第 84 节
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  and make it a brisk one! and Mr。 Peggotty; unless you can induce
  your gentle niece to come back (for whom I vacate this seat in the
  corner); I shall go。 Any gap at your fireside on such a night—such
  a gap least of all—I wouldn’t make; for the wealth of the Indies!’
  So Mr。 Peggotty went into my old room to fetch little Em’ly。 At
  first little Em’ly didn’t like to come; and then Ham went。 Presently
  they brought her to the fireside; very much confused; and very
  shy;—but she soon became more assured when she found how
  gently and respectfully Steerforth spoke to her; how skilfully he
  avoided anything that would embarrass her; how he talked to Mr。
  Peggotty of boats; and ships; and tides; and fish; how he referred
  to me about the time when he had seen Mr。 Peggotty at Salem
  House; how delighted he was with the boat and all belonging to it;
  how lightly and easily he carried on; until he brought us; by
  degrees; into a charmed circle; and we were all talking away
  without any reserve。
  Em’ly; indeed; said little all the evening; but she looked; and
  listened; and her face got animated; and she was charming。
  Steerforth told a story of a dismal shipwreck (which arose out of
  his talk with Mr。 Peggotty); as if he saw it all before him—and little
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  Em’ly’s eyes were fastened on him all the time; as if she saw it too。
  He told us a merry adventure of his own; as a relief to that; with as
  much gaiety as if the narrative were as fresh to him as it was to
  us—and little Em’ly laughed until the boat rang with the musical
  sounds; and we all laughed (Steerforth too); in irresistible
  sympathy with what was so pleasant and light…hearted。 He got Mr。
  Peggotty to sing; or rather to roar; ‘When the stormy winds do
  blow; do blow; do blow’; and he sang a sailor’s song himself; so
  pathetically and beautifully; that I could have almost fancied that
  the real wind creeping sorrowfully round the house; and
  murmuring low through our unbroken silence; was there to listen。
  As to Mrs。 Gummidge; he roused that victim of despondency
  with a success never attained by anyone else (so Mr。 Peggotty
  informed me); since the decease of the old one。 He left her so little
  leisure for being miserable; that she said next day she thought she
  must have been bewitched。
  But he set up no monopoly of the general attention; or the
  conversation。 When little Em’ly grew more courageous; and talked
  (but still bashfully) across the fire to me; of our old wanderings
  upon the beach; to pick up shells and pebbles; and when I asked
  her if she recollected how I used to be devoted to her; and when
  we both laughed and reddened; casting these looks back on the
  pleasant old times; so unreal to look at now; he was silent and
  attentive; and observed us thoughtfully。 She sat; at this time; and
  all the evening; on the old locker in her old little corner by the
  fire—Ham beside her; where I used to sit。 I could not satisfy
  myself whether it was in her own little tormenting way; or in a
  maidenly reserve before us; that she kept quite close to the wall;
  and away from him; but I observed that she did so; all the evening。
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  As I remember; it was almost midnight when we took our leave。
  We had had some biscuit and dried fish for supper; and Steerforth
  had produced from his pocket a full flask of Hollands; which we
  men (I may say we men; now; without a blush) had emptied。 We
  parted merrily; and as they all stood crowded round the door to
  light us as far as they could upon our road; I saw the sweet blue
  eyes of little Em’ly peeping after us; from behind Ham; and heard
  her soft voice calling to us to be careful how we went。
  ‘A most engaging little Beauty!’ said Steerforth; taking my arm。
  ‘Well! It’s a quaint place; and they are quaint company; and it’s
  quite a new sensation to mix with them。’
  ‘How fortunate we are; too;’ I returned; ‘to have arrived to
  witness their happiness in that intended marriage! I never saw
  people so happy。 How delightful to see it; and to be made the
  sharers in their honest joy; as we have been!’
  ‘That’s rather a chuckle…headed fellow for the girl; isn’t he?’
  said Steerforth。
  He had been so hearty with him; and with them all; that I felt a
  shock in this unexpected and cold reply。 But turning quickly upon
  him; and seeing a laugh in his eyes; I answered; much relieved:
  ‘Ah; Steerforth! It’s well for you to joke about the poor! You
  may skirmish with Miss Dartle; or try to hide your sympathies in
  jest from me; but I know better。 When I see how perfectly you
  understand them; how exquisitely you can enter into happiness
  like this plain fisherman’s; or humour a love like my old nurse’s; I
  know that there is not a joy or sorrow; not an emotion; of such
  people; that can be indifferent to you。 And I admire and love you
  for it; Steerforth; twenty times the more!’
  He stopped; and; looking in my face; said; ‘Daisy; I believe you
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  are in earnest; and are good。 I wish we all were!’ Next moment he
  was gaily singing Mr。 Peggotty’s song; as we walked at a round
  pace back to Yarmouth。
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  SOME OLD SCENES; AND SOME NEW PEOPLE
  Steerforth and I stayed for more than a fortnight in that part
  of the country。 We were very much together; I need not
  say; but occasionally we were asunder for some hours at a
  time。 He was a good sailor; and I was but an indifferent one; and
  when he went out boating with Mr。 Peggotty; which was a
  favourite amusement of his; I generally remained ashore。 My
  occupation of Peggotty’s spare…room put a constraint upon me;
  from which he was free: for; knowing how assiduously she
  attended on Mr。 Barkis all day; I did not like to remain out late at
  night; whereas Steerforth; lying at the Inn; had nothing to consult
  but his own humour。 Thus it came about; that I heard of his
  making little treats for the fishermen at Mr。 Peggotty’s house of
  call; ‘The Willing Mind’; after I was in bed; and of his being afloat;
  wrapped in fishermen’s clothes; whole moonlight nights; and
  coming back when the morning tide was at flood。 By this time;
  however; I knew that his restless nature and bold spirits delighted
  to find a vent in rough toil and hard weather; as in any other
  means of excitement that presented itself freshly to him; so none
  of his proceedings surprised me。
  Another cause of our being sometimes apart; was; that I had
  naturally an interest in going over to Blunderstone; and revisiting
  the old familiar scenes of my childhood; while Steerforth; after
  being there once; had naturally no great interest in going there
  again。 Hence; on three or four days that I can at once recall; we
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  went our several ways after an early breakfast; and met again at a
  late dinner。 I had no idea how he employed his time in the
  interval; beyond a general knowledge that he was very popular in
  the place; and had twenty means of actively diverting himself
  where another man might not have found one。
  For my own part; my occupation in my solitary pilgrimages was
  to recall every yard of the old road as I went along it; and to haunt
  the old spots; of which I never tired。 I haunted them; as my
  memory had often done; and lingered among them as my younger
  thoughts had lingered when I was far away。 The grave beneath the
  tree; where both my parents lay—on which I had looked out; when
  it was my father’s only; with such curious feelings of compassion;
  and by which I had stood; so desolate; when it was opened to
  receive my pretty mother and her baby—the grave which
  Peggotty’s own faithful care had ever since kept neat; and made a
  garden of; I walked near; by the hour。 It lay a little off the
  churchyard path; in a quiet corner; not so far removed but I could
  read the names upon the stone as I walked to and fro; startled by
  the sound of the church…bell when it struck the hour; for it was like
  a departed voice to me。 My reflections at these times were always
  associated with the figure I was to make in life; and the
  distinguished things I was to do。 My echoing footsteps went to no
  other tune; but were as constant to that as if I had come home to
  build my castles in the air at a living mother’s side。
  There were great changes in my old home。 The ragged nests; so
  long deserted by the rooks; were gone; and the trees were lopped
  and topped out of their remembered shapes。 The garden had run
  wild; and half the windows of the house were shut up。 It was
  occupied; but only by a poor lunatic gentleman; and the people
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  who took care of him。 He was always sitting at my little window;
  looking out into the churchyard; and I wondered whether his
  rambling thoughts ever went upon any of the fancies that used to
  occupy mine; on the rosy mornings when