第 28 节
作者:猜火车      更新:2021-10-16 18:41      字数:9322
  began to creep into the apartment beyond。 I followed
  him; standing on my feet in the usual fashion。 Looking
  over his shoulder; he perceived it。
  〃Down; my son; down; my Baboon; down on to thy hands
  and knees。 We enter the presence of _i_ She _i_ ; and;
  if thou art not humble; of a surety she will blast
  thee where thou standest。〃
  I halted; and felt scared。 Indeed; my knees began to
  give way of their own mere motion; but reflection came
  to my aid。 I was an Englishman; and why; I asked
  myself; should I creep into the presence of some
  savage woman as though I were a monkey in fact as well
  as in name? I would not and could not do it; that is;
  unless I was absolutely sure that my life or comfort
  depended upon it。 If once I began to creep upon my
  knees I should always have to do so; and it would be a
  patent acknowledgment of inferiority。 So; fortified by
  an insular prejudice against 〃kootooing;〃 which has;
  like most of our so…called prejudices; a good deal of
  common…sense to recommend it; I marched in boldly
  after Billali。 I found myself in another apartment;
  considerably smaller than the ante…room; of which the
  walls were entirely hung with rich…looking curtains of
  the same make as those over the door; the work; as I
  subsequently discovered; of the mutes who sat in the
  ante…chamber and wove them in strips; which were
  afterwards sewn together。 Also; here and there about
  the room; were settees of a beautiful black wood of
  the ebony tribe; inlaid with ivory; and all over the
  floor were other tapestries; or rather rugs。 At the
  top end of this apartment was what appeared to be a
  recess; also draped with curtains; through which shone
  rays of light。 There was nobody in the place except
  ourselves。
  Painfully and slowly old Billali crept up the length
  of the cave; and with the most dignified stride that I
  could command I followed after him。 But I felt that it
  was more or less of a failure。 To begin with; it is
  not possible to look dignified when you are following
  in the wake of an old man writhing along on his
  stomach like a snake; and then; in order to go
  sufficiently slowly; either I had to keep my leg some
  seconds in the air at every step; or else to advance
  with a full stop between each stride; like Mary Queen
  of Scots going to execution in a play。 Billali was not
  good at crawling; I suppose his years stood in the
  way; and our progress up that apartment was a very
  long affair。 I was immediately behind him; and several
  times I was sorely tempted to help him on with a good
  kick。 It is so absurd to advance into the presence of
  savage royalty after the fashion of an Irishman
  driving a pig to market; for that is what we looked
  like; and the idea nearly made me burst out laughing
  then and there。 I had to work off my dangerous
  tendency to unseemly merriment by blowing my nose; a
  proceeding which filled old Billali with horror; for
  he looked over his shoulder and made a ghastly face at
  me; and I heard him murmur; 〃Oh; my poor Baboon!〃
  At last we reached the curtains; and here Billali
  collapsed flat on to his stomach; with his hands
  stretched out before him as though he were dead; and
  I; not knowing what to do; began to stare about the
  place。 But presently I dearly felt that somebody was
  looking at me from behind the curtains。 I could not
  see the person; but I could distinctly feel his or her
  gaze; and; what is more; it produced a very odd effect
  upon my nerves。 I was frightened; I do not know why。
  The place was a strange one; it is true; and looked
  lonely; notwithstanding its rich hangings and the soft
  glow of the lampsindeed; these accessories added to;
  rather than detracted from its loneliness; just as a
  lighted street at night has always a more solitary
  appearance than a dark one。 It was so silent in the
  place; and there lay Billali like one dead before the
  heavy curtains; through which the odor of perfume
  seemed to float up towards the gloom of the arched
  roof above。 Minute grew into minute; and still there
  was no sign of life; nor did the curtain move; but I
  felt the gaze of the unknown being sinking through and
  through me; and filling me with a nameless terror;
  till the perspiration stood in beads upon my brow。
  At length the curtain began to move。 Who could be
  behind it?some naked savage queen; a languishing
  Oriental beauty; or a nineteenth…century young lady;
  drinking afternoon tea。 I had not the slightest idea;
  and should not have been astonished at seeing any of
  the three。 I was getting beyond astonishment。 The
  curtain agitated itself a little; then suddenly
  between its folds there appeared a most beautiful
  white hand (white as snow); and with long; tapering
  fingers; ending in the pinkest nails。 The hand grasped
  the curtain and drew it aside; and as it did so I
  heard a voice; I think the softest and yet most
  silvery voice I ever heard。 It reminded me of the
  murmur of a brook。
  〃Stranger;〃 said the voice in Arabic; but much purer
  and more classical Arabic than the Amahagger talk
  〃stranger; wherefore art thou so much afraid?〃
  Now I flattered myself that in spite of my inward
  terrors I had kept a very fair command of my
  countenance; and was; therefore; a little astonished
  at this question。 Before I had made up my mind how to
  answer it; however; the curtain was drawn; and a tall
  figure stood before us。 I say a figure; for not only
  the body; but also the face was wrapped up in soft;
  white; gauzy material in such a way as at first sight
  to remind me most forcibly of a corpse in its grave…
  clothes。 And yet I do not know why it should have
  given me that idea; seeing that the wrappings were so
  thin that one could distinctly see the gleam of the
  pink flesh beneath them。 I suppose it was owing to the
  way in which they were arranged; either accidentally;
  or more probably by design。 Anyhow; I felt more
  frightened than ever at this ghostlike apparition; and
  my hair began to rise upon my head as the feeling
  crept over me that I was in the presence of something
  that was not canny。 I could; however; clearly
  distinguish that the swathed; mummy…like form before
  me was that of a tall and lovely woman; instinct with
  beauty in every part; and also with a certain
  snakelike grace which I had never seen anything to
  equal before。 When she moved a hand or foot her entire
  frame seemed to undulate; and the neck did not bend;
  it curved。
  〃Why art thou so frightened; stranger?〃 asked the
  sweet voice againa voice which seemed to draw the
  heart out of me; like the strains of softest music。
  〃Is there that about me that should affright a man?
  Then surely are men changed from what they used to
  be!〃 And with a little coquettish movement she turned
  herself; and held up one arm; so as to show all her
  loveliness and the rich hair of raven blackness that
  streamed in soft ripples down her snowy robes; almost
  to her sandalled feet。
  〃It is。 thy beauty that makes me fear; oh; queen;〃 I
  answered; humbly; scarcely knowing what to say; and I
  thought that as I did so I heard old Billali; who was
  still lying prostrate on the floor; mutter; 〃Good; my
  Baboon; good。〃
  〃I see that men still know how to beguile us women
  with false words。 Ah; stranger;〃 she answered; with a
  laugh that sounded like distant silver bells; 〃thou
  wast afraid because mine eyes were searching out thine
  heart; therefore wast thou afraid。 But; being but a
  woman; I forgive thee for the lie; for it was
  courteously said。 And now tell me; how came ye hither
  to this land of the dwellers among cavesa land of
  swamps and evil things and dead old shadows of the
  dead? What came ye for to see? How is it that ye hold
  your lives so cheap as to place them in the hollow of
  the hand of _i_ Hiya; _i_ into the hand of ' _i_ She…
  who…must…be obeyed _i_ '? Tell me also how come ye to
  know the tongue I talk。 It is an ancient tongue; that
  sweet child of the old Syriac。 Liveth it yet in the
  world? Thou seest I dwell among the caves and the
  dead; and nought know I of the affairs of men; nor
  have I cared to know。 I have lived; O stranger; with
  my memories; and my memories are in a grave that mine
  own hands hollowed; for truly hath it been said that
  the child of man maketh his own path evil〃; and her
  beautiful voice quivered; and broke in a note as soft
  as any wood…bird's。 Suddenly her eye fell upon the
  sprawling frame of Billali; and she seemed to
  recollect herself。
  〃Ah! thou art there; old man。 Tell me how it is that
  things have gone wrong in thy household。 Forsooth; it
  seems that these my guests were set upon。 Ay; and one
  was nigh to being slain by the hot pot to be eaten of
  those brutes; thy children; and had not the others
  fought gallantly they too had been slain; and not even
  I could have called back the life which had been
  loosed from the body。 What means it; old man? What
  hast thou to say that I should not give thee over to
  those who execute my vengeance?〃
  Her voice had risen in her anger; and it rang clear
  and cold against the rocky walls。 Also I thought I
  could see her eyes flash through the gau