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作者:蒂帆      更新:2021-10-16 18:42      字数:9322
  THE BIRTHMARK
  In the latter part of the last century there lived a man of
  science; an eminent proficient in every branch of natural
  philosophy; who not long before our story opens had made
  experience of a spiritual affinity more attractive than any
  chemical one。 He had left his laboratory to the care of an
  assistant; cleared his fine countenance from the furnace smoke;
  washed the stain of acids from his fingers; and persuaded a
  beautiful woman to become his wife。 In those days when the
  comparatively recent discovery of electricity and other kindred
  mysteries of Nature seemed to open paths into the region of
  miracle; it was not unusual for the love of science to rival the
  love of woman in its depth and absorbing energy。 The higher
  intellect; the imagination; the spirit; and even the heart might
  all find their congenial aliment in pursuits which; as some of
  their ardent votaries believed; would ascend from one step of
  powerful intelligence to another; until the philosopher should
  lay his hand on the secret of creative force and perhaps make new
  worlds for himself。 We know not whether Aylmer possessed this
  degree of faith in man's ultimate control over Nature。 He had
  devoted himself; however; too unreservedly to scientific studies
  ever to be weaned from them by any second passion。 His love for
  his young wife might prove the stronger of the two; but it could
  only be by intertwining itself with his love of science; and
  uniting the strength of the latter to his own。
  Such a union accordingly took place; and was attended with truly
  remarkable consequences and a deeply impressive moral。 One day;
  very soon after their marriage; Aylmer sat gazing at his wife
  with a trouble in his countenance that grew stronger until he
  spoke。
  〃Georgiana;〃 said he; 〃has it never occurred to you that the mark
  upon your cheek might be removed?〃
  〃No; indeed;〃 said she; smiling; but perceiving the seriousness
  of his manner; she blushed deeply。 〃To tell you the truth it has
  been so often called a charm that I was simple enough to imagine
  it might be so。〃
  〃Ah; upon another face perhaps it might;〃 replied her husband;
  〃but never on yours。 No; dearest Georgiana; you came so nearly
  perfect from the hand of Nature that this slightest possible
  defect; which we hesitate whether to term a defect or a beauty;
  shocks me; as being the visible mark of earthly imperfection。〃
  〃Shocks you; my husband!〃 cried Georgiana; deeply hurt; at first
  reddening with momentary anger; but then bursting into tears。
  〃Then why did you take me from my mother's side? You cannot love
  what shocks you!〃
  To explain this conversation it must be mentioned that in the
  centre of Georgiana's left cheek there was a singular mark;
  deeply interwoven; as it were; with the texture and substance of
  her face。 In the usual state of her complexiona healthy though
  delicate bloomthe mark wore a tint of deeper crimson; which
  imperfectly defined its shape amid the surrounding rosiness。 When
  she blushed it gradually became more indistinct; and finally
  vanished amid the triumphant rush of blood that bathed the whole
  cheek with its brilliant glow。 But if any shifting motion caused
  her to turn pale there was the mark again; a crimson stain upon
  the snow; in what Aylmer sometimes deemed an almost fearful
  distinctness。 Its shape bore not a little similarity to the human
  hand; though of the smallest pygmy size。 Georgiana's lovers were
  wont to say that some fairy at her birth hour had laid her tiny
  hand upon the infant's cheek; and left this impress there in
  token of the magic endowments that were to give her such sway
  over all hearts。 Many a desperate swain would have risked life
  for the privilege of pressing his lips to the mysterious hand。 It
  must not be concealed; however; that the impression wrought by
  this fairy sign manual varied exceedingly; according to the
  difference of temperament in the beholders。 Some fastidious
  personsbut they were exclusively of her own sexaffirmed that
  the bloody hand; as they chose to call it; quite destroyed the
  effect of Georgiana's beauty; and rendered her countenance even
  hideous。 But it would be as reasonable to say that one of those
  small blue stains which sometimes occur in the purest statuary
  marble would convert the Eve of Powers to a monster。 Masculine
  observers; if the birthmark did not heighten their admiration;
  contented themselves with wishing it away; that the world might
  possess one living specimen of ideal loveliness without the
  semblance of a flaw。 After his marriage;for he thought little
  or nothing of the matter before;Aylmer discovered that this was
  the case with himself。
  Had she been less beautiful;if Envy's self could have found
  aught else to sneer at;he might have felt his affection
  heightened by the prettiness of this mimic hand; now vaguely
  portrayed; now lost; now stealing forth again and glimmering to
  and fro with every pulse of emotion that throbbed within her
  heart; but seeing her otherwise so perfect; he found this one
  defect grow more and more intolerable with every moment of their
  united lives。 It was the fatal flaw of humanity which Nature; in
  one shape or another; stamps ineffaceably on all her productions;
  either to imply that they are temporary and finite; or that their
  perfection must be wrought by toil and pain。 The crimson hand
  expressed the ineludible gripe in which mortality clutches the
  highest and purest of earthly mould; degrading them into kindred
  with the lowest; and even with the very brutes; like whom their
  visible frames return to dust。 In this manner; selecting it as
  the symbol of his wife's liability to sin; sorrow; decay; and
  death; Aylmer's sombre imagination was not long in rendering the
  birthmark a frightful object; causing him more trouble and horror
  than ever Georgiana's beauty; whether of soul or sense; had given
  him delight。
  At all the seasons which should have been their happiest; he
  invariably  and without intending it; nay; in spite of a purpose
  to the contrary; reverted to this one disastrous topic。 Trifling
  as it at first appeared; it so connected itself with innumerable
  trains of thought and modes of feeling that it became the central
  point of all。 With the morning twilight Aylmer opened his eyes
  upon his wife's face and recognized the symbol of imperfection;
  and when they sat together at the evening hearth his eyes
  wandered stealthily to her cheek; and beheld; flickering with the
  blaze of the wood fire; the spectral hand that wrote mortality
  where he would fain have worshipped。 Georgiana soon learned to
  shudder at his gaze。 It needed but a glance with the peculiar
  expression that his face often wore to change the roses of her
  cheek into a deathlike paleness; amid which the crimson hand was
  brought strongly out; like a bass…relief of ruby on the whitest
  marble。
  Late one night when the lights were growing dim; so as hardly to
  betray the stain on the poor wife's cheek; she herself; for the
  first time; voluntarily took up the subject。
  〃Do you remember; my dear Aylmer;〃 said she; with a feeble
  attempt at a smile; 〃have you any recollection of a dream last
  night about this odious hand?〃
  〃None! none whatever!〃 replied Aylmer; starting; but then he
  added; in a dry; cold tone; affected for the sake of concealing
  the real depth of his emotion; 〃I might well dream of it; for
  before I fell asleep it had taken a pretty firm hold of my
  fancy。〃
  〃And you did dream of it?〃 continued Georgiana; hastily; for she
  dreaded lest a gush of tears should interrupt what she had to
  say。 〃A terrible dream! I wonder that you can forget it。 Is it
  possible to forget this one expression?'It is in her heart now;
  we must have it out!' Reflect; my husband; for by all means I
  would have you recall that dream。〃
  The mind is in a sad state when Sleep; the all…involving; cannot
  confine her spectres within the dim region of her sway; but
  suffers them to break forth; affrighting this actual life with
  secrets that perchance belong to a deeper one。 Aylmer now
  remembered his dream。 He had fancied himself with his servant
  Aminadab; attempting an operation for the removal of the
  birthmark; but the deeper went the knife; the deeper sank the
  hand; until at length its tiny grasp appeared to have caught hold
  of Georgiana's heart; whence; however; her husband was inexorably
  resolved to cut or wrench it away。
  When the dream had shaped itself perfectly in his memory; Aylmer
  sat in his wife's presence with a guilty feeling。 Truth often
  finds its way to the mind close muffled in robes of sleep; and
  then speaks with uncompromising directness of matters in regard
  to which we practise an unconscious self…deception during our
  waking moments。 Until now he had not been aware of the
  tyrannizing influence acquired by one idea over his mind; and of
  the lengths which he might find in his heart to go