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  have as much effect on her; as if I could do both。 She will take it so
  kindly that it will be a comfort and support to her。 It is no great
  effort to make; I am sure; for such a friend as she has been to me。
  Wouldn’t you go a day’s journey; if you were in my place?’
  His face was thoughtful; and he sat considering a little before he
  answered; in a low voice; ‘Well! Go。 You can do no harm。’
  ‘You have just come back;’ said I; ‘and it would be in vain to ask
  you to go with me?’
  ‘Quite;’ he returned。 ‘I am for Highgate tonight。 I have not seen
  my mother this long time; and it lies upon my conscience; for it’s
  something to be loved as she loves her prodigal son。—Bah!
  Nonsense!—You mean to go tomorrow; I suppose?’ he said;
  holding me out at arm’s length; with a hand on each of my
  shoulders。
  ‘Yes; I think so。’
  ‘Well; then; don’t go till next day。 I wanted you to come and stay
  a few days with us。 Here I am; on purpose to bid you; and you fly
  off to Yarmouth!’
  ‘You are a nice fellow to talk of flying off; Steerforth; who are
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  always running wild on some unknown expedition or other!’
  He looked at me for a moment without speaking; and then
  rejoined; still holding me as before; and giving me a shake:
  ‘Come! Say the next day; and pass as much of tomorrow as you
  can with us! Who knows when we may meet again; else? Come!
  Say the next day! I want you to stand between Rosa Dartle and
  me; and keep us asunder。’
  ‘Would you love each other too much; without me?’
  ‘Yes; or hate;’ laughed Steerforth; ‘no matter which。 Come! Say
  the next day!’
  I said the next day; and he put on his great…coat and lighted his
  cigar; and set off to walk home。 Finding him in this intention; I put
  on my own great…coat (but did not light my own cigar; having had
  enough of that for one while) and walked with him as far as the
  open road: a dull road; then; at night。 He was in great spirits all
  the way; and when we parted; and I looked after him going so
  gallantly and airily homeward; I thought of his saying; ‘Ride on
  over all obstacles; and win the race!’ and wished; for the first time;
  that he had some worthy race to run。
  I was undressing in my own room; when Mr。 Micawber’s letter
  tumbled on the floor。 Thus reminded of it; I broke the seal and
  read as follows。 It was dated an hour and a half before dinner。 I am
  not sure whether I have mentioned that; when Mr。 Micawber was
  at any particularly desperate crisis; he used a sort of legal
  phraseology; which he seemed to think equivalent to winding up
  his affairs。
  ‘SIR—for I dare not say my dear Copperfield;
  ‘It is expedient that I should inform you that the undersigned is
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  Crushed。 Some flickering efforts to spare you the premature
  knowledge of his calamitous position; you may observe in him this
  day; but hope has sunk beneath the horizon; and the undersigned
  is Crushed。
  ‘The present communication is penned within the personal
  range (I cannot call it the society) of an individual; in a state
  closely bordering on intoxication; employed by a broker。 That
  individual is in legal possession of the premises; under a distress
  for rent。 His inventory includes; not only the chattels and effects of
  every description belonging to the undersigned; as yearly tenant of
  this habitation; but also those appertaining to Mr。 Thomas
  Traddles; lodger; a member of the Honourable Society of the Inner
  Temple。
  ‘If any drop of gloom were wanting in the overflowing cup;
  which is now “commended” (in the language of an immortal
  Writer) to the lips of the undersigned; it would be found in the
  fact; that a friendly acceptance granted to the undersigned; by the
  before…mentioned Mr。 Thomas Traddles; for the sum of £23l 4s。
  9。d。 is over due; and is not provided for。 Also; in the fact that the
  living responsibilities clinging to the undersigned will; in the
  course of nature; be increased by the sum of one more helpless
  victim; whose miserable appearance may be looked for—in round
  numbers—at the expiration of a period not exceeding six lunar
  months from the present date。
  ‘After premising thus much; it would be a work of
  supererogation to add; that dust and ashes are for ever scattered
  ‘On
  ‘The
  ‘Head
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  ‘Of
  ‘WILKINS MICAWBER。’
  Poor Traddles! I knew enough of Mr。 Micawber by this time; to
  foresee that he might be expected to recover the blow; but my
  night’s rest was sorely distressed by thoughts of Traddles; and of
  the curate’s daughter; who was one of ten; down in Devonshire;
  and who was such a dear girl; and who would wait for Traddles
  (ominous praise!) until she was sixty; or any age that could be
  mentioned。
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  Chapter 29
  I VISIT STEERFORTH AT HIS HOME; AGAIN
  Imentioned to Mr。 Spenlow in the morning; that I wanted
  leave of absence for a short time; and as I was not in the
  receipt of any salary; and consequently was not obnoxious to
  the implacable Jorkins; there was no difficulty about it。 I took that
  opportunity; with my voice sticking in my throat; and my sight
  failing as I uttered the words; to express my hope that Miss
  Spenlow was quite well; to which Mr。 Spenlow replied; with no
  more emotion than if he had been speaking of an ordinary human
  being; that he was much obliged to me; and she was very well。
  We articled clerks; as germs of the patrician order of proctors;
  were treated with so much consideration; that I was almost my
  own master at all times。 As I did not care; however; to get to
  Highgate before one or two o’clock in the day; and as we had
  another little excommunication case in court that morning; which
  was called The office of the judge promoted by Tipkins against
  Bullock for his soul’s correction; I passed an hour or two in
  attendance on it with Mr。 Spenlow very agreeably。 It arose out of a
  scuffle between two churchwardens; one of whom was alleged to
  have pushed the other against a pump; the handle of which pump
  projecting into a school…house; which school…house was under a
  gable of the church…roof; made the push an ecclesiastical offence。
  It was an amusing case; and sent me up to Highgate; on the box of
  the stage…coach; thinking about the Commons; and what Mr。
  Spenlow had said about touching the Commons and bringing
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  down the country。
  Mrs。 Steerforth was pleased to see me; and so was Rosa Dartle。
  I was agreeably surprised to find that Littimer was not there; and
  that we were attended by a modest little parlour…maid; with blue
  ribbons in her cap; whose eye it was much more pleasant; and
  much less disconcerting; to catch by accident; than the eye of that
  respectable man。 But what I particularly observed; before I had
  been half…an…hour in the house; was the close and attentive watch
  Miss Dartle kept upon me; and the lurking manner in which she
  seemed to compare my face with Steerforth’s; and Steerforth’s
  with mine; and to lie in wait for something to come out between
  the two。 So surely as I looked towards her; did I see that eager
  visage; with its gaunt black eyes and searching brow; intent on
  mine; or passing suddenly from mine to Steerforth’s; or
  comprehending both of us at once。 In this lynx…like scrutiny she
  was so far from faltering when she saw I observed it; that at such a
  time she only fixed her piercing look upon me with a more intent
  expression still。 Blameless as I was; and knew that I was; in
  reference to any wrong she could possibly suspect me of; I shrunk
  before her strange eyes; quite unable to endure their hungry
  lustre。
  All day; she seemed to pervade the whole house。 If I talked to
  Steerforth in his room; I heard her dress rustle in the little gallery
  outside。 When he and I engaged in some of our old exercises on
  the lawn behind the house; I saw her face pass from window to
  window; like a wandering light; until it fixed itself in one; and
  watched us。 When we all four went out walking in the afternoon;
  she closed her thin hand on my arm like a spring; to keep me back;
  while Steerforth and his mother went on out of hearing: and then
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  spoke to me。
  ‘You have been a long time;’ she said; ‘without coming here。 Is
  your profession really so engaging and interesting as to absorb
  your whole attention? I ask because I always want to be informed;
  when I am ignorant。 Is it really; though?’
  I replied that I liked it well enough; but that I certainly could
  not claim so much for it。
  ‘Oh! I am glad to know that; because I always like to be put
  right when I am wrong;’ said Rosa Dartle。 ‘You mean it is a little
  dry; perhaps?’
  ‘Well;’ I replied; ‘perhaps it was a little dry。’
  ‘Oh! and that’s a reason why you want relief and change—
  excitement and all that?’ said she。 ‘A