under English
  orders; and although an Englishman of rank; he does not belong to
  the English military service。  He has served; young as he is; under
  VARIOUS banners; and under ours; in particular; in the cavalry of
  our imperial guard。  He is English by birth; nephew to the Earl of
  E。; and heir presumptive to his immense estates。  There is a wild
  story current; that his mother was a gypsy of transcendent beauty;
  which may account for his somewhat Moorish complexion; though;
  after all; THAT is not of a deeper tinge than I have seen among
  many an Englishman。  He is himself one of the noblest looking of
  God's creatures。  Both father and mother; however; are now dead。
  Since then he has become the favorite of his uncle; who detained
  him in England after the emperor had departedand; as this uncle
  is now in the last stage of infirmity; Mr。 Wyndham's succession to
  the vast family estates is inevitable; and probably near at hand。
  Meantime; he is anxious for some assistance in his studies。
  Intellectually he stands in the very first rank of men; as I am
  sure you will not be slow to discover; but his long military
  service; and the unparalleled tumult of our European history since
  1805; have interfered (as you may suppose) with the cultivation of
  his mind; for he entered the cavalry service of a German power when
  a mere boy; and shifted about from service to service as the
  hurricane of war blew from this point or from that。  During the
  French anabasis to Moscow he entered our service; made himself a
  prodigious favorite with the whole imperial family; and even now is
  only in his twenty…second year。  As to his accomplishments; they
  will speak for themselves; they are infinite; and applicable to
  every situation of life。  Greek is what he wants from you;never
  ask about terms。  He will acknowledge any trouble he may give you;
  as he acknowledges all trouble; en prince。  And ten years hence you
  will look back with pride upon having contributed your part to the
  formation of one whom all here at St。 Petersburg; not soldiers
  only; but we diplomates; look upon as certain to prove a great man;
  and a leader among the intellects of Christendom。〃
  Two or three other letters followed; and at length it was arranged
  that Mr。 Maximilian Wyndham should take up his residence at my
  monastic abode for one year。  He was to keep a table; and an
  establishment of servants; at his own cost; was to have an
  apartment of some dozen or so of rooms; the unrestricted use of the
  library; with some other public privileges willingly conceded by
  the magistracy of the town; in return for all which he was to pay
  me a thousand guineas; and already beforehand; by way of
  acknowledgment for the public civilities of the town; he sent;
  through my hands; a contribution of three hundred guineas to the
  various local institutions for education of the poor; or for
  charity。
  The Russian secretary had latterly corresponded with me from a
  little German town; not more than ninety miles distant; and; as he
  had special couriers at his service; the negotiations advanced so
  rapidly that all was closed before the end of September。  And; when
  once that consummation was attained; I; that previously had
  breathed no syllable of what was stirring; now gave loose to the
  interesting tidings; and suffered them to spread through the whole
  compass of the town。  It will be easily imagined that such a story;
  already romantic enough in its first outline; would lose nothing in
  the telling。  An Englishman to begin with; which name of itself;
  and at all times; is a passport into German favor; but much more
  since the late memorable wars that but for Englishmen would have
  drooped into disconnected effortsnext; an Englishman of rank and
  of the haute noblessethen a soldier covered with brilliant
  distinctions; and in the most brilliant arm of the service; young;
  moreover; and yet a veteran by his experiencefresh from the most
  awful battle of this planet since the day of Pharsalia;radiant
  with the favor of courts and of imperial ladies; finally (which
  alone would have given him an interest in all female hearts); an
  Antinous of faultless beauty; a Grecian statue; as it were; into
  which the breath of life had been breathed by some modern
  Pygmalion;such a pomp of gifts and endowments settling upon one
  man's head; should not have required for its effect the vulgar
  consummation (and yet to many it WAS the consummation and crest of
  the whole) that he was reputed to be rich beyond the dreams of
  romance or the necessities of a fairy tale。  Unparalleled was the
  impression made upon our stagnant society; every tongue was busy in
  discussing the marvelous young Englishman from morning to night;
  every female fancy was busy in depicting the personal appearance of
  this gay apparition。
  On his arrival at my house; I became sensible of a truth which I
  had observed some years before。  The commonplace maxim is; that it
  is dangerous to raise expectations too high。  This; which is thus
  generally expressed; and without limitation; is true only
  conditionally; it is true then and there only where there is but
  little merit to sustain and justify the expectation。  But in any
  case where the merit is transcendent of its kind; it is always
  useful to rack the expectation up to the highest point。  In
  anything which partakes of the infinite; the most unlimited
  expectations will find ample room for gratification; while it is
  certain that ordinary observers; possessing little sensibility;
  unless where they have been warned to expect; will often fail to
  see what exists in the most conspicuous splendor。  In this instance
  it certainly did no harm to the subject of expectation that I had
  been warned to look for so much。