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  ‘No; no;’ said Mr。 Peggotty。 ‘You doen’t ought—a married man
  like you—or what’s as good—to take and hull away a day’s work。
  And you doen’t ought to watch and work both。 That won’t do。 You
  go home and turn in。 You ain’t afeerd of Em’ly not being took good
  care on; I know。’ Ham yielded to this persuasion; and took his hat
  to go。 Even when he kissed her。—and I never saw him approach
  her; but I felt that nature had given him the soul of a gentleman—
  she seemed to cling closer to her uncle; even to the avoidance of
  her chosen husband。 I shut the door after him; that it might cause
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  no disturbance of the quiet that prevailed; and when I turned
  back; I found Mr。 Peggotty still talking to her。
  ‘Now; I’m a going upstairs to tell your aunt as Mas’r Davy’s
  here; and that’ll cheer her up a bit;’ he said。 ‘Sit ye down by the
  fire; the while; my dear; and warm those mortal cold hands。 You
  doen’t need to be so fearsome; and take on so much。 What? You’ll
  go along with me?—Well! come along with me—come! If her uncle
  was turned out of house and home; and forced to lay down in a
  dyke; Mas’r Davy;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; with no less pride than
  before; ‘it’s my belief she’d go along with him; now! But there’ll be
  someone else; soon;—someone else; soon; Em’ly!’
  Afterwards; when I went upstairs; as I passed the door of my
  little chamber; which was dark; I had an indistinct impression of
  her being within it; cast down upon the floor。 But; whether it was
  really she; or whether it was a confusion of the shadows in the
  room; I don’t know now。
  I had leisure to think; before the kitchen fire; of pretty little
  Emily’s dread of death—which; added to what Mr。 Omer had told
  me; I took to be the cause of her being so unlike herself—and I had
  leisure; before Peggotty came down; even to think more leniently
  of the weakness of it: as I sat counting the ticking of the clock; and
  deepening my sense of the solemn hush around me。 Peggotty took
  me in her arms; and blessed and thanked me over and over again
  for being such a comfort to her (that was what she said) in her
  distress。 She then entreated me to come upstairs; sobbing that Mr。
  Barkis had always liked me and admired me; that he had often
  talked of me; before he fell into a stupor; and that she believed; in
  case of his coming to himself again; he would brighten up at sight
  of me; if he could brighten up at any earthly thing。
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  The probability of his ever doing so; appeared to me; when I
  saw him; to be very small。 He was lying with his head and
  shoulders out of bed; in an uncomfortable attitude; half resting on
  the box which had cost him so much pain and trouble。 I learned;
  that; when he was past creeping out of bed to open it; and past
  assuring himself of its safety by means of the divining rod I had
  seen him use; he had required to have it placed on the chair at the
  bed…side; where he had ever since embraced it; night and day。 His
  arm lay on it now。 Time and the world were slipping from beneath
  him; but the box was there; and the last words he had uttered
  were (in an explanatory tone) ‘Old clothes!’
  ‘Barkis; my dear!’ said Peggotty; almost cheerfully: bending
  over him; while her brother and I stood at the bed’s foot。 ‘Here’s
  my dear boy—my dear boy; Master Davy; who brought us
  together; Barkis! That you sent messages by; you know! Won’t you
  speak to Master Davy?’
  He was as mute and senseless as the box; from which his form
  derived the only expression it had。
  ‘He’s a going out with the tide;’ said Mr。 Peggotty to me; behind
  his hand。
  My eyes were dim and so were Mr。 Peggotty’s; but I repeated in
  a whisper; ‘With the tide?’
  ‘People can’t die; along the coast;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; ’except
  when the tide’s pretty nigh out。 They can’t be born; unless it’s
  pretty nigh in—not properly born; till flood。 He’s a going out with
  the tide。 It’s ebb at half…arter three; slack water half an hour。 If he
  lives till it turns; he’ll hold his own till past the flood; and go out
  with the next tide。’
  We remained there; watching him; a long time—hours。 What
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  mysterious influence my presence had upon him in that state of
  his senses; I shall not pretend to say; but when he at last began to
  wander feebly; it is certain he was muttering about driving me to
  school。
  ‘He’s coming to himself;’ said Peggotty。
  Mr。 Peggotty touched me; and whispered with much awe and
  reverence。 ‘They are both a…going out fast。’
  ‘Barkis; my dear!’ said Peggotty。
  ‘C。 P。 Barkis;’ he cried faintly。 ‘No better woman anywhere!’
  ‘Look! Here’s Master Davy!’ said Peggotty。 For he now opened
  his eyes。
  I was on the point of asking him if he knew me; when he tried to
  stretch out his arm; and said to me; distinctly; with a pleasant
  smile:
  ‘Barkis is willin’!’
  And; it being low water; he went out with the tide。
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  Chapter 31
  A GREATER LOSS
  It was not difficult for me; on Peggotty’s solicitation; to resolve
  to stay where I was; until after the remains of the poor carrier
  should have made their last journey to Blunderstone。 She had
  long ago bought; out of her own savings; a little piece of ground in
  our old churchyard near the grave of ‘her sweet girl’; as she always
  called my mother; and there they were to rest。
  In keeping Peggotty company; and doing all I could for her
  (little enough at the utmost); I was as grateful; I rejoice to think; as
  even now I could wish myself to have been。 But I am afraid I had a
  supreme satisfaction; of a personal and professional nature; in
  taking charge of Mr。 Barkis’s will; and expounding its contents。
  I may claim the merit of having originated the suggestion that
  the will should be looked for in the box。 After some search; it was
  found in the box; at the bottom of a horse’s nose…bag; wherein
  (besides hay) there was discovered an old gold watch; with chain
  and seals; which Mr。 Barkis had worn on his wedding…day; and
  which had never been seen before or since; a silver tobacco…
  stopper; in the form of a leg; an imitation lemon; full of minute
  cups and saucers; which I have some idea Mr。 Barkis must have
  purchased to present to me when I was a child; and afterwards
  found himself unable to part with; eighty…seven guineas and a half;
  in guineas and half…guineas; two hundred and ten pounds; in
  perfectly clean Bank notes; certain receipts for Bank of England
  stock; an old horseshoe; a bad shilling; a piece of camphor; and an
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  oyster…shell。 From the circumstance of the latter article having
  been much polished; and displaying prismatic colours on the
  inside; I conclude that Mr。 Barkis had some general ideas about
  pearls; which never resolved themselves into anything definite。
  For years and years; Mr。 Barkis had carried this box; on all his
  journeys; every day。 That it might the better escape notice; he had
  invented a fiction that it belonged to ‘Mr。 Blackboy’; and was ‘to be
  left with Barkis till called for’; a fable he had elaborately written
  on the lid; in characters now scarcely legible。
  He had hoarded; all these years; I found; to good purpose。 His
  property in money amounted to nearly three thousand pounds。 Of
  this he bequeathed the interest of one thousand to Mr。 Peggotty
  for his life; on his decease; the principal to be equally divided
  between Peggotty; little Emily; and me; or the survivor or
  survivors of us; share and share alike。 All the rest he died
  possessed of; he bequeathed to Peggotty; whom he left residuary
  legatee; and sole executrix of that his last will and testament。
  I felt myself quite a proctor when I read this document aloud
  with all possible ceremony; and set forth its provisions; any
  number of times; to those whom they concerned。 I began to think
  there was more in the Commons than I had supposed。 I examined
  the will with the deepest attention; pronounced it perfectly formal
  in all respects; made a pencil…mark or so in the margin; and
  thought it rather extraordinary that I knew so much。
  In this abstruse pursuit; in making an account for Peggotty; of
  all the property into which she had come; in arranging all the
  affairs in an orderly manner; and in being her referee and adviser
  on every point; to our joint delight; I passed the week before the
  funeral。 I did not see little Emily in that interval; but they told me
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  she was to be quietly married in a fortnight。
  I did not attend the funeral in character; if I may venture to say
  so。 I mean I was not dressed up in a black coat and a streamer; to
  frighten the birds; but I walked over to Blunderstone early in the
  morning; and was in the churchyard when it came; attended only
  by Peggotty and her brother。 Th