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  the same sedate; immovable manner; and that there was no hope
  of making him relax a muscle of his face; he added: ‘However; I
  have said what I came to say; and; with another apology for this
  intrusion; I may take myself off。 Of course I shall observe your
  directions; in considering the matter as one to be arranged
  between you and me solely; and not to be referred to; up at the
  Doctor’s。’
  ‘Have you dined?’ asked Mr。 Wickfield; with a motion of his
  hand towards the table。
  ‘Thank’ee。 I am going to dine;’ said Mr。 Maldon; ‘with my
  cousin Annie。 Good…bye!’
  Mr。 Wickfield; without rising; looked after him thoughtfully as
  he went out。 He was rather a shallow sort of young gentleman; I
  thought; with a handsome face; a rapid utterance; and a confident;
  bold air。 And this was the first I ever saw of Mr。 Jack Maldon;
  whom I had not expected to see so soon; when I heard the Doctor
  speak of him that morning。
  When we had dined; we went upstairs again; where everything
  went on exactly as on the previous day。 Agnes set the glasses and
  decanters in the same corner; and Mr。 Wickfield sat down to drink;
  and drank a good deal。 Agnes played the piano to him; sat by him;
  and worked and talked; and played some games at dominoes with
  me。 In good time she made tea; and afterwards; when I brought
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  down my books; looked into them; and showed me what she knew
  of them (which was no slight matter; though she said it was); and
  what was the best way to learn and understand them。 I see her;
  with her modest; orderly; placid manner; and I hear her beautiful
  calm voice; as I write these words。 The influence for all good;
  which she came to exercise over me at a later time; begins already
  to descend upon my breast。 I love little Em’ly; and I don’t love
  Agnes—no; not at all in that way—but I feel that there are
  goodness; peace; and truth; wherever Agnes is; and that the soft
  light of the coloured window in the church; seen long ago; falls on
  her always; and on me when I am near her; and on everything
  around。
  The time having come for her withdrawal for the night; and she
  having left us; I gave Mr。 Wickfield my hand; preparatory to going
  away myself。 But he checked me and said: ‘Should you like to stay
  with us; Trotwood; or to go elsewhere?’
  ‘To stay;’ I answered; quickly。
  ‘You are sure?’
  ‘If you please。 If I may!’
  ‘Why; it’s but a dull life that we lead here; boy; I am afraid;’ he
  said。
  ‘Not more dull for me than Agnes; sir。 Not dull at all!’
  ‘Than Agnes;’ he repeated; walking slowly to the great chimney…
  piece; and leaning against it。 ‘Than Agnes!’
  He had drank wine that evening (or I fancied it); until his eyes
  were bloodshot。 Not that I could see them now; for they were cast
  down; and shaded by his hand; but I had noticed them a little
  while before。
  ‘Now I wonder;’ he muttered; ‘whether my Agnes tires of me。
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  When should I ever tire of her! But that’s different; that’s quite
  different。’
  He was musing; not speaking to me; so I remained quiet。
  ‘A dull old house;’ he said; ‘and a monotonous life; but I must
  have her near me。 I must keep her near me。 If the thought that I
  may die and leave my darling; or that my darling may die and
  leave me; comes like a spectre; to distress my happiest hours; and
  is only to be drowned in—’
  He did not supply the word; but pacing slowly to the place
  where he had sat; and mechanically going through the action of
  pouring wine from the empty decanter; set it down and paced
  back again。
  ‘If it is miserable to bear; when she is here;’ he said; ‘what
  would it be; and she away? No; no; no。 I cannot try that。’
  He leaned against the chimney…piece; brooding so long that I
  could not decide whether to run the risk of disturbing him by
  going; or to remain quietly where I was; until he should come out
  of his reverie。 At length he aroused himself; and looked about the
  room until his eyes encountered mine。
  ‘Stay with us; Trotwood; eh?’ he said in his usual manner; and
  as if he were answering something I had just said。 ‘I am glad of it。
  You are company to us both。 It is wholesome to have you here。
  Wholesome for me; wholesome for Agnes; wholesome perhaps for
  all of us。’
  ‘I am sure it is for me; sir;’ I said。 ‘I am so glad to be here。’
  ‘That’s a fine fellow!’ said Mr。 Wickfield。 ‘As long as you are
  glad to be here; you shall stay here。’ He shook hands with me upon
  it; and clapped me on the back; and told me that when I had
  anything to do at night after Agnes had left us; or when I wished to
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  read for my own pleasure; I was free to come down to his room; if
  he were there and if I desired it for company’s sake; and to sit with
  him。 I thanked him for his consideration; and; as he went down
  soon afterwards; and I was not tired; went down too; with a book
  in my hand; to avail myself; for half…an…hour; of his permission。
  But; seeing a light in the little round office; and immediately
  feeling myself attracted towards Uriah Heep; who had a sort of
  fascination for me; I went in there instead。 I found Uriah reading a
  great fat book; with such demonstrative attention; that his lank
  forefinger followed up every line as he read; and made clammy
  tracks along the page (or so I fully believed) like a snail。
  ‘You are working late tonight; Uriah;’ says I。
  ‘Yes; Master Copperfield;’ says Uriah。
  As I was getting on the stool opposite; to talk to him more
  conveniently; I observed that he had not such a thing as a smile
  about him; and that he could only widen his mouth and make two
  hard creases down his cheeks; one on each side; to stand for one。
  ‘I am not doing office…work; Master Copperfield;’ said Uriah。
  ‘What work; then?’ I asked。
  ‘I am improving my legal knowledge; Master Copperfield;’ said
  Uriah。 ‘I am going through Tidd’s Practice。 Oh; what a writer Mr。
  Tidd is; Master Copperfield!’
  My stool was such a tower of observation; that as I watched him
  reading on again; after this rapturous exclamation; and following
  up the lines with his forefinger; I observed that his nostrils; which
  were thin and pointed; with sharp dints in them; had a singular
  and most uncomfortable way of expanding and contracting
  themselves—that they seemed to twinkle instead of his eyes;
  which hardly ever twinkled at all。
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  ‘I suppose you are quite a great lawyer?’ I said; after looking at
  him for some time。
  ‘Me; Master Copperfield?’ said Uriah。 ‘Oh; no! I’m a very umble
  person。’
  It was no fancy of mine about his hands; I observed; for he
  frequently ground the palms against each other as if to squeeze
  them dry and warm; besides often wiping them; in a stealthy way;
  on his pocket…handkerchief。
  ‘I am well aware that I am the umblest person going;’ said
  Uriah Heep; modestly; ‘let the other be where he may。 My mother
  is likewise a very umble person。 We live in a numble abode;
  Master Copperfield; but have much to be thankful for。 My father’s
  former calling was umble。 He was a sexton。’
  ‘What is he now?’ I asked。
  ‘He is a partaker of glory at present; Master Copperfield;’ said
  Uriah Heep。 ‘But we have much to be thankful for。 How much
  have I to be thankful for in living with Mr。 Wickfield!’
  I asked Uriah if he had been with Mr。 Wickfield long?
  ‘I have been with him; going on four year; Master Copperfield;’
  said Uriah; shutting up his book; after carefully marking the place
  where he had left off。 ‘Since a year after my father’s death。 How
  much have I to be thankful for; in that! How much have I to be
  thankful for; in Mr。 Wickfield’s kind intention to give me my
  articles; which would otherwise not lay within the umble means of
  mother and self!’
  ‘Then; when your articled time is over; you’ll be a regular
  lawyer; I suppose?’ said I。
  ‘With the blessing of Providence; Master Copperfield;’ returned
  Uriah。
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  ‘Perhaps you’ll be a partner in Mr。 Wickfield’s business; one of
  these days;’ I said; to make myself agreeable; ‘and it will be
  Wickfield and Heep; or Heep late Wickfield。’
  ‘Oh no; Master Copperfield;’ returned Uriah; shaking his head;
  ‘I am much too umble for that!’
  He certainly did look uncommonly like the carved face on the
  beam outside my window; as he sat; in his humility; eyeing me
  sideways; with his mouth widened; and the creases in his cheeks。
  ‘Mr。 Wickfield is a most excellent man; Master Copperfield;’
  said Uriah。 ‘If you have known him long; you know it; I am sure;
  much better than I can inform you。’
  I replied that I was certain he was; but that I had not known
  him long myself; though he was a friend of my aunt’s。
  ‘Oh; indeed; Master Copperfield;’ said Uriah。 ‘Your aunt is a
  sweet lady; Master Coppe