第 34 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9322
  slowly towards the house。
  His father appeared in the opening of the mill…door; looking more
  cheerful than when they had parted。  'What; Robert; you've been
  after her?' he said。  'Faith; then; I wouldn't have followed her if
  I had been as sure as you were that she went away in scorn of us。
  Since you told me that; I have not looked for her at all。'
  'I was wrong; father;' Bob replied gravely; throwing down his bundle
  and stick。  'Matilda; I find; has not gone away in scorn of us; she
  has gone away for other reasons。  I followed her some way; but I
  have come back again。  She may go。'
  'Why is she gone?' said the astonished miller。
  Bob had intended; for Matilda's sake; to give no reason to a living
  soul for her departure。  But he could not treat his father thus
  reservedly; and he told。
  'She has made great fools of us;' said the miller deliberately; 'and
  she might have made us greater ones。  Bob; I thought th' hadst more
  sense。'
  'Well; don't say anything against her; father;' implored Bob。
  ''Twas a sorry haul; and there's an end on't。  Let her down quietly;
  and keep the secret。  You promise that?'
  'I do。'  Loveday the elder remained thinking awhile; and then went
  on'Well; what I was going to say is this:  I've hit upon a plan to
  get out of the awkward corner she has put us in。  What you'll think
  of it I can't say。'
  'David has just given me the heads。'
  'And do it hurt your feelings; my son; at such a time?'
  'NoI'll bring myself to bear it; anyhow!  Why should I object to
  other people's happiness because I have lost my own?' said Bob; with
  saintly self…sacrifice in his air。
  'Well said!' answered the miller heartily。  'But you may be sure
  that there will be no unseemly rejoicing; to disturb ye in your
  present frame of mind。  All the morning I felt more ashamed than I
  cared to own at the thought of how the neighbours; great and small;
  would laugh at what they would call your folly; when they knew what
  had happened; so I resolved to take this step to stave it off; if so
  be 'twas possible。  And when I saw Mrs。 Garland I knew I had done
  right。  She pitied me so much for having had the house cleaned in
  vain; and laid in provisions to waste; that it put her into the
  humour to agree。  We mean to do it right off at once; afore the pies
  and cakes get mouldy and the blackpot stale。  'Twas a good thought
  of mine and hers; and I am glad 'tis settled;' he concluded
  cheerfully。
  'Poor Matilda!' murmured Bob。
  'ThereI was afraid 'twould hurt thy feelings;' said the miller;
  with self…reproach:  'making preparations for thy wedding; and using
  them for my own!'
  'No;' said Bob heroically; 'it shall not。  It will be a great
  comfort in my sorrow to feel that the splendid grub; and the ale;
  and your stunning new suit of clothes; and the great table…cloths
  you've bought; will be just as useful now as if I had married
  myself。  Poor Matilda!  But you won't expect me to join inyou
  hardly can。  I can sheer off that day very easily; you know。'
  'Nonsense; Bob!' said the miller reproachfully。
  'I couldn't stand itI should break down。'
  'Deuce take me if I would have asked her; then; if I had known 'twas
  going to drive thee out of the house!  Now; come; Bob; I'll find a
  way of arranging it and sobering it down; so that it shall be as
  melancholy as you can requirein short; just like a funeral; if
  thou'lt promise to stay?'
  'Very well;' said the afflicted one。  'On that condition I'll stay。'
  XXI。  'UPON THE HILL HE TURNED'
  Having entered into this solemn compact with his son; the elder
  Loveday's next action was to go to Mrs。 Garland; and ask her how the
  toning down of the wedding had best be done。  'It is plain enough
  that to make merry just now would be slighting Bob's feelings; as if
  we didn't care who was not married; so long as we were;' he said。
  'But then; what's to be done about the victuals?'
  'Give a dinner to the poor folk;' she suggested。  'We can get
  everything used up that way。'
  'That's true' said the miller。  'There's enough of 'em in these
  times to carry off any extras whatsoever。'
  'And it will save Bob's feelings wonderfully。  And they won't know
  that the dinner was got for another sort of wedding and another sort
  of guests; so you'll have their good…will for nothing。'
  The miller smiled at the subtlety of the view。  'That can hardly be
  called fair;' he said。  'Still; I did mean some of it for them; for
  the friends we meant to ask would not have cleared all。'
  Upon the whole the idea pleased him well; particularly when he
  noticed the forlorn look of his sailor son as he walked about the
  place; and pictured the inevitably jarring effect of fiddles and
  tambourines upon Bob's shattered nerves at such a crisis; even if
  the notes of the former were dulled by the application of a mute;
  and Bob shut up in a distant bedrooma plan which had at first
  occurred to him。  He therefore told Bob that the surcharged larder
  was to be emptied by the charitable process above alluded to; and
  hoped he would not mind making himself useful in such a good and
  gloomy work。  Bob readily fell in with the scheme; and it was at
  once put in hand and the tables spread。
  The alacrity with which the substituted wedding was carried out;
  seemed to show that the worthy pair of neighbours would have joined
  themselves into one long ago; had there previously occurred any
  domestic incident dictating such a step as an apposite expedient;
  apart from their personal wish to marry。
  The appointed morning came; and the service quietly took place at
  the cheerful hour of ten; in the face of a triangular congregation;
  of which the base was the front pew; and the apex the west door。
  Mrs。 Garland dressed herself in the muslin shawl like Queen
  Charlotte's; that Bob had brought home; and her best plum…coloured
  gown; beneath which peeped out her shoes with red rosettes。  Anne
  was present; but she considerately toned herself down; so as not to
  too seriously damage her mother's appearance。  At moments during the
  ceremony she had a distressing sense that she ought not to be born;
  and was glad to get home again。
  The interest excited in the village; though real; was hardly enough
  to bring a serious blush to the face of coyness。  Neighbours' minds
  had become so saturated by the abundance of showy military and regal
  incident lately vouchsafed to them; that the wedding of middle…aged
  civilians was of small account; excepting in so far that it solved
  the question whether or not Mrs。 Garland would consider herself too
  genteel to mate with a grinder of corn。
  In the evening; Loveday's heart was made glad by seeing the baked
  and boiled in rapid process of consumption by the kitchenful of
  people assembled for that purpose。  Three…quarters of an hour were
  sufficient to banish for ever his fears as to spoilt food。  The
  provisions being the cause of the assembly; and not its consequence;
  it had been determined to get all that would not keep consumed on
  that day; even if highways and hedges had to be searched for
  operators。  And; in addition to the poor and needy; every cottager's
  daughter known to the miller was invited; and told to bring her
  lover from campan expedient which; for letting daylight into the
  inside of full platters; was among the most happy ever known。
  While Mr。 and Mrs。 Loveday; Anne; and Bob were standing in the
  parlour; discussing the progress of the entertainment in the next
  room; John; who had not been down all day; entered the house and
  looked in upon them through the open door。
  'How's this; John?  Why didn't you come before?'
  'Had to see the captain; andother duties;' said the trumpet…major;
  in a tone which showed no great zeal for explanations。
  'Well; come in; however;' continued the miller; as his son remained
  with his hand on the door…post; surveying them reflectively。
  'I cannot stay long;' said John; advancing。  'The Route is come; and
  we are going away。'
  'Going away!  Where to?'
  'To Exonbury。'
  'When?'
  'Friday morning。'
  'All of you?'
  'Yes; some to…morrow and some next day。  The King goes next week。'
  'I am sorry for this;' said the miller; not expressing half his
  sorrow by the simple utterance。  'I wish you could have been here
  to…day; since this is the case;' he added; looking at the horizon
  through the window。
  Mrs。 Loveday also expressed her regret; which seemed to remind the
  trumpet…major of the event of the day; and he went to her and tried
  to say something befitting the occasion。  Anne had not said that she
  was either sorry or glad; but John Loveday fancied that she had
  looked rather relieved than otherwise when she heard his news。  His
  conversation with Bob on the down made Bob's manner; too; remarkably
  cool; notwithstanding that he had after all followed his brother's
  advice; which it was as yet too soon after the event for him to
  rightly value。  John did not know why the sailor had come back;
  never supposing that it was because he had thought better of going;
  and said to him privately; 'You didn't overtake her?'
  'I didn't try to;' said Bob。
  'And you are not going to?'
  'No; I shall let her drift。'
  'I am glad indeed; Bob; you have been wise;' said John heartily。
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