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  world out of such strange experiences and sordid things!
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  Chapter 12
  LIKING LIFE ON MY OWN ACCOUNT NO
  BETTER; I FORM A GREAT RESOLUTION
  In due time; Mr。 Micawber’s petition was ripe for hearing; and
  that gentleman was ordered to be discharged under the Act;
  to my great joy。 His creditors were not implacable; and Mrs。
  Micawber informed me that even the revengeful boot…maker had
  declared in open court that he bore him no malice; but that when
  money was owing to him he liked to be paid。 He said he thought it
  was human nature。
  M r Micawber returned to the King’s Bench when his case was
  over; as some fees were to be settled; and some formalities
  observed; before he could be actually released。 The club received
  him with transport; and held an harmonic meeting that evening in
  his honour; while Mrs。 Micawber and I had a lamb’s fry in private;
  surrounded by the sleeping family。
  ‘On such an occasion I will give you; Master Copperfield;’ said
  Mrs。 Micawber; ‘in a little more flip;’ for we had been having some
  already; ‘the memory of my papa and mama。’
  ‘Are they dead; ma’am?’ I inquired; after drinking the toast in a
  wine…glass。
  ‘My mama departed this life;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; ‘before Mr。
  Micawber’s difficulties commenced; or at least before they became
  pressing。 My papa lived to bail Mr。 Micawber several times; and
  then expired; regretted by a numerous circle。’
  Mrs。 Micawber shook her head; and dropped a pious tear upon
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  the twin who happened to be in hand。
  As I could hardly hope for a more favourable opportunity of
  putting a question in which I had a near interest; I said to Mrs。
  Micawber:
  ‘May I ask; ma’am; what you and Mr。 Micawber intend to do;
  now that Mr。 Micawber is out of his difficulties; and at liberty?
  Have you settled yet?’
  ‘My family;’ said Mrs。 Micawber; who always said those two
  words with an air; though I never could discover who came under
  the denomination; ‘my family are of opinion that Mr。 Micawber
  should quit London; and exert his talents in the country。 Mr。
  Micawber is a man of great talent; Master Copperfield。’
  I said I was sure of that。
  ‘Of great talent;’ repeated Mrs。 Micawber。 ‘My family are of
  opinion; that; with a little interest; something might be done for a
  man of his ability in the Custom House。 The influence of my family
  being local; it is their wish that Mr。 Micawber should go down to
  Plymouth。 They think it indispensable that he should be upon the
  spot。’
  ‘That he may be ready?’ I suggested。
  ‘Exactly;’ returned Mrs。 Micawber。 ‘That he may be ready—in
  case of anything turning up。’
  ‘And do you go too; ma’am?’
  The events of the day; in combination with the twins; if not with
  the flip; had made Mrs。 Micawber hysterical; and she shed tears as
  she replied:
  ‘I never will desert Mr。 Micawber。 Mr。 Micawber may have
  concealed his difficulties from me in the first instance; but his
  sanguine temper may have led him to expect that he would
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  overcome them。 The pearl necklace and bracelets which I
  inherited from mama; have been disposed of for less than half
  their value; and the set of coral; which was the wedding gift of my
  papa; has been actually thrown away for nothing。 But I never will
  desert Mr。 Micawber。 No!’ cried Mrs。 Micawber; more affected
  than before; ‘I never will do it! It’s of no use asking me!’
  I felt quite uncomfortable—as if Mrs。 Micawber supposed I had
  asked her to do anything of the sort!—and sat looking at her in
  alarm。
  ‘Mr。 Micawber has his faults。 I do not deny that he is
  improvident。 I do not deny that he has kept me in the dark as to
  his resources and his liabilities both;’ she went on; looking at the
  wall; ‘but I never will desert Mr。 Micawber!’
  Mrs。 Micawber having now raised her voice into a perfect
  scream; I was so frightened that I ran off to the club…room; and
  disturbed Mr。 Micawber in the act of presiding at a long table; and
  leading the chorus of
  Gee up; Dobbin;
  Gee ho; Dobbin;
  Gee up; Dobbin;
  Gee up; and gee ho—o—o!
  —with the tidings that Mrs。 Micawber was in an alarming state;
  upon which he immediately burst into tears; and came away with
  me with his waistcoat full of the heads and tails of shrimps; of
  which he had been partaking。
  ‘Emma; my angel!’ cried Mr。 Micawber; running into the room;
  ‘what is the matter?’
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  ‘I never will desert you; Micawber!’ she exclaimed。
  ‘My life!’ said Mr。 Micawber; taking her in his arms。 ‘I am
  perfectly aware of it。’
  ‘He is the parent of my children! He is the father of my twins!
  He is the husband of my affections;’ cried Mrs。 Micawber;
  struggling; ‘and I ne—ver—will—desert Mr。 Micawber!’
  Mr。 Micawber was so deeply affected by this proof of her
  devotion (as to me; I was dissolved in tears); that he hung over her
  in a passionate manner; imploring her to look up; and to be calm。
  But the more he asked Mrs。 Micawber to look up; the more she
  fixed her eyes on nothing; and the more he asked her to compose
  herself; the more she wouldn’t。 Consequently Mr。 Micawber was
  soon so overcome; that he mingled his tears with hers and mine;
  until he begged me to do him the favour of taking a chair on the
  staircase; while he got her into bed。 I would have taken my leave
  for the night; but he would not hear of my doing that until the
  strangers’ bell should ring。 So I sat at the staircase window; until
  he came out with another chair and joined me。
  ‘How is Mrs。 Micawber now; sir?’ I said。
  ‘Very low;’ said Mr。 Micawber; shaking his head; ‘reaction。 Ah;
  this has been a dreadful day! We stand alone now—everything is
  gone from us!’
  Mr。 Micawber pressed my hand; and groaned; and afterwards
  shed tears。 I was greatly touched; and disappointed too; for I had
  expected that we should be quite gay on this happy and long…
  looked…for occasion。 But Mr。 and Mrs。 Micawber were so used to
  their old difficulties; I think; that they felt quite shipwrecked when
  they came to consider that they were released from them。 All their
  elasticity was departed; and I never saw them half so wretched as
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  on this night; insomuch that when the bell rang; and Mr。
  Micawber walked with me to the lodge; and parted from me there
  with a blessing; I felt quite afraid to leave him by himself; he was
  so profoundly miserable。
  But through all the confusion and lowness of spirits in which
  we had been; so unexpectedly to me; involved; I plainly discerned
  that Mr。 and Mrs。 Micawber and their family were going away
  from London; and that a parting between us was near at hand。 It
  was in my walk home that night; and in the sleepless hours which
  followed when I lay in bed; that the thought first occurred to me—
  though I don’t know how it came into my head—which afterwards
  shaped itself into a settled resolution。
  I had grown to be so accustomed to the Micawbers; and had
  been so intimate with them in their distresses; and was so utterly
  friendless without them; that the prospect of being thrown upon
  some new shift for a lodging; and going once more among
  unknown people; was like being that moment turned adrift into
  my present life; with such a knowledge of it ready made as
  experience had given me。 All the sensitive feelings it wounded so
  cruelly; all the shame and misery it kept alive within my breast;
  became more poignant as I thought of this; and I determined that
  the life was unendurable。
  That there was no hope of escape from it; unless the escape was
  my own act; I knew quite well。 I rarely heard from Miss
  Murdstone; and never from Mr。 Murdstone: but two or three
  parcels of made or mended clothes had come up for me; consigned
  to Mr。 Quinion; and in each there was a scrap of paper to the effect
  that J。 M。 trusted D。 C。 was applying himself to business; and
  devoting himself wholly to his duties—not the least hint of my ever
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  being anything else than the common drudge into which I was fast
  settling down。
  The very next day showed me; while my mind was in the first
  agitation of what it had conceived; that Mrs。 Micawber had not
  spoken of their going away without warrant。 They took a lodging
  in the house where I lived; for a week; at the expiration of which
  time they were to start for Plymouth。 Mr。 Micawber himself came
  down to the counting…house; in the afternoon; to tell Mr。 Quinion
  that he must relinquish me on the day of his departure; and to give
  me a high character; which I am sure I deserved。 And Mr。
  Quinion; calling in Tipp the carman; who was a married man; and
  had a room to let; quartered me prospectively on him—by our
  mutual consent; as he had every reason to think; for I said nothing;
  though my resolution was