第 16 节
作者:白寒      更新:2021-04-30 16:59      字数:9322
  the   chocolate   set   on   the   little   table。   He   knew   she   had   prepared   for   his
  coming and how greatly she would be hurt if he rejected her advances。
  〃Of course we're friends。〃
  〃Then you'll come in; just for a few minutes。〃
  He hesitated。
  〃Please;〃 she whispered。 〃Or I'll know you don't like me any more。〃
  Jeff followed her into the room and closed the door behind him。
  PART 2
  Two days before the election Big Tim's detective wired from Shelby;
  Tennessee; the outline of a story that got two front page columns in both
  the _Advocate_ and the _Herald。_ Jefferson Davis Farnum was the son of
  a thief; of a rebel soldier who had spent seven years in the penitentiary for
  looting the bank of which he was cashier。 In addition to featuring the news
  story both papers handled the subject at length in their editorial columns。
  They   wanted   to   know   whether   the   people   of   this   beautiful   state   were
  willing to hand over the Commonwealth to be plundered by the reckless
  gang of which this son of a criminal was the head。
  The   paper   reached   Jeff   at   his   rooms   in   the   morning。   He   had   lately
  taken the  apartments   formerly  occupied   by  his   cousin;  James   moving   to
  Mrs。 Anderson's until after the election。 The exchange had been made at
  the suggestion of   the   editor;  who   gave   as   a   reason   that   he   wanted   to   be
  close to his work until the winter was past。 It happened that James was just
  now very glad to get a cheaper place。 He was very short of funds and until
  after the election had no   time for  social functions。 All he   needed with   a
  room was to sleep in it。
  Jeff was still reading the story from Shelby when his cousin came in
  hurriedly。 James was excited and very white。
  〃My God; Jeff! It's come at last。 I knew it would ruin me some day;〃
  the lawyer cried; after he had carefully closed the door of the bedroom。
  〃It won't ruin you; James。 Your name isn't   mentioned yet。 Perhaps   it
  may not be。 It can't hurt you; even if it is。〃
  〃I tell you it will ruin me both socially and politically。 Once it gets out
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  nobody will trust me。 I'll be the son of a thief;〃 James insisted wildly。
  〃You're     the  son   of   a  man    who    made    a  slip  and   has   paid   for  it;〃
  answered Jeff steadily。 〃Don't let your ideas get warped。 This town is full
  of men who have done wrong and haven't paid for it。〃
  〃That's one of your fool socialist theories。〃 James spoke sharply and
  irritably。   〃No   man's   guilty  till the   law says   so。 They  haven't   been   in   the
  penitentiary。 He has。 That's what damns me if it gets out。〃
  Jeff   laid   a   hand   affectionately   on   his   cousin's   shoulder。   〃Don't   you
  believe   it   for   a   moment。   There's   no   moral   distinction   between   the   man
  who   has   paid   and   the   man   who   hasn't   paid   for   his   sins   toward   society。
  There   is   good   and   there   is   bad   in  all   of   us;   closely   intertwined;  knit
  together into the very warp and woof of our lives。 We're all good and we're
  all bad。〃
  It was with James a purely personal equation。 He could not forget its
  relation to himself。
  〃My name is to be voted on at the University Club next month。 I'll be
  blackballed to a dead certainty;〃 he said miserably。
  〃Probably; if the story gets out。 It's tough; I know。〃 Jeff's eyes gleamed
  angrily。 〃And why should they? You're just as good a man to…day as you
  were   yesterday。   But   there's   nothing   so   fettering;   so   despicable   as   good
  form。 It blights。 Let a man bow down to the dead hand of custom and he
  can never again be true to what he thinks and knows。 His judgment gets
  warped。   Soon   Madame   Grundy   does   his   thinking   for   him;   along   well…
  grooved lines。〃
  〃Oh;     well!   That's   just  talk。  What     am   I  to  do?〃    James    broke    out
  nervously。
  〃I know what I would do in your case。〃
  〃What?〃
  〃Come out with a short statement telling the exact facts。 I'd make no
  apologies or long explanation。 Just the plain story as simply as you can。〃
  〃Well;   I'll   not;〃   the   lawyer   broke   out。   〃Easy   enough   for   you   to   say
  what   I   ought   to   do。   Look   at   who   my   friends   arethe   Fromes   and   the
  Merrills and the Gilmans。 Best set in town。 I strained a point when I broke
  loose from them to take up this progressive fight。 They'd cut me dead if a
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  story like this came out。〃
  〃I   daresay。   Communities   are   loaded   to   the   guards   with   respectable
  cowards。 But if you stand on your own feet like a man they'll think more
  of you for it。 Most of them will be glad to know you again inside of five
  years。 For you're going to be successful; and people like the Merrills and
  the Gilmans bow down to success。〃
  The lawyer shook his head doggedly。 〃I'm not going to tell a thing I
  don't have to tell。 That's settled。〃 He hesitated a moment before he went on。
  〃I've got a reason why I want to stand well with the Fromes; Jeff。 I'm not
  in a position to risk anything。〃
  Jeff waited。 He thought he knew that reason。
  〃I'm going to marry Alice Frome if I can。〃
  〃You've asked her。〃 Jeff's voice sounded to himself as if it belonged to
  another man。
  〃No。   Not   yet。   Ned   Merrill's   in   the   running。   Strong;   too。   He's   being
  backed   by   his   father   and   old   P。   C。   Frome。   The   idea   is   to   consolidate
  interests   by   this   marriage。   But   I've   got   a   fighting   chance。   She   likes   me。
  Since I went into this political fight against her father she's taken pains to
  show me how friendly she feels。 But if this story gets outI'm smashed。
  That's all。〃
  〃Go to her。 Tell her the truth。 She'll stand by you;〃 his cousin urged。
  〃You don't understand these people; Jeff。 I do。 Even if she wanted to
  stand by me she couldn't。 They wouldn't let her。 Right now I'm carrying all
  the handicap I can。〃
  Jeff walked to the window and stood looking out with his hands in his
  pockets。 The hum of the busy street rose to his ears; but he did not hear it。
  Nor did he see the motor cars whizzing past; the drays lumbering along;
  the thronged sidewalks of Powers Avenue。 A door that had for years been
  ajar   in   his   heart   had   swung   to   with   a   crash。   The   incredible   folly   of   his
  dream was laid bare to him。 Despised; distrusted and disgraced; there was
  no   chance   that   he   might   be   even   a   friend   to   her。   She   moved   in   another
  world; one he could not reach if he would and would not if he could。 All
  that he believed in she had been brought up to disregard。 Much that was
  dear to her he must hammer down so long as there was life in him。
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  But Jameshe had fought his way up to her。 Why shouldn't he have his
  chance?    Betterfar  better  James   than  Ned   Merrill。  He   had  heard  the
  echoes of a disgraceful story about that young man in his college days; the
  story of how he had trampled down a working girl for his pleasure。 James
  was clean and honorable 。 。 。 and she loved him。 Jeff's mind fastened on
  that last as a thing assured。 Had he not seen her with starry eyes fixed on
  her hero; held fast as a limed bird? She too was entitled to her chance; and
  there was a way he could give it to her。
  He    turned   back   to  James;  who    was   sitting  despondently    at  the
  managing editor's desk; jabbing at the blotting sheet with a pencil。
  Jeff touched the _Advocate_ he still held in his hand。 〃Did you read
  this story carefully?〃
  〃No。 I just ran my eye down it。 Why?〃
  〃Whoever      dug  it  up  has  made   a  mistake。  He   has  jumped    to  the
  conclusion that I'm Uncle Robert's son。 Why not let it go at that?〃
  His cousin looked up with a flash of eager hope。 〃You mean〃
  〃I might as well be hanged for a sheep as a lamb。 Let it go the way
  they have it。〃
  The lawyer's heart leaped; but he could not let this go without a protest。
  〃No; II couldn't do that。 It's awfully good of you; Jeff。〃
  The managing editor smiled in his whimsical way。 〃My reputation has
  long been in tatters。 A little more can't hurt it。〃
  James conceded a reflective assent with a manner of impartiality。 〃Of
  course your friends wouldn't think any the less of you。 They're no