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  conscientious gentleman; and if I had not implicit reliance on my
  son; I should have reliance on him。’
  ‘Should you?’ said Miss Dartle。 ‘Dear me! Conscientious; is he?
  Really conscientious; now?’
  ‘Yes; I am convinced of it;’ said Mrs。 Steerforth。
  ‘How very nice!’ exclaimed Miss Dartle。 ‘What a comfort! Really
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  conscientious? Then he’s not—but of course he can’t be; if he’s
  really conscientious。 Well; I shall be quite happy in my opinion of
  him; from this time。 You can’t think how it elevates him in my
  opinion; to know for certain that he’s really conscientious!’
  Her own views of every question; and her correction of
  everything that was said to which she was opposed; Miss Dartle
  insinuated in the same way: sometimes; I could not conceal from
  myself; with great power; though in contradiction even of
  Steerforth。 An instance happened before dinner was done。 Mrs。
  Steerforth speaking to me about my intention of going down into
  Suffolk; I said at hazard how glad I should be; if Steerforth would
  only go there with me; and explaining to him that I was going to
  see my old nurse; and Mr。 Peggotty’s family; I reminded him of the
  boatman whom he had seen at school。
  ‘Oh! That bluff fellow!’ said Steerforth。 ‘He had a son with him;
  hadn’t he?’
  ‘No。 That was his nephew;’ I replied; ‘whom he adopted;
  though; as a son。 He has a very pretty little niece too; whom he
  adopted as a daughter。 In short; his house—or rather his boat; for
  he lives in one; on dry land—is full of people who are objects of his
  generosity and kindness。 You would be delighted to see that
  household。’
  ‘Should I?’ said Steerforth。 ‘Well; I think I should。 I must see
  what can be done。 It would be worth a journey (not to mention the
  pleasure of a journey with you; Daisy); to see that sort of people
  together; and to make one of ’em。’
  My heart leaped with a new hope of pleasure。 But it was in
  reference to the tone in which he had spoken of ‘that sort of
  people’; that Miss Dartle; whose sparkling eyes had been watchful
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  of us; now broke in again。
  ‘Oh; but; really? Do tell me。 Are they; though?’ she said。
  ‘Are they what? And are who what?’ said Steerforth。
  ‘That sort of people。—Are they really animals and clods; and
  beings of another order? I want to know so much。’
  ‘Why; there’s a pretty wide separation between them and us;’
  said Steerforth; with indifference。 ‘They are not to be expected to
  be as sensitive as we are。 Their delicacy is not to be shocked; or
  hurt easily。 They are wonderfully virtuous; I dare say—some
  people contend for that; at least; and I am sure I don’t want to
  contradict them—but they have not very fine natures; and they
  may be thankful that; like their coarse rough skins; they are not
  easily wounded。’
  ‘Really!’ said Miss Dartle。 ‘Well; I don’t know; now; when I have
  been better pleased than to hear that。 It’s so consoling! It’s such a
  delight to know that; when they suffer; they don’t feel! Sometimes
  I have been quite uneasy for that sort of people; but now I shall
  just dismiss the idea of them; altogether。 Live and learn。 I had my
  doubts; I confess; but now they’re cleared up。 I didn’t know; and
  now I do know; and that shows the advantage of asking—don’t it?’
  I believed that Steerforth had said what he had; in jest; or to
  draw Miss Dartle out; and I expected him to say as much when she
  was gone; and we two were sitting before the fire。 But he merely
  asked me what I thought of her。
  ‘She is very clever; is she not?’ I asked。
  ‘Clever! She brings everything to a grindstone;’ said Steerforth;
  and sharpens it; as she has sharpened her own face and figure
  these years past。 She has worn herself away by constant
  sharpening。 She is all edge。’
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  ‘What a remarkable scar that is upon her lip!’ I said。
  Steerforth’s face fell; and he paused a moment。
  ‘Why; the fact is;’ he returned; ‘I did that。’
  ‘By an unfortunate accident!’
  ‘No。 I was a young boy; and she exasperated me; and I threw a
  hammer at her。 A promising young angel I must have been!’ I was
  deeply sorry to have touched on such a painful theme; but that
  was useless now。
  ‘She has borne the mark ever since; as you see;’ said Steerforth;
  ‘and she’ll bear it to her grave; if she ever rests in one—though I
  can hardly believe she will ever rest anywhere。 She was the
  motherless child of a sort of cousin of my father’s。 He died one day。
  My mother; who was then a widow; brought her here to be
  company to her。 She has a couple of thousand pounds of her own;
  and saves the interest of it every year; to add to the principal。
  There’s the history of Miss Rosa Dartle for you。’
  ‘And I have no doubt she loves you like a brother?’ said I。
  ‘Humph!’ retorted Steerforth; looking at the fire。 ‘Some
  brothers are not loved over much; and some love—but help
  yourself; Copperfield! We’ll drink the daisies of the field; in
  compliment to you; and the lilies of the valley that toil not; neither
  do they spin; in compliment to me—the more shame for me!’ A
  moody smile that had overspread his features cleared off as he
  said this merrily; and he was his own frank; winning self again。
  I could not help glancing at the scar with a painful interest
  when we went in to tea。 It was not long before I observed that it
  was the most susceptible part of her face; and that; when she
  turned pale; that mark altered first; and became a dull; leadcoloured streak; lengthening out to its full extent; like a mark in
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  invisible ink brought to the fire。 There was a little altercation
  between her and Steerforth about a cast of the dice at back
  gammon—when I thought her; for one moment; in a storm of rage;
  and then I saw it start forth like the old writing on the wall。
  It was no matter of wonder to me to find Mrs。 Steerforth
  devoted to her son。 She seemed to be able to speak or think about
  nothing else。 She showed me his picture as an infant; in a locket;
  with some of his baby…hair in it; she showed me his picture as he
  had been when I first knew him; and she wore at her breast his
  picture as he was now。 All the letters he had ever written to her;
  she kept in a cabinet near her own chair by the fire; and she would
  have read me some of them; and I should have been very glad to
  hear them too; if he had not interposed; and coaxed her out of the
  design。
  ‘It was at Mr。 Creakle’s; my son tells me; that you first became
  acquainted;’ said Mrs。 Steerforth; as she and I were talking at one
  table; while they played backgammon at another。 ‘Indeed; I
  recollect his speaking; at that time; of a pupil younger than himself
  who had taken his fancy there; but your name; as you may
  suppose; has not lived in my memory。’
  ‘He was very generous and noble to me in those days; I assure
  you; ma’am;’ said I; ‘and I stood in need of such a friend。 I should
  have been quite crushed without him。’
  ‘He is always generous and noble;’ said Mrs。 Steerforth;
  proudly。
  I subscribed to this with all my heart; God knows。 She knew I
  did; for the stateliness of her manner already abated towards me;
  except when she spoke in praise of him; and then her air was
  always lofty。
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  ‘It was not a fit school generally for my son;’ said she; ‘far from
  it; but there were particular circumstances to be considered at the
  time; of more importance even than that selection。 My son’s high
  spirit made it desirable that he should be placed with some man
  who felt its superiority; and would be content to bow himself
  before it; and we found such a man there。’
  I knew that; knowing the fellow。 And yet I did not despise him
  the more for it; but thought it a redeeming quality in him if he
  could be allowed any grace for not resisting one so irresistible as
  Steerforth。
  ‘My son’s great capacity was tempted on; there; by a feeling of
  voluntary emulation and conscious pride;’ the fond lady went on to
  say。 ‘He would have risen against all constraint; but he found
  himself the monarch of the place; and he haughtily determined to
  be worthy of his station。 It was like himself。’
  I echoed; with all my heart and soul; that it was like himself。
  ‘So my son took; of his own will; and on no compulsion; to the
  course in which he can always; when it is his pleasure; outstrip
  every competitor;’ she pursued。 ‘My son informs me; Mr。
  Copperfield; that you were quite devoted to him; and that when
  you met yesterday you made yourself known to him with tears of
  joy。 I should be an affected woman if I made any pretence of being
  surprised by my son’s inspiring such emotions; but I cannot be
  indifferent to anyone who is so sensible of his merit; and I am very
  glad to see you here; and can assure you that he