第 66 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9322
  would it was impossible to touch the ribbon without getting his
  finger tips mixed with the curls of her forehead。
  'Your hand shakesah! you have been walking fast;' she said。
  'Yesyes。'
  'Have you almost done it?'  She inquiringly directed her gaze upward
  through his fingers。
  'Nonot yet;' he faltered in a warm sweat of emotion; his heart
  going like a flail。
  'Then be quick; please。'
  'Yes; I will; Miss Garland!  BBBob is a very good fel'
  'Not that man's name to me!' she interrupted。
  John was silent instantly; and nothing was to be heard but the
  rustling of the ribbon; till his hands once more blundered among the
  curls; and then touched her forehead。
  'O good God!' ejaculated the trumpet…major in a whisper; turning
  away hastily to the corner…cupboard; and resting his face upon his
  hand。
  'What's the matter; John?' said she。
  'I can't do it!'
  'What?'
  'Tie your cap…ribbon。'
  'Why not?'
  'Because you are soBecause I am clumsy; and never could tie a
  bow。'
  'You are clumsy indeed;' answered Anne; and went away。
  After this she felt injured; for it seemed to show that he rated her
  happiness as of meaner value than Bob's; since he had persisted in
  his idea of giving Bob another chance when she had implied that it
  was her wish to do otherwise。  Could Miss Johnson have anything to
  do with his firmness?  An opportunity of testing him in this
  direction occurred some days later。  She had been up the village;
  and met John at the mill…door。
  'Have you heard the news?  Matilda Johnson is going to be married to
  young Derriman。'
  Anne stood with her back to the sun; and as he faced her; his
  features were searchingly exhibited。  There was no change whatever
  in them; unless it were that a certain light of interest kindled by
  her question turned to complete and blank indifference。  'Well; as
  times go; it is not a bad match for her;' he said; with a phlegm
  which was hardly that of a lover。
  John on his part was beginning to find these temptations almost more
  than he could bear。  But being quartered so near to his father's
  house it was unnatural not to visit him; especially when at any
  moment the regiment might be ordered abroad; and a separation of
  years ensue; and as long as he went there he could not help seeing
  her。
  The year changed from green to gold; and from gold to grey; but
  little change came over the house of Loveday。  During the last
  twelve months Bob had been occasionally heard of as upholding his
  country's honour in Denmark; the West Indies; Gibraltar; Malta; and
  other places about the globe; till the family received a short
  letter stating that he had arrived again at Portsmouth。  At
  Portsmouth Bob seemed disposed to remain; for though some time
  elapsed without further intelligence; the gallant seaman never
  appeared at Overcombe。  Then on a sudden John learnt that Bob's
  long…talked…of promotion for signal services rendered was to be an
  accomplished fact。  The trumpet…major at once walked off to
  Overcombe; and reached the village in the early afternoon。  Not one
  of the family was in the house at the moment; and John strolled
  onwards over the hill towards Casterbridge; without much thought of
  direction till; lifting his eyes; he beheld Anne Garland wandering
  about with a little basket upon her arm。
  At first John blushed with delight at the sweet vision; but;
  recalled by his conscience; the blush of delight was at once mangled
  and slain。  He looked for a means of retreat。  But the field was
  open; and a soldier was a conspicuous object:  there was no escaping
  her。
  'It was kind of you to come;' she said; with an inviting smile。
  'It was quite by accident;' he answered; with an indifferent laugh。
  'I thought you was at home。'
  Anne blushed and said nothing; and they rambled on together。  In the
  middle of the field rose a fragment of stone wall in the form of a
  gable; known as Faringdon Ruin; and when they had reached it John
  paused and politely asked her if she were not a little tired with
  walking so far。  No particular reply was returned by the young lady;
  but they both stopped; and Anne seated herself on a stone; which had
  fallen from the ruin to the ground。
  'A church once stood here;' observed John in a matter…of…fact tone。
  'Yes; I have often shaped it out in my mind;' she returned。  'Here
  where I sit must have been the altar。'
  'True; this standing bit of wall was the chancel end。'
  Anne had been adding up her little studies of the trumpet…major's
  character; and was surprised to find how the brightness of that
  character increased in her eyes with each examination。  A kindly and
  gentle sensation was again aroused in her。  Here was a neglected
  heroic man; who; loving her to distraction; deliberately doomed
  himself to pensive shade to avoid even the appearance of standing in
  a brother's way。
  'If the altar stood here; hundreds of people have been made man and
  wife just there; in past times;' she said; with calm deliberateness;
  throwing a little stone on a spot about a yard westward。
  John annihilated another tender burst and replied; 'Yes; this field
  used to be a village。  My grandfather could call to mind when there
  were houses here。  But the squire pulled 'em down; because poor folk
  were an eyesore to him。'
  'Do you know; John; what you once asked me to do?' she continued;
  not accepting the digression; and turning her eyes upon him。
  'In what sort of way?'
  'In the matter of my future life; and yours。'
  'I am afraid I don't。'
  'John Loveday!'
  He turned his back upon her for a moment; that she might not see his
  face。  'AhI do remember;' he said at last; in a dry; small;
  repressed voice。
  'Wellneed I say more?  Isn't it sufficient?'
  'It would be sufficient;' answered the unhappy man。  'But'
  She looked up with a reproachful smile; and shook her head。  'That
  summer;' she went on; 'you asked me ten times if you asked me once。
  I am older now; much more of a woman; you know; and my opinion is
  changed about some people; especially about one。'
  'O Anne; Anne!' he burst out as; racked between honour and desire;
  he snatched up her hand。  The next moment it fell heavily to her
  lap。  He had absolutely relinquished it half…way to his lips。
  'I have been thinking lately;' he said; with preternaturally sudden
  calmness; 'that men of the military profession ought not to mought
  to be like St。 Paul; I mean。'
  'Fie; John; pretending religion!' she said sternly。  'It isn't that
  at all。  IT'S BOB!'
  'Yes!' cried the miserable trumpet…major。  'I have had a letter from
  him to…day。' He pulled out a sheet of paper from his breast。
  'That's it!  He's promotedhe's a lieutenant; and appointed to a
  sloop that only cruises on our own coast; so that he'll be at home
  on leave half his timehe'll be a gentleman some day; and worthy of
  you!'
  He threw the letter into her lap; and drew back to the other side of
  the gable…wall。  Anne jumped up from her seat; flung away the letter
  without looking at it; and went hastily on。  John did not attempt to
  overtake her。  Picking up the letter; he followed in her wake at a
  distance of a hundred yards。
  But; though Anne had withdrawn from his presence thus precipitately;
  she never thought more highly of him in her life than she did five
  minutes afterwards; when the excitement of the moment had passed。
  She saw it all quite clearly; and his self…sacrifice impressed her
  so much that the effect was just the reverse of what he had been
  aiming to produce。  The more he pleaded for Bob; the more her
  perverse generosity pleaded for John。  To…day the crisis had come
  with what results she had not foreseen。
  As soon as the trumpet…major reached the nearest pen…and…ink he
  flung himself into a seat and wrote wildly to Bob:
  'DEAR ROBERT;I write these few lines to let you know that if you
  want Anne Garland you must come at onceyou must come instantly;
  and post…hasteOR SHE WILL BE GONE!  Somebody else wants her; and
  she wants him!  It is your last chance; in the opinion of
  'Your faithful brother and well…wisher;
  'JOHN。
  'P。S。Glad to hear of your promotion。  Tell me the day and I'll
  meet the coach。'
  XXXIX。  BOB LOVEDAY STRUTS UP AND DOWN
  One night; about a week later; two men were walking in the dark
  along the turnpike road towards Overcombe; one of them with a bag in
  his hand。
  'Now;' said the taller of the two; the squareness of whose shoulders
  signified that he wore epaulettes; 'now you must do the best you can
  for yourself; Bob。  I have done all I can; but th'hast thy work cut
  out; I can tell thee。'
  'I wouldn't have run such a risk for the world;' said the other; in
  a tone of ingenuous contrition。  'But thou'st see; Jack; I didn't
  think there was any danger; knowing you was taking care of her; and
  keeping my place warm for me。  I didn't hurry myself; that's true;
  but; thinks I; if I get this promotion I am promised I shall
  naturally have leave; and then I'll go and see 'em all。  Gad; I
  shouldn't have been here now but for your letter!'
  'You little think what risks you've run;' said his brother。
  'However; try to make up for lost time。'
  'All right。  And whatever you do; Jack; don't