第 42 节
作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 17:00      字数:9319
  into the open door and windows of the brightly lighted hall。
  There   was   evidently   a   ball   in   progress。   The   fiddle   was   squeaking
  merrily so a tune that he remembered well;it was associated with one of
  the   most delightful   evenings of his   life;  that   of   the   tournament ball。       A
  mellow      negro    voice   was   calling   with    a  rhyming     accompaniment        the
  figures of a quadrille。      Tryon; with parted lips and slowly hardening heart;
  leaned forward from the buggy… seat; gripping the rein so tightly that his
  nails cut into the opposing palm。          Above the clatter of noisy conversation
  rose the fiddler's voice:
  〃Swing yo' pa'dners; doan be shy;                      Look yo' lady in de
  eye!              Th'ow   yo'   ahm   aroun'   huh   wais';             Take   yo'   time
  dey ain' no has'e!〃
  To   the   middle   of   the   floor;   in   full   view   through   an   open   window;
  advanced      the   woman      who    all  day  long    had   been   the   burden    of  his
  thoughtsnot pale with grief and hollow…eyed with weeping; but flushed
  with   pleasure;   around   her   waist   the   arm   of   a   burly;   grinning   mulatto;
  whose face was offensively familiar to Tryon。
  With   a   muttered   curse   of   concentrated   bitterness;   Tryon   struck   the
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  mare a sharp blow with the whip。             The sensitive creature; spirited even in
  her great   weariness;  resented   the   lash   and   started   off   with   the bit   in   her
  teeth。    Perceiving that it would be difficult to turn in the narrow roadway
  without   running   into   the   ditch   at   the left; Tryon   gave   the   mare   rein   and
  dashed down the street; scarcely missing; as the buggy crossed the bridge;
  a man standing abstractedly by the old canal; who sprang aside barely in
  time to avoid being run over。
  Meantime Rena was passing through a trying ordeal。                    After the first
  few bars; the fiddler plunged into a well…known air; in which Rena; keenly
  susceptible      to  musical    impressions;     recognized      the  tune   to  which;    as
  Queen of Love and Beauty; she had opened the dance at her entrance into
  the   world   of   life   and   love;   for   it   was   there   she   had   met   George   Tryon。
  The combination of music and movement brought up the scene with great
  distinctness。      Tryon;   peering   angrily   through   the   cedars;   had   not   been
  more conscious than she of the external contrast between her partners on
  this   and   the   former   occasion。     She   perceived;   too;   as   Tryon   from   the
  outside had not; the difference between Wain's wordy flattery (only saved
  by   his   cousin's   warning   from   pointed   and   fulsome   adulation);   and   the
  tenderly graceful compliment; couched in the romantic terms of chivalry;
  with which the knight of the handkerchief had charmed her ear。                       It was
  only by an immense effort that she was able to keep her emotions under
  control until the end of the dance; when she fled to her chamber and burst
  into tears。     It was not the cruel Tryon who had blasted her love with his
  deadly look that she mourned; but the gallant young knight who had worn
  her favor on his lance and crowned her Queen of Love and Beauty。
  Tryon's stay in Patesville was very brief。            He drove to the hotel and
  put   up   for   the   night。 During   many   sleepless   hours   his   mind   was   in   a
  turmoil     with   a  very    different   set  of   thoughts    from    those   which    had
  occupied it on   the way to   town。         Not the  least of them  was a  profound
  self…contempt   for   his   own   lack   of   discernment。       How   had   he   been   so
  blind as not to have read long ago the character of this wretched girl who
  had bewitched him?          To…night his eyes had been openedhe had seen her
  with the mask thrown off; a true daughter of a race in which the sensuous
  enjoyment of the moment took precedence of taste or sentiment or any of
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  the   higher    emotions。      Her    few   months     of  boarding…     school;   her   brief
  association with white people; had evidently been a mere veneer over the
  underlying      negro;    and   their   effects   had   slipped   away     as  soon    as  the
  intercourse had ceased。          With the monkey…like imitativeness of the negro
  she had copied the manners of white people while she lived among them;
  and   had   dropped   them   with   equal   facility   when   they   ceased   to   serve   a
  purpose。      Who but a negro could have recovered so soon from what had
  seemed a terrible bereavement?she herself must have felt it at the time;
  for otherwise she would not have swooned。                   A woman of sensibility; as
  this one   had   seemed   to be;   should   naturally  feel   more   keenly;   and   for   a
  longer time   than a  man; an   injury to   the affections;   but he;  a son   of the
  ruling race; had been miserable for six weeks about a girl who had so far
  forgotten him as already to plunge headlong into the childish amusements
  of her own ignorant and degraded people。                 What more; indeed; he asked
  himself savagely;what more could be expected of the base…born child of
  the plaything of a gentleman's idle hour; who to this ignoble origin added
  the blood of a servile race?         And he; George Tryon; had honored her with
  his love; he had very nearly linked his fate and joined his blood to hers by
  the solemn sanctions of church and state。               Tryon was not a devout man;
  but he thanked God with religious fervor that he had been saved a second
  time from a mistake which would have wrecked his whole future。                          If he
  had yielded to the momentary weakness of the past night;the outcome of
  a   sickly    sentimentality     to  which     he   recognized     now;    in  the   light  of
  reflection; that he was entirely too prone;he would have regretted it soon
  enough。       The   black   streak   would   have   been   sure   to   come   out   in   some
  form;   sooner   or   later;   if   not   in   the   wife;   then   in   her   children。 He   saw
  clearly enough; in   this hour of  revulsion; that with his temperament   and
  training such a union could never have been happy。                   If all the world had
  been   ignorant   of   the   dark   secret;   it   would   always   have   been   in   his   own
  thoughts;   or   at   least   never   far   away。  Each   fault   of   hers   that   the   close
  daily association of husband and wife might reveal;the most flawless of
  sweethearts   do   not   pass   scathless   through   the   long   test   of   matrimony;
  every   wayward   impulse   of   his   children;   every   defect   of   mind;   morals;
  temper; or health; would have been ascribed to the dark ancestral strain。
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  Happiness under such conditions would have been impossible。
  When Tryon lay awake in the early morning; after a few brief hours of
  sleep;   the   business   which   had   brought   him   to   Patesville   seemed;   in   the
  cold light of reason; so ridiculously inadequate that he felt almost ashamed
  to   have   set  up   such   a  pretext   for   his  journey。    The    prospect;   too;   of
  meeting Dr。 Green and his family; of having to explain his former sudden
  departure; and of running a gauntlet of inquiry concerning his marriage to
  the aristocratic Miss Warwick of South Carolina; the fear that some one at
  Patesville might have suspected a connection between Rena's swoon and
  his   own   flight;these   considerations   so   moved   this   impressionable   and
  impulsive      young     man    that  he   called   a   bell…boy;   demanded       an   early
  breakfast;   ordered   his   horse;   paid   his   reckoning;   and   started   upon      his
  homeward   journey   forthwith。          A  certain   distrust   of   his   own   sensibility;
  which      he   felt  to   be   curiously    inconsistent     with    his   most    positive
  convictions; led him to seek the river bridge by a roundabout route which
  did not take him past the house where; a few hours before; he had seen the
  last fragment of his idol shattered beyond the hope of repair。
  The party  broke   up   at an   early  hour;  since most of   the   guests   were
  working…people;   and   the   travelers   were   to   make   an   early   start   next   day。
  About   nine   in