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作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 17:00      字数:9322
  working…people;   and   the   travelers   were   to   make   an   early   start   next   day。
  About   nine   in   the   morning;   Wain   drove   round   to   Mis'   Molly's。     Rena's
  trunk was strapped behind the buggy; and she set out; in the company of
  Wain; for her new field of labor。           The school term was only two months
  in length; and she did not expect to return until its expiration。              Just before
  taking her seat in the buggy; Rena felt a sudden sinking of the heart。
  〃Oh;     mother;〃    she   whispered;     as   they   stood    wrapped     in  a   close
  embrace; 〃I'm afraid to leave you。             I left you once; and it turned out so
  miserably。〃
  〃It'll turn out   better this time;  honey;〃 replied  her   mother   soothingly。
  〃Good…by; child。         Take   care of   yo'self an' yo'r   money; and   write to  yo'r
  mammy。〃
  One kiss all round; and Rena was lifted into the buggy。                  Wain seized
  the reins; and under his skillful touch the pretty mare began to prance and
  curvet with restrained impatience。            Wain could not resist the opportunity
  to show off before the party; which included Mary B。's entire family and
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  several other neighbors; who had gathered to see the travelers off。
  〃Good…by ter Patesville!        Good…by; folkses all!〃 he cried; with a wave
  of his disengaged hand。
  〃Good…by;   mother!       Good…by;   all!〃   cried   Rena;   as   with   tears   in   her
  heart and a brave smile on her face she left her home behind her for the
  second time。
  When they had crossed the river bridge; the travelers came to a long
  stretch of rising ground; from the summit of which they could look back
  over    the  white   sandy    road   for  nearly   a  mile。  Neither     Rena    nor  her
  companion saw  Frank   Fowler  behind   the  chinquapin   bush   at   the  foot   of
  the hill; nor the gaze of mute love and longing with which he watched the
  buggy mount the long incline。           He had not been able to trust himself to
  bid   her   farewell。   He    had   seen   her  go  away   once    before   with   every
  prospect of happiness; and come back; a dove with a wounded wing; to the
  old nest behind the cedars。        She was going away again; with a man whom
  he disliked and distrusted。        If she had met misfortune before; what were
  her prospects for happiness now?
  The buggy paused at the top of the hill; and Frank; shading his eyes
  with his hand; thought he could see her turn and look behind。              Look back;
  dear child; towards your home and those who love you!                 For who knows
  more than this faithful worshiper what threads of the past Fate is weaving
  into your future; or whether happiness or misery lies before you?
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  The road to Sampson County lay for the most part over the pine…clad
  sandhills;an   alternation   of   gentle   rises   and   gradual   descents;   with   now
  and    then   a  swamp     of  greater   or  less   extent。   Long     stretches   of  the
  highway led through the virgin forest; for miles unbroken by a clearing or
  sign of human habitation。
  They   traveled   slowly;   with   frequent   pauses   in   shady   places;   for   the
  weather was hot。        The journey; made leisurely; required more than a day;
  and might with slight effort be prolonged into two。              They stopped for the
  night   at   a   small   village;   where   Wain   found   lodging   for   Rena   with   an
  acquaintance   of     his;  and   for  himself   with   another;   while    a  third  took
  charge     of  the   horse;   the  accommodation        for  travelers   being    limited。
  Rena's   appearance   and   manners   were   the subject   of   much   comment。         It
  was necessary to explain to several curious white people that Rena was a
  woman of color。        A white woman might have driven with Wain without
  attracting    remark;most      white    ladies   had   negro    coachmen。      That     a
  woman      of   Rena's   complexion      should   eat   at  a  negro's  table;   or  sleep
  beneath a negro's roof; was a   seeming breach of caste which only  black
  blood could excuse。         The explanation was never questioned。             No white
  person of sound mind would ever claim to be a negro。
  They   resumed   their   journey   somewhat   late   in   the   morning。       Rena
  would willingly have hastened; for she was anxious to plunge into her new
  work;     but  Wain    seemed     disposed    to  prolong    the  pleasant    drive;  and
  beguiled the way for a time with stories of wonderful things he had done
  and strange experiences of a somewhat checkered career。                 He was shrewd
  enough to avoid any subject which would offend a modest young woman;
  but too obtuse to perceive that much of what he said would not commend
  him     to  a   person    of  refinement。      He     made    little  reference    to  his
  possessions;  concerning  which so   much   had been   said   at   Patesville;   and
  this reticence was a point in his favor。         If he had not been so much upon
  his guard and Rena so much absorbed by thoughts of her future work; such
  a   drive   would   have   furnished   a   person   of   her   discernment   a   very   fair
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  measure of the man's character。            To these distractions must be added the
  entire absence of any idea that Wain might have amorous designs upon her;
  and   any  shortcomings   of   manners   or   speech   were   excused   by  the   broad
  mantle of charity which Rena in her new…found zeal for the welfare of her
  people was willing to throw over all their faults。               They were the victims
  of oppression; they were not responsible for its results。
  Toward the end of the second day; while nearing their destination; the
  travelers   passed   a   large   white   house   standing   back   from   the   road   at   the
  foot    of  a   lane。   Around       it  grew    widespreading       trees  and    well…kept
  shrubbery。       The    fences    were   in   good    repair。   Behind     the   house    and
  across    the   road   stretched    extensive    fields   of  cotton   and   waving     corn。
  They   had   passed   no   other   place   that   showed   such   signs   of   thrift   and
  prosperity。
  〃Oh; what a lovely place!〃 exclaimed Rena。                〃That is yours; isn't it?〃
  〃No; we ain't got to my house yet;〃 he answered。                 〃Dat house b'longs
  ter   de   riches'   people   roun'   here。  Dat   house   is   over   in   de   nex'   county。
  We're right close to de line now。〃
  Shortly   afterwards   they   turned   off   from   the   main   highway   they   had
  been pursuing; and struck into a narrower road to the left。
  〃De main road;〃 explained Wain; 〃goes on to Clinton; 'bout five miles
  er   mo' away。      Dis   one we're turnin'   inter now   will take us   to my  place;
  which is 'bout three miles fu'ther on。          We'll git dere now in an hour er so。〃
  Wain     lived   in  an  old   plantation    house;   somewhat       dilapidated;    and
  surrounded   by   an   air   of   neglect   and   shiftlessness;   but   still   preserving   a
  remnant of dignity in its outlines and comfort in its interior arrangements。
  Rena was assigned a large room on the second floor。                  She was somewhat
  surprised     at  the   make…up     of   the  household。      Wain's     mother     an  old
  woman; much darker than her sonkept house for him。                    A sister with two
  children lived in the house。          The element of surprise lay in the presence
  of two small children left by Wain's wife; of whom Rena now heard for the
  first   time。   He   had   lost   his   wife;   he   informed   Rena   sadly;   a   couple   of
  years before。
  〃Yas; Miss Rena;〃 she sighed; 〃de Lawd give her; an' de Lawd tuck her
  away。      Blessed      be   de   name     er  de   Lawd。〃       He    accompanied        this
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  sententious      quotation     with   a  wicked     look   from    under    his  half…closed
  eyelids that Rena did not see。
  The following morning Wain drove her in his buggy over to the county
  town; where she took the teacher's examination。                 She was