第 64 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9322
  helped by an incident which took place one evening in the autumn of
  this year; when John came to tea。  Anne was sitting on a low stool
  in front of the fire; her hands clasped across her knee。  John
  Loveday had just seated himself on a chair close behind her; and
  Mrs。 Loveday was in the act of filling the teapot from the kettle
  which hung in the chimney exactly above Anne。  The kettle slipped
  forward suddenly; whereupon John jumped from the chair and put his
  own two hands over Anne's just in time to shield them; and the
  precious knee she clasped; from the jet of scalding water which had
  directed itself upon that point。  The accidental overflow was
  instantly checked by Mrs。 Loveday; but what had come was received by
  the devoted trumpet…major on the back of his hands。
  Anne; who had hardly been aware that he was behind her; started up
  like a person awakened from a trance。  'What have you done to
  yourself; poor John; to keep it off me!' she cried; looking at his
  hands。
  John reddened emotionally at her words; 'It is a bit of a scald;
  that's all;' he replied; drawing a finger across the back of one
  hand; and bringing off the skin by the touch。
  'You are scalded painfully; and I not at all!'  She gazed into his
  kind face as she had never gazed there before; and when Mrs。 Loveday
  came back with oil and other liniments for the wound Anne would let
  nobody dress it but herself。  It seemed as if her coyness had all
  gone; and when she had done all that lay in her power she still sat
  by him。  At his departure she said what she had never said to him in
  her life before:  'Come again soon!'
  In short; that impulsive act of devotion; the last of a series of
  the same tenor; had been the added drop which finally turned the
  wheel。  John's character deeply impressed her。  His determined
  steadfastness to his lode star won her admiration; the more
  especially as that star was herself。  She began to wonder more and
  more how she could have so persistently held out against his
  advances before Bob came home to renew girlish memories which had by
  that time got considerably weakened。  Could she not; after all;
  please the miller; and try to listen to John?  By so doing she would
  make a worthy man happy; the only sacrifice being at worst that of
  her unworthy self; whose future was no longer valuable。  'As for
  Bob; the woman is to be pitied who loves him;' she reflected
  indignantly; and persuaded herself that; whoever the woman might be;
  she was not Anne Garland。
  After this there was something of recklessness and something of
  pleasantry in the young girl's manner of making herself an example
  of the triumph of pride and common sense over memory and sentiment。
  Her attitude had been epitomized in her defiant singing at the time
  she learnt that Bob was not leal and true。  John; as was inevitable;
  came again almost immediately; drawn thither by the sun of her first
  smile on him; and the words which had accompanied it。  And now
  instead of going off to her little pursuits upstairs; downstairs;
  across the room; in the corner; or to any place except where he
  happened to be; as had been her custom hitherto; she remained seated
  near him; returning interesting answers to his general remarks; and
  at every opportunity letting him know that at last he had found
  favour in her eyes。
  The day was fine; and they went out of doors; where Anne endeavoured
  to seat herself on the sloping stone of the window…sill。
  'How good you have become lately;' said John; standing over her and
  smiling in the sunlight which blazed against the wall。  'I fancy you
  have stayed at home this afternoon on my account。'
  'Perhaps I have;' she said gaily
  '〃Do whatever we may for him; dame; we cannot do too much!
  For he's one that has guarded our land。〃
  'And he has done more than that:  he has saved me from a dreadful
  scalding。  The back of your hand will not be well for a long time;
  John; will it?'
  He held out his hand to regard its condition; and the next natural
  thing was to take hers。  There was a glow upon his face when he did
  it:  his star was at last on a fair way towards the zenith after its
  long and weary declination。  The least penetrating eye could have
  perceived that Anne had resolved to let him woo; possibly in her
  temerity to let him win。  Whatever silent sorrow might be locked up
  in her; it was by this time thrust a long way down from the light。
  'I want you to go somewhere with me if you will;' he said; still
  holding her hand。
  'Yes?  Where is it?'
  He pointed to a distant hill…side which; hitherto green; had within
  the last few days begun to show scratches of white on its face。  'Up
  there;' he said。
  'I see little figures of men moving about。  What are they doing?'
  'Cutting out a huge picture of the king on horseback in the earth of
  the hill。  The king's head is to be as big as our mill…pond and his
  body as big as this garden; he and the horse will cover more than an
  acre。  When shall we go?'
  'Whenever you please;' said she。
  'John!' cried Mrs。 Loveday from the front door。  'Here's a friend
  come for you。'
  John went round; and found his trusty lieutenant; Trumpeter Buck;
  waiting for him。  A letter had come to the barracks for John in his
  absence; and the trumpeter; who was going for a walk; had brought it
  along with him。  Buck then entered the mill to discuss; if possible;
  a mug of last year's mead with the miller; and John proceeded to
  read his letter; Anne being still round the corner where he had left
  her。  When he had read a few words he turned as pale as a sheet; but
  he did not move; and perused the writing to the end。
  Afterwards he laid his elbow against the wall; and put his palm to
  his head; thinking with painful intentness。  Then he took himself
  vigorously in hand; as it were; and gradually became natural again。
  When he parted from Anne to go home with Buck she noticed nothing
  different in him。
  In barracks that evening he read the letter again。  It was from Bob;
  and the agitating contents were these:
  'DEAR JOHN;I have drifted off from writing till the present time
  because I have not been clear about my feelings; but I have
  discovered them at last; and can say beyond doubt that I mean to be
  faithful to my dearest Anne after all。  The fact is; John; I've got
  into a bit of a scrape; and I've a secret to tell you about it
  (which must go no further on any account)。  On landing last autumn I
  fell in with a young woman; and we got rather warm as folks do; in
  short; we liked one another well enough for a while。  But I have got
  into shoal water with her; and have found her to be a terrible
  take…in。  Nothing in her at allno sense; no niceness; all tantrums
  and empty noise; John; though she seemed monstrous clever at first。
  So my heart comes back to its old anchorage。  I hope my return to
  faithfulness will make no difference to you。  But as you showed by
  your looks at our parting that you should not accept my offer to
  give her upmade in too much haste; as I have since foundI feel
  that you won't mind that I have returned to the path of honour。  I
  dare not write to Anne as yet; and please do not let her know a word
  about the other young woman; or there will be the devil to pay。  I
  shall come home and make all things right; please God。  In the
  meantime I should take it as a kindness; John; if you would keep a
  brotherly eye upon Anne; and guide her mind back to me。  I shall die
  of sorrow if anybody sets her against me; for my hopes are getting
  bound up in her again quite strong。  Hoping you are jovial; as times
  go; I am;Your affectionate brother; ROBERT。'
  When the cold daylight fell upon John's face; as he dressed himself
  next morning; the incipient yesterday's wrinkle in his forehead had
  become permanently graven there。  He had resolved; for the sake of
  that only brother whom he had nursed as a baby; instructed as a
  child; and protected and loved always; to pause in his procedure for
  the present; and at least do nothing to hinder Bob's restoration to
  favour; if a genuine; even though temporarily smothered; love for
  Anne should still hold possession of him。  But having arranged to
  take her to see the excavated figure of the king; he started for
  Overcombe during the day; as if nothing had occurred to check the
  smooth course of his love。
  XXXVIII。  A DELICATE SITUATION
  'I am ready to go;' said Anne; as soon as he arrived。
  He paused as if taken aback by her readiness; and replied with much
  uncertainty; 'Would itwouldn't it be better to put it off till
  there is less sun?'
  The very slightest symptom of surprise arose in her as she rejoined;
  'But the weather may change; or had we better not go at all?'
  'O no!it was only a thought。  We will start at once。'
  And along the vale they went; John keeping himself about a yard from
  her right hand。  When the third field had been crossed they came
  upon half…a…dozen little boys at play。
  'Why don't he clasp her to his side; like a man?' said the biggest
  and rudest boy。
  'Why don't he clasp her to his side; like a man?' echoed all the
  rude smaller boys in a chorus。
  The trumpet…major turned; and; after some running; succeeded in
  smacking two of them with his switch