第 10 节
作者:辩论      更新:2021-11-05 20:32      字数:9322
  with me a little longer (it will not be long); but let me stay。  I
  may not see her; I know; I shall not speak to her: but it's so
  sweet to feel that I am at last near her; that I breathe the same
  air with my darling。  I am better already; Jack; I am indeed。  And
  you have seen her today?  How did she look?  What did she say?
  Tell me all; everything; Jack。  Was she beautiful?  They say she
  is。  Has she grown?  Would you have known her again?  Will she
  come; Jack?  Perhaps she has been here already; perhaps〃she had
  risen with tremulous excitement; and was glancing at the door
  〃perhaps she is here now。  Why don't you speak; Jack?  Tell me
  all。〃
  The keen eyes that looked down into hers were glistening with an
  infinite tenderness that none; perhaps; but she would have deemed
  them capable of。  〃Clara;〃 he said gently and cheerily; 〃try and
  compose yourself。  You are trembling now with the fatigue and
  excitement of your journey。  I have seen Carry; she is well and
  beautiful。  Let that suffice you now。〃
  His gentle firmness composed and calmed her now; as it had often
  done before。  Stroking her thin hand; he said; after a pause; 〃Did
  Carry ever write to you?〃
  〃Twice; thanking me for some presents。  They were only schoolgirl
  letters;〃 she added; nervously answering the interrogation of his
  eyes。
  〃Did she ever know of your own troubles? of your poverty; of the
  sacrifices you made to pay her bills; of your pawning your clothes
  and jewels; of your〃
  〃No; no!〃 interrupted the woman quickly: 〃no! How could she?  I
  have no enemy cruel enough to tell her that。〃
  〃But if sheor if Mrs。 Tretherickhad heard of it?  If Carry
  thought you were poor; and unable to support her properly; it might
  influence her decision。  Young girls are fond of the position that
  wealth can give。  She may have rich friends; maybe a lover。〃
  Mrs。 Starbottle winced at the last sentence。  〃But;〃 she said
  eagerly; grasping Jack's hand; 〃when you found me sick and helpless
  at Sacramento; when youGod bless you for it; Jack!offered to
  help me to the East; you said you knew of something; you had some
  plan; that would make me and Carry independent。〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Jack hastily; 〃but I want you to get strong and well
  first。  And; now that you are calmer; you shall listen to my visit
  to the school。〃
  It was then that Mr。 Jack Prince proceeded to describe the
  interview already recorded; with a singular felicity and discretion
  that shames my own account of that proceeding。  Without suppressing
  a single fact; without omitting a word or detail; he yet managed to
  throw a poetic veil over that prosaic episode; to invest the
  heroine with a romantic roseate atmosphere; which; though not
  perhaps entirely imaginary; still; I fear; exhibited that genius
  which ten years ago had made the columns of THE FIDDLETOWN
  AVALANCHE at once fascinating and instructive。  It was not until he
  saw the heightening color; and heard the quick breathing; of his
  eager listener; that he felt a pang of self…reproach。  〃God help
  her and forgive me!〃 he muttered between his clinched teeth; 〃but
  how can I tell her ALL now!〃
  That night; when Mrs。 Starbottle laid her weary head upon her
  pillow; she tried to picture to herself Carry at the same moment
  sleeping peacefully in the great schoolhouse on the hill; and it
  was a rare comfort to this yearning; foolish woman to know that she
  was so near。  But at this moment Carry was sitting on the edge of
  her bed; half…undressed; pouting her pretty lips and twisting her
  long; leonine locks between her fingers as Miss Kate Van Corlear
  dramatically wrapped in a long white counterpane; her black eyes
  sparkling; and her thoroughbred nose thrown high in airstood over
  her like a wrathful and indignant ghost; for Carry had that evening
  imparted her woes and her history to Miss Kate; and that young lady
  had 〃proved herself no friend〃 by falling into a state of fiery
  indignation over Carry's 〃ingratitude;〃 and openly and shamelessly
  espousing the claims of Mrs。 Starbottle。  〃Why; if the half you
  tell me is true; your mother and those Robinsons are making of you
  not only a little coward; but a little snob; miss。  Respectability;
  forsooth!  Look you; my family are centuries before the
  Trethericks; but if my family had ever treated me in this way; and
  then asked me to turn my back on my best friend; I'd whistle them
  down the wind;〃 and here Kate snapped her fingers; bent her black
  brows; and glared around the room as if in search of a recreant Van
  Corlear。
  〃You just talk this way because you have taken a fancy to that Mr。
  Prince;〃 said Carry。
  In the debasing slang of the period; that had even found its way
  into the virgin cloisters of the Crammer Institute; Miss Kate; as
  she afterward expressed it; instantly 〃went for her。〃
  First; with a shake of her head; she threw her long black hair over
  one shoulder; then; dropping one end of the counterpane from the
  other like a vestal tunic; she stepped before Carry with a
  purposely exaggerated classic stride。  〃And what if I have; miss!
  What if I happen to know a gentleman when I see him!  What if I
  happen to know that among a thousand such traditional;
  conventional; feeble editions of their grandfathers as Mr。 Harry
  Robinson; you cannot find one original; independent; individualized
  gentleman like your Prince!  Go to bed; miss; and pray to Heaven
  that he may be YOUR Prince indeed。  Ask to have a contrite and
  grateful heart; and thank the Lord in particular for having sent
  you such a friend as Kate Van Corlear。〃  Yet; after an imposing
  dramatic exit; she reappeared the next moment as a straight white
  flash; kissed Carry between the brows; and was gone。
  The next day was a weary one to Jack Prince。  He was convinced in
  his mind that Carry would not come; yet to keep this consciousness
  from Mrs。 Starbottle; to meet her simple hopefulness with an equal
  degree of apparent faith; was a hard and difficult task。  He would
  have tried to divert her mind by taking her on a long drive; but
  she was fearful that Carry might come during her absence; and her
  strength; he was obliged to admit; had failed greatly。  As he
  looked into her large and awe…inspiring clear eyes; a something he
  tried to keep from his mindto put off day by day from
  contemplationkept asserting itself directly to his inner
  consciousness。  He began to doubt the expediency and wisdom of his
  management。  He recalled every incident of his interview with
  Carry; and half…believed that its failure was due to himself。  Yet
  Mrs。 Starbottle was very patient and confident; her very confidence
  shook his faith in his own judgment。  When her strength was equal
  to the exertion; she was propped up in her chair by the window;
  where she could see the school and the entrance to the hotel。  In
  the intervals she would elaborate pleasant plans for the future;
  and would sketch a country home。  She had taken a strange fancy; as
  it seemed to Prince; to the present location; but it was notable
  that the future; always thus outlined; was one of quiet and repose。
  She believed she would get well soon; in fact; she thought she was
  now much better than she had been; but it might be long before she
  should be quite strong again。  She would whisper on in this way
  until Jack would dash madly down into the barroom; order liquors
  that he did not drink; light cigars that he did not smoke; talk
  with men that he did not listen to; and behave generally as our
  stronger sex is apt to do in periods of delicate trials and
  perplexity。
  The day closed with a clouded sky and a bitter; searching wind。
  With the night fell a few wandering flakes of snow。  She was still
  content and hopeful; and; as Jack wheeled her from the window to
  the fire; she explained to him how that; as the school term was
  drawing near its close; Carry was probably kept closely at her
  lessons during the day; and could only leave the school at night。
  So she sat up the greater part of the evening; and combed her
  silken hair; and as far as her strength would allow; made an
  undress toilet to receive her guest。  〃We must not frighten the
  child; Jack;〃 she said apologetically; and with something of her
  old coquetry。
  It was with a feeling of relief that; at ten o'clock; Jack received
  a message from the landlord; saying that the doctor would like to
  see him for a moment downstairs。  As Jack entered the grim; dimly
  lighted parlor; he observed the hooded figure of a woman near the
  fire。  He was about to withdraw again when a voice that he
  remembered very pleasantly said:
  〃Oh; it's all right!  I'm the doctor。〃
  The hood was thrown back; and Prince saw the shining black hair and
  black; audacious eyes of Kate Van Corlear。
  〃Don't ask any questions。  I'm the doctor; and there's my
  prescription;〃 and she pointed to the half…frightened; half…sobbing
  Carry in the corner〃to be taken at once。〃
  〃Then Mrs。 T