第 3 节
作者:辩论      更新:2021-11-05 20:32      字数:9322
  to work with querulous and fretful haste to pack her wardrobe。  She
  tore her best dress in taking it from the hook on which it hung:
  she scratched her soft hands twice with an ambushed pin。  All the
  while; she kept up an indignant commentary on the events of the
  past few moments。  She said to herself she saw it all。  Tretherick
  had sent for this child of his first wifethis child of whose
  existence he had never seemed to carejust to insult her; to fill
  her place。  Doubtless the first wife herself would follow soon; or
  perhaps there would be a third。  Red hair; not auburn; but REDof
  course the child; this Caroline; looked like its mother; and; if
  so; she was anything but pretty。  Or the whole thing had been
  prepared: this red…haired child; the image of its mother; had been
  kept at a convenient distance at Sacramento; ready to be sent for
  when needed。  She remembered his occasional visits there on
  business; as he said。  Perhaps the mother already was there; but
  no; she had gone East。  Nevertheless; Mrs。 Tretherick; in her then
  state of mind; preferred to dwell upon the fact that she might be
  there。  She was dimly conscious; also; of a certain satisfaction in
  exaggerating her feelings。  Surely no woman had ever been so
  shamefully abused。  In fancy; she sketched a picture of herself
  sitting alone and deserted; at sunset; among the fallen columns of
  a ruined temple; in a melancholy yet graceful attitude; while her
  husband drove rapidly away in a luxurious coach…and…four; with a
  red…haired woman at his side。  Sitting upon the trunk she had just
  packed; she partly composed a lugubrious poem describing her
  sufferings as; wandering alone and poorly clad; she came upon her
  husband and 〃another〃 flaunting in silks and diamonds。  She
  pictured herself dying of consumption; brought on by sorrowa
  beautiful wreck; yet still fascinating; gazed upon adoringly by the
  editor of the AVALANCHE and Colonel Starbottle。  And where was
  Colonel Starbottle all this while?  Why didn't he come?  He; at
  least; understood her。  Heshe laughed the reckless; light laugh
  of a few moments before; and then her face suddenly grew grave; as
  it had not a few moments before。
  What was that little red…haired imp doing all this time?  Why was
  she so quiet?  She opened the door noiselessly; and listened。  She
  fancied that she heard; above the multitudinous small noises and
  creakings and warpings of the vacant house; a smaller voice singing
  on the floor above。  This; as she remembered; was only an open
  attic that had been used as a storeroom。  With a half…guilty
  consciousness; she crept softly upstairs and; pushing the door
  partly open; looked within。
  Athwart the long; low…studded attic; a slant sunbeam from a single
  small window lay; filled with dancing motes; and only half
  illuminating the barren; dreary apartment。  In the ray of this
  sunbeam she saw the child's glowing hair; as if crowned by a red
  aureole; as she sat upon the floor with her exaggerated doll
  between her knees。  She appeared to be talking to it; and it was
  not long before Mrs。 Tretherick observed that she was rehearsing
  the interview of a half…hour before。  She catechized the doll
  severely; cross…examining it in regard to the duration of its stay
  there; and generally on the measure of time。  The imitation of Mrs。
  Tretherick's manner was exceedingly successful; and the
  conversation almost a literal reproduction; with a single
  exception。  After she had informed the doll that she was not her
  mother; at the close of the interview she added pathetically; 〃that
  if she was dood; very dood; she might be her mamma; and love her
  very much。〃
  I have already hinted that Mrs。 Tretherick was deficient in a sense
  of humor。  Perhaps it was for this reason that this whole scene
  affected her most unpleasantly; and the conclusion sent the blood
  tingling to her cheek。  There was something; too; inconceivably
  lonely in the situation。  The unfurnished vacant room; the half…
  lights; the monstrous doll; whose very size seemed to give a
  pathetic significance to its speechlessness; the smallness of the
  one animate; self…centered figureall these touched more or less
  deeply the half…poetic sensibilities of the woman。  She could not
  help utilizing the impression as she stood there; and thought what
  a fine poem might be constructed from this material if the room
  were a little darker; the child loneliersay; sitting beside a
  dead mother's bier; and the wind wailing in the turrets。  And then
  she suddenly heard footsteps at the door below; and recognized the
  tread of the colonel's cane。
  She flew swiftly down the stairs; and encountered the colonel in
  the hall。  Here she poured into his astonished ear a voluble and
  exaggerated statement of her discovery; and indignant recital of
  her wrongs。  〃Don't tell me the whole thing wasn't arranged
  beforehand; for I know it was!〃 she almost screamed。  〃And think;〃
  she added; 〃of the heartlessness of the wretch; leaving his own
  child alone here in that way。〃
  〃It's a blank shame!〃 stammered the colonel; without the least idea
  of what he was talking about。  In fact; utterly unable as he was to
  comprehend a reason for the woman's excitement; with his estimate
  of her character; I fear he showed it more plainly than he
  intended。  He stammered; expanded his chest; looked stern; gallant;
  tender; but all unintelligently。  Mrs。 Tretherick; for an instant;
  experienced a sickening doubt of the existence of natures in
  perfect affinity。
  〃It's of no use;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick with sudden vehemence; in
  answer to some inaudible remark of the colonel's; and withdrawing
  her hand from the fervent grasp of that ardent and sympathetic man。
  〃It's of no use: my mind is made up。  You can send for my trunk as
  soon as you like; but I shall stay here; and confront that man with
  the proof of his vileness。  I will put him face to face with his
  infamy。〃
  I do not know whether Colonel Starbottle thoroughly appreciated the
  convincing proof of Tretherick's unfaithfulness and malignity
  afforded by the damning evidence of the existence of Tretherick's
  own child in his own house。  He was dimly aware; however; of some
  unforeseen obstacle to the perfect expression of the infinite
  longing of his own sentimental nature。  But; before he could say
  anything; Carry appeared on the landing above them; looking
  timidly; and yet half…critically; at the pair。
  〃That's her;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick excitedly。  In her deepest
  emotions; in either verse or prose; she rose above a consideration
  of grammatical construction。
  〃Ah!〃 said the colonel; with a sudden assumption of parental
  affection and jocularity that was glaringly unreal and affected。
  〃Ah! pretty little girl; pretty little girl!  How do you do?  How
  are you?  You find yourself pretty well; do you; pretty little
  girl?〃  The colonel's impulse also was to expand his chest and
  swing his cane; until it occurred to him that this action might be
  ineffective with a child of six or seven。  Carry; however; took no
  immediate notice of this advance; but further discomposed the
  chivalrous colonel by running quickly to Mrs。 Tretherick and hiding
  herself; as if for protection; in the folds of her gown。
  Nevertheless; the colonel was not vanquished。  Falling back into an
  attitude of respectful admiration; he pointed out a marvelous
  resemblance to the 〃Madonna and Child。〃  Mrs。 Tretherick simpered;
  but did not dislodge Carry as before。  There was an awkward pause
  for a moment; and then Mrs。 Tretherick; motioning significantly to
  the child; said in a whisper: 〃Go now。  Don't come here again; but
  meet me tonight at the hotel。〃  She extended her hand: the colonel
  bent over it gallantly and; raising his hat; the next moment was
  gone。
  〃Do you think;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick with an embarrassed voice and
  a prodigious blush; looking down; and addressing the fiery curls
  just visible in the folds of her dress〃do you think you will be
  'dood' if I let you stay in here and sit with me?〃
  〃And let me tall you Mamma?〃 queried Carry; looking up。
  〃And let you call me Mamma!〃 assented Mrs。 Tretherick with an
  embarrassed laugh。
  〃Yeth;〃 said Carry promptly。
  They entered the bedroom together。  Carry's eye instantly caught
  sight of the trunk。
  〃Are you dowin' away adain; Mamma?〃 she said with a quick nervous
  look; and a clutch at the woman's dress。
  〃No…o;〃 said Mrs。 Tretherick; looking out of the window。
  〃Only playing your dowin' away;〃 suggested Carry with a laugh。
  〃Let me play too。〃
  Mrs。 Tretherick assented。  Carry flew into the next room; and
  presently reappeared dragging a small trunk; into which she gravely
  proceeded to pack her clothes。  Mrs。 Tretherick noticed that they
  were not many。  A question or two regarding them brought out some
  further replies from the child; and before many minutes had
  elapsed; Mrs。 Tretherick was in possession of all her e