第 6 节
作者:辩论      更新:2021-11-05 20:32      字数:9321
  episode; with its feeble palliations; its illogical deductions; its
  fond excuses; and weak apologies。  It would seem; however; that her
  experience had been hard。  Her slender stock of money was soon
  exhausted。  At Sacramento she found that the composition of verse;
  although appealing to the highest emotions of the human heart; and
  compelling the editorial breast to the noblest commendation in the
  editorial pages; was singularly inadequate to defray the expenses
  of herself and Carry。  Then she tried the stage; but failed
  signally。  Possibly her conception of the passions was different
  from that which obtained with a Sacramento audience; but it was
  certain that her charming presence; so effective at short range;
  was not sufficiently pronounced for the footlights。  She had
  admirers enough in the greenroom; but awakened no abiding affection
  among the audience。  In this strait; it occurred to her that she
  had a voicea contralto of no very great compass or cultivation;
  but singularly sweet and touching; and she finally obtained
  position in a church choir。  She held it for three months; greatly
  to her pecuniary advantage; and; it is said; much to the
  satisfaction of the gentlemen in the back pews; who faced toward
  her during the singing of the last hymn。
  I remember her quite distinctly at this time。  The light that
  slanted through the oriel of St。 Dives's choir was wont to fall
  very tenderly on her beautiful head with its stacked masses of
  deerskin…colored hair; on the low black arches of her brows; and to
  deepen the pretty fringes that shaded her eyes of Genoa velvet。
  Very pleasant it was to watch the opening and shutting of that
  small straight mouth; with its quick revelation of little white
  teeth; and to see the foolish blood faintly deepen her satin cheek
  as you watched。  For Mrs。 Tretherick was very sweetly conscious of
  admiration and; like most pretty women; gathered herself under your
  eye like a racer under the spur。
  And then; of course; there came trouble。  I have it from the
  sopranoa little lady who possessed even more than the usual
  unprejudiced judgment of her sexthat Mrs。 Tretherick's conduct
  was simply shameful; that her conceit was unbearable; that; if she
  considered the rest of the choir as slaves; she (the soprano) would
  like to know it; that her conduct on Easter Sunday with the basso
  had attracted the attention of the whole congregation; and that she
  herself had noticed Dr。 Cope twice look up during the service; that
  her (the soprano's) friends had objected to her singing in the
  choir with a person who had been on the stage; but she had waived
  this。  Yet she had it from the best authority that Mrs。 Tretherick
  had run away from her husband; and that this red…haired child who
  sometimes came in the choir was not her own。  The tenor confided to
  me behind the organ that Mrs。 Tretherick had a way of sustaining a
  note at the end of a line in order that her voice might linger
  longer with the congregationan act that could be attributed only
  to a defective moral nature; that as a man (he was a very popular
  dry goods clerk on weekdays; and sang a good deal from apparently
  behind his eyebrows on the Sabbath)that as a man; sir; he would
  put up with it no longer。  The basso alonea short German with a
  heavy voice; for which he seemed reluctantly responsible; and
  rather grieved at its possessionstood up for Mrs。 Tretherick; and
  averred that they were jealous of her because she was 〃bretty。〃
  The climax was at last reached in an open quarrel; wherein Mrs。
  Tretherick used her tongue with such precision of statement and
  epithet that the soprano burst into hysterical tears; and had to be
  supported from the choir by her husband and the tenor。  This act
  was marked intentionally to the congregation by the omission of the
  usual soprano solo。  Mrs。 Tretherick went home flushed with
  triumph; but on reaching her room frantically told Carry that they
  were beggars henceforward; that sheher motherhad just taken the
  very bread out of her darling's mouth; and ended by bursting into a
  flood of penitent tears。  They did not come so quickly as in her
  old poetical days; but when they came they stung deeply。  She was
  roused by a formal visit from a vestrymanone of the music
  committee。  Mrs。 Tretherick dried her long lashes; put on a new
  neck ribbon; and went down to the parlor。  She staid there two
  hoursa fact that might have occasioned some remark but that the
  vestryman was married; and had a family of grownup daughters。  When
  Mrs。 Tretherick returned to her room; she sang to herself in the
  glass and scolded Carrybut she retained her place in the choir。
  It was not long; however。  In due course of time; her enemies
  received a powerful addition to their forces in the committeeman's
  wife。  That lady called upon several of the church members and on
  Dr。 Cope's family。  The result was that; at a later meeting of the
  music committee; Mrs。 Tretherick's voice was declared inadequate to
  the size of the building and she was invited to resign。  She did
  so。  She had been out of a situation for two months; and her scant
  means were almost exhausted; when Ah Fe's unexpected treasure was
  tossed into her lap。
  The gray fog deepened into night; and the street lamps started into
  shivering life as; absorbed in these unprofitable memories; Mrs。
  Tretherick still sat drearily at her window。  Even Carry had
  slipped away unnoticed; and her abrupt entrance with the damp
  evening paper in her hand roused Mrs。 Tretherick; and brought her
  back to an active realization of the present。  For Mrs。 Tretherick
  was wont to scan the advertisements in the faint hope of finding
  some avenue of employmentshe knew not whatopen to her needs;
  and Carry had noted this habit。
  Mrs。 Tretherick mechanically closed the shutters; lit the lights;
  and opened the paper。  Her eye fell instinctively on the following
  paragraph in the telegraphic column:
  FIDDLETOWN; 7th。Mr。 James Tretherick; an old resident of this
  place; died last night of delirium tremens。  Mr。 Tretherick was
  addicted to intemperate habits; said to have been induced by
  domestic trouble。
  Mrs。 Tretherick did not start。  She quietly turned over another
  page of the paper; and glanced at Carry。  The child was absorbed in
  a book。  Mrs。 Tretherick uttered no word; but during the remainder
  of the evening was unusually silent and cold。  When Carry was
  undressed and in bed; Mrs。 Tretherick suddenly dropped on her knees
  beside the bed; and; taking Carry's flaming head between her hands;
  said:
  〃Should you like to have another papa; Carry; darling?〃
  〃No;〃 said Carry; after a moment's thought。
  〃But a papa to help Mamma take care of you; to love you; to give
  you nice clothes; to make a lady of you when you grow up?〃
  Carry turned her sleepy eyes toward the questioner。  〃Should YOU;
  Mamma?〃
  Mrs。 Tretherick suddenly flushed to the roots of her hair。  〃Go to
  sleep;〃 she said sharply; and turned away。
  But at midnight the child felt two white arms close tightly around
  her; and was drawn down into a bosom that heaved; fluttered; and at
  last was broken up by sobs。
  〃Don't ky; Mamma;〃 whispered Carry; with a vague retrospect of
  their recent conversation。  〃Don't ky。  I fink I SHOULD like a new
  papa; if he loved you very muchvery; very much!〃
  A month afterward; to everybody's astonishment; Mrs。 Tretherick was
  married。  The happy bridegroom was one Colonel Starbottle; recently
  elected to represent Calaveras County in the legislative councils
  of the State。  As I cannot record the event in finer language than
  that used by the correspondent of THE SACRAMENTO GLOBE; I venture
  to quote some of his graceful periods。  〃The relentless shafts of
  the sly god have been lately busy among our gallant Solons。  We
  quote 'one more unfortunate。'  The latest victim is the Hon。 C。
  Starbottle of Calaveras。  The fair enchantress in the case is a
  beautiful widow; a former votary of Thespis; and lately a
  fascinating St。 Cecilia of one of the most fashionable churches of
  San Francisco; where she commanded a high salary。〃
  THE DUTCH FLAT INTELLIGENCER saw fit; however; to comment upon the
  fact with that humorous freedom characteristic of an unfettered
  press。  〃The new Democratic war horse from Calaveras has lately
  advented in the legislature with a little bill to change the name
  of Tretherick to Starbottle。  They call it a marriage certificate
  down there。  Mr。 Tretherick has been dead just one month; but we
  presume the gallant colonel is not afraid of ghosts。〃  It is but
  just to Mrs。 Tretherick to state that the colonel's victory was by
  no means an easy one。  To a natural degree of coyness on the part
  of the lady was added the impediment of a rivala prosperous
  undertaker from Sacramento; who had first seen and loved Mrs。
  Tretherick at the theater and church; his professional habits
  debarring him from ordinary social