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  invitation I was only too proud and happy to accept。 It being now
  pretty late; we took our candles and went upstairs; where we
  parted with friendly heartiness at his door; and where I found my
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  new room a great improvement on my old one; it not being at all
  musty; and having an immense four…post bedstead in it; which was
  quite a little landed estate。 Here; among pillows enough for six; I
  soon fell asleep in a blissful condition; and dreamed of ancient
  Rome; Steerforth; and friendship; until the early morning coaches;
  rumbling out of the archway underneath; made me dream of
  thunder and the gods。
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  Chapter 20
  STEERFORTH’S HOME
  When the chambermaid tapped at my door at eight
  o’clock; and informed me that my shaving…water was
  outside; I felt severely the having no occasion for it;
  and blushed in my bed。 The suspicion that she laughed too; when
  she said it; preyed upon my mind all the time I was dressing; and
  gave me; I was conscious; a sneaking and guilty air when I passed
  her on the staircase; as I was going down to breakfast。 I was so
  sensitively aware; indeed; of being younger than I could have
  wished; that for some time I could not make up my mind to pass
  her at all; under the ignoble circumstances of the case; but;
  hearing her there with a broom; stood peeping out of window at
  King Charles on horseback; surrounded by a maze of hackney…
  coaches; and looking anything but regal in a drizzling rain and a
  dark…brown fog; until I was admonished by the waiter that the
  gentleman was waiting for me。
  It was not in the coffee…room that I found Steerforth expecting
  me; but in a snug private apartment; red…curtained and Turkey…
  carpeted; where the fire burnt bright; and a fine hot breakfast was
  set forth on a table covered with a clean cloth; and a cheerful
  miniature of the room; the fire; the breakfast; Steerforth; and all;
  was shining in the little round mirror over the sideboard。 I was
  rather bashful at first; Steerforth being so self…possessed; and
  elegant; and superior to me in all respects (age included); but his
  easy patronage soon put that to rights; and made me quite at
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  home。 I could not enough admire the change he had wrought in
  the Golden Cross; or compare the dull forlorn state I had held
  yesterday; with this morning’s comfort and this morning’s
  entertainment。 As to the waiter’s familiarity; it was quenched as if
  it had never been。 He attended on us; as I may say; in sackcloth
  and ashes。
  ‘Now; Copperfield;’ said Steerforth; when we were alone; ‘I
  should like to hear what you are doing; and where you are going;
  and all about you。 I feel as if you were my property。’ Glowing with
  pleasure to find that he had still this interest in me; I told him how
  my aunt had proposed the little expedition that I had before me;
  and whither it tended。
  ‘As you are in no hurry; then;’ said Steerforth; ‘come home with
  me to Highgate; and stay a day or two。 You will be pleased with my
  mother—she is a little vain and prosy about me; but that you can
  forgive her—and she will be pleased with you。’
  ‘I should like to be as sure of that; as you are kind enough to say
  you are;’ I answered; smiling。
  ‘Oh!’ said Steerforth; ’everyone who likes me; has a claim on
  her that is sure to be acknowledged。’
  ‘Then I think I shall be a favourite;’ said I。
  ‘Good!’ said Steerforth。 ‘Come and prove it。 We will go and see
  the lions for an hour or two—it’s something to have a fresh fellow
  like you to show them to; Copperfield—and then we’ll journey out
  to Highgate by the coach。’
  I could hardly believe but that I was in a dream; and that I
  should wake presently in number forty…four; to the solitary box in
  the coffee…room and the familiar waiter again。 After I had written
  to my aunt and told her of my fortunate meeting with my admired
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  old schoolfellow; and my acceptance of his invitation; we went out
  in a hackney…chariot; and saw a Panorama and some other sights;
  and took a walk through the Museum; where I could not help
  observing how much Steerforth knew; on an infinite variety of
  subjects; and of how little account he seemed to make his
  knowledge。
  ‘You’ll take a high degree at college; Steerforth;’ said I; ‘if you
  have not done so already; and they will have good reason to be
  proud of you。’
  ‘I take a degree!’ cried Steerforth。 ‘Not I! my dear Daisy—will
  you mind my calling you Daisy?’
  ‘Not at all!’ said I。
  ‘That’s a good fellow! My dear Daisy;’ said Steerforth; laughing。
  ‘I have not the least desire or intention to distinguish myself in
  that way。 I have done quite sufficient for my purpose。 I find that I
  am heavy company enough for myself as I am。’
  ‘But the fame—’ I was beginning。
  ‘You romantic Daisy!’ said Steerforth; laughing still more
  heartily: ‘why should I trouble myself; that a parcel of heavy…
  headed fellows may gape and hold up their hands? Let them do it
  at some other man。 There’s fame for him; and he’s welcome to it。’
  I was abashed at having made so great a mistake; and was glad
  to change the subject。 Fortunately it was not difficult to do; for
  Steerforth could always pass from one subject to another with a
  carelessness and lightness that were his own。
  Lunch succeeded to our sight…seeing; and the short winter day
  wore away so fast; that it was dusk when the stage…coach stopped
  with us at an old brick house at Highgate on the summit of the hill。
  An elderly lady; though not very far advanced in years; with a
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  proud carriage and a handsome face; was in the doorway as we
  alighted; and greeting Steerforth as ‘My dearest James;’ folded
  him in her arms。 To this lady he presented me as his mother; and
  she gave me a stately welcome。
  It was a genteel old…fashioned house; very quiet and orderly。
  From the windows of my room I saw all London lying in the
  distance like a great vapour; with here and there some lights
  twinkling through it。 I had only time; in dressing; to glance at the
  solid furniture; the framed pieces of work (done; I supposed; by
  Steerforth’s mother when she was a girl); and some pictures in
  crayons of ladies with powdered hair and bodices; coming and
  going on the walls; as the newly…kindled fire crackled and
  sputtered; when I was called to dinner。
  There was a second lady in the dining…room; of a slight short
  figure; dark; and not agreeable to look at; but with some
  appearance of good looks too; who attracted my attention: perhaps
  because I had not expected to see her; perhaps because I found
  myself sitting opposite to her; perhaps because of something really
  remarkable in her。 She had black hair and eager black eyes; and
  was thin; and had a scar upon her lip。 It was an old scar—I should
  rather call it seam; for it was not discoloured; and had healed
  years ago—which had once cut through her mouth; downward
  towards the chin; but was now barely visible across the table;
  except above and on her upper lip; the shape of which it had
  altered。 I concluded in my own mind that she was about thirty
  years of age; and that she wished to be married。 She was a little
  dilapidated—like a house—with having been so long to let; yet
  had; as I have said; an appearance of good looks。 Her thinness
  seemed to be the effect of some wasting fire within her; which
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  found a vent in her gaunt eyes。
  She was introduced as Miss Dartle; and both Steerforth and his
  mother called her Rosa。 I found that she lived there; and had been
  for a long time Mrs。 Steerforth’s companion。 It appeared to me
  that she never said anything she wanted to say; outright; but
  hinted it; and made a great deal more of it by this practice。 For
  example; when Mrs。 Steerforth observed; more in jest than
  earnest; that she feared her son led but a wild life at college; Miss
  Dartle put in thus:
  ‘Oh; really? You know how ignorant I am; and that I only ask
  for information; but isn’t it always so? I thought that kind of life
  was on all hands understood to be—eh?’
  ‘It is education for a very grave profession; if you mean that;
  Rosa;’ Mrs。 Steerforth answered with some coldness。
  ‘Oh! Yes! That’s very true;’ returned Miss Dartle。 ‘But isn’t it;
  though?—I want to be put right; if I am wrong—isn’t it; really?’
  ‘Really what?’ said Mrs。 Steerforth。
  ‘Oh! You mean it’s not!’ returned Miss Dartle。 ‘Well; I’m very
  glad to hear it! Now; I know what to do! That’s the advantage of
  asking。 I shall never allow people to talk before me about
  wastefulness and profligacy; and so forth; in connexion with that
  life; any more。’
  ‘And you will be right;’ said Mrs。 Steerforth。 ‘My son’s tutor is a
  conscientious gentleman; and if I had not implicit reliance o