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  But; as to reading them after I had got them; I might as well have
  copied the Chinese inscriptions of an immense collection of tea…
  chests; or the golden characters on all the great red and green
  bottles in the chemists’ shops!
  There was nothing for it; but to turn back and begin all over
  again。 It was very hard; but I turned back; though with a heavy
  heart; and began laboriously and methodically to plod over the
  same tedious ground at a snail’s pace; stopping to examine
  minutely every speck in the way; on all sides; and making the most
  desperate efforts to know these elusive characters by sight
  wherever I met them。 I was always punctual at the office; at the
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  Doctor’s too: and I really did work; as the common expression is;
  like a cart…horse。 One day; when I went to the Commons as usual; I
  found Mr。 Spenlow in the doorway looking extremely grave; and
  talking to himself。 As he was in the habit of complaining of pains
  in his head—he had naturally a short throat; and I do seriously
  believe he over…starched himself—I was at first alarmed by the
  idea that he was not quite right in that direction; but he soon
  relieved my uneasiness。
  Instead of returning my ‘Good morning’ with his usual
  affability; he looked at me in a distant; ceremonious manner; and
  coldly requested me to accompany him to a certain coffee…house;
  which; in those days; had a door opening into the Commons; just
  within the little archway in St。 Paul’s Churchyard。 I complied; in a
  very uncomfortable state; and with a warm shooting all over me;
  as if my apprehensions were breaking out into buds。 When I
  allowed him to go on a little before; on account of the narrowness
  of the way; I observed that he carried his head with a lofty air that
  was particularly unpromising; and my mind misgave me that he
  had found out about my darling Dora。
  If I had not guessed this; on the way to the coffee…house; I could
  hardly have failed to know what was the matter when I followed
  him into an upstairs room; and found Miss Murdstone there;
  supported by a background of sideboard; on which were several
  inverted tumblers sustaining lemons; and two of those
  extraordinary boxes; all corners and flutings; for sticking knives
  and forks in; which; happily for mankind; are now obsolete。
  Miss Murdstone gave me her chilly finger…nails; and sat
  severely rigid。 Mr。 Spenlow shut the door; motioned me to a chair;
  and stood on the hearth…rug in front of the fireplace。
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  ‘Have the goodness to show Mr。 Copperfield;’ said Mr。 Spenlow;
  what you have in your reticule; Miss Murdstone。’
  I believe it was the old identical steel…clasped reticule of my
  childhood; that shut up like a bite。 Compressing her lips; in
  sympathy with the snap; Miss Murdstone opened it—opening her
  mouth a little at the same time—and produced my last letter to
  Dora; teeming with expressions of devoted affection。
  ‘I believe that is your writing; Mr。 Copperfield?’ said Mr。
  Spenlow。
  I was very hot; and the voice I heard was very unlike mine;
  when I said; ‘It is; sir!’
  ‘If I am not mistaken;’ said Mr。 Spenlow; as Miss Murdstone
  brought a parcel of letters out of her reticule; tied round with the
  dearest bit of blue ribbon; ‘those are also from your pen; Mr。
  Copperfield?’
  I took them from her with a most desolate sensation; and;
  glancing at such phrases at the top; as ‘My ever dearest and own
  Dora;’ ‘My best beloved angel;’ ‘My blessed one for ever;’ and the
  like; blushed deeply; and inclined my head。
  ‘No; thank you!’ said Mr。 Spenlow; coldly; as I mechanically
  offered them back to him。 ‘I will not deprive you of them。 Miss
  Murdstone; be so good as to proceed!’
  That gentle creature; after a moment’s thoughtful survey of the
  carpet; delivered herself with much dry unction as follows。
  ‘I must confess to having entertained my suspicions of Miss
  Spenlow; in reference to David Copperfield; for some time。 I
  observed Miss Spenlow and David Copperfield; when they first
  met; and the impression made upon me then was not agreeable。
  The depravity of the human heart is such—’
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  ‘You will oblige me; ma’am;’ interrupted Mr。 Spenlow; ‘by
  confining yourself to facts。’
  Miss Murdstone cast down her eyes; shook her head as if
  protesting against this unseemly interruption; and with frowning
  dignity resumed:
  ‘Since I am to confine myself to facts; I will state them as dryly
  as I can。 Perhaps that will be considered an acceptable course of
  proceeding。 I have already said; sir; that I have had my suspicions
  of Miss Spenlow; in reference to David Copperfield; for some time。
  I have frequently endeavoured to find decisive corroboration of
  those suspicions; but without effect。 I have therefore forborne to
  mention them to Miss Spenlow’s father’; looking severely at him—
  ‘knowing how little disposition there usually is in such cases; to
  acknowledge the conscientious discharge of duty。’
  Mr。 Spenlow seemed quite cowed by the gentlemanly sternness
  of Miss Murdstone’s manner; and deprecated her severity with a
  conciliatory little wave of his hand。
  ‘On my return to Norwood; after the period of absence
  occasioned by my brother’s marriage;’ pursued Miss Murdstone in
  a disdainful voice; ‘and on the return of Miss Spenlow from her
  visit to her friend Miss Mills; I imagined that the manner of Miss
  Spenlow gave me greater occasion for suspicion than before。
  Therefore I watched Miss Spenlow closely。’
  Dear; tender little Dora; so unconscious of this Dragon’s eye!
  ‘Still;’ resumed Miss Murdstone; ‘I found no proof until last
  night。 It appeared to me that Miss Spenlow received too many
  letters from her friend Miss Mills; but Miss Mills being her friend
  with her father’s full concurrence;’ another telling blow at Mr。
  Spenlow; ‘it was not for me to interfere。 If I may not be permitted
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  to allude to the natural depravity of the human heart; at least I
  may—I must—be permitted; so far to refer to misplaced
  confidence。’
  Mr。 Spenlow apologetically murmured his assent。
  ‘Last evening after tea;’ pursued Miss Murdstone; ‘I observed
  the little dog starting; rolling; and growling about the drawing…
  room; worrying something。 I said to Miss Spenlow; “Dora; what is
  that the dog has in his mouth? It’s paper。” Miss Spenlow
  immediately put her hand to her frock; gave a sudden cry; and ran
  to the dog。 I interposed; and said; “Dora; my love; you must permit
  me。” ‘
  Oh Jip; miserable Spaniel; this wretchedness; then; was your
  work!
  ‘Miss Spenlow endeavoured;’ said Miss Murdstone; ‘to bribe me
  with kisses; work…boxes; and small articles of jewellery—that; of
  course; I pass over。 The little dog retreated under the sofa on my
  approaching him; and was with great difficulty dislodged by the
  fire…irons。 Even when dislodged; he still kept the letter in his
  mouth; and on my endeavouring to take it from him; at the
  imminent risk of being bitten; he kept it between his teeth so
  pertinaciously as to suffer himself to be held suspended in the air
  by means of the document。 At length I obtained possession of it。
  After perusing it; I taxed Miss Spenlow with having many such
  letters in her possession; and ultimately obtained from her the
  packet which is now in David Copperfield’s hand。’
  Here she ceased; and snapping her reticule again; and shutting
  her mouth; looked as if she might be broken; but could never be
  bent。
  ‘You have heard Miss Murdstone;’ said Mr。 Spenlow; turning to
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  me。 ‘I beg to ask; Mr。 Copperfield; if you have anything to say in
  reply?’
  The picture I had before me; of the beautiful little treasure of
  my heart; sobbing and crying all night—of her being alone;
  frightened; and wretched; then—of her having so piteously begged
  and prayed that stony…hearted woman to forgive her—of her
  having vainly offered her those kisses; work…boxes; and trinkets—
  of her being in such grievous distress; and all for me—very much
  impaired the little dignity I had been able to muster。 I am afraid I
  was in a tremulous state for a minute or so; though I did my best to
  disguise it。
  ‘There is nothing I can say; sir;’ I returned; ‘except that all the
  blame is mine。 Dora—’
  ‘Miss Spenlow; if you please;’ said her father; majestically。
  ‘—was induced and persuaded by me;’ I went on; swallowing
  that colder designation; ‘to consent to this concealment; and I
  bitterly regret it。’
  ‘You are very much to blame; sir;’ said Mr。 Spenlow; walking to
  and fro upon the hearth…rug; and emphasizing what he said with
  his whole body instead of his head; on account of the stiffness of
  his cravat and spine。 ‘You have done a stealthy and unbecoming
  action; Mr。 Copperfield。 When I take a gentleman to my house; no
  matter