第 13 节
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一米八 更新:2021-04-30 16:59 字数:9321
; than all the other nuns put together; yet; when last month they would fain have made her mother…superior; she begged rather that they would place her below all the rest; and make her the meanest servant of all。〃
〃You never saw her?〃 asked I。
〃Never;〃 he replied。
I was weary of waiting for Father Bernard; and yet I lingered in Antwerp。 The political state of things became worse than ever; increased to its height by the scarcity of food consequent on many deficient harvests。 I saw groups of fierce; squalid men; at every corner of the street; glaring out with wolfish eyes at my sleek skin and handsome clothes。
At last Father Bernard returned。 We had a long conversation; in which he told me that; curiously enough; Mr。 Gisborne; Lucy's father; was serving in one of the Austrian regiments; then in garrison at Antwerp。 I asked Father Bernard if he would make us acquainted; which he consented to do。 But; a day or two afterwards; he told me that; on hearing my name; Mr。 Gisborne had declined responding to any advances on my part; saying he had adjured his country; and hated his countrymen。
Probably he recollected my name in connection with that of his daughter Lucy。 Anyhow; it was clear enough that I had no chance of making his acquaintance。 Father Bernard confirmed me in my suspicions of the hidden fermentation; for some coming evil; working among the 〃blouses〃 of Antwerp; and he would fain have had me depart from out the city; but I rather craved the excitement of danger; and stubbornly refused to leave。
One day; when I was walking with him in the Place Verte; he bowed to an Austrian officer; who was crossing towards the cathedral。
〃That is Mr。 Gisborne;〃 said he; as soon as the gentleman was past。
I turned to look at the tall; slight figure of the officer。 He carried himself in a stately manner; although he was past middle age; and from his years might have had some excuse for a slight stoop。 As I looked at the man; he turned round; his eyes met mine; and I saw his face。 Deeply lined; sallow; and scathed was that countenance; scarred by passion as well as by the fortunes of war。 'Twas but a moment our eyes met。 We each turned round; and went on our separate way。
But his whole appearance was not one to be easily forgotten; the thorough appointment of the dress; and evident thought bestowed on it; made but an incongruous whole with the dark; gloomy expression of his countenance。 Because he was Lucy's father; I sought instinctively to meet him everywhere。 At last he must have become aware of my pertinacity; for he gave me a haughty scowl whenever I passed him。 In one of these encounters; however; I chanced to be of some service to him。 He was turning the corner of a street; and came suddenly on one of the groups of discontented Flemings of whom I have spoken。 Some words were exchanged; when my gentleman out with his sword; and with a slight but skilful cut drew blood from one of those who had insulted him; as he fancied; though I was too far off to hear the words。 They would all have fallen upon him had I not rushed forwards and raised the cry; then well known in Antwerp; of rally; to the Austrian soldiers who were perpetually patrolling the streets; and who came in numbers to the rescue。 I think that neither Mr。 Gisborne nor the mutinous group of plebeians owed me much gratitude for my interference。 He had planted himself against a wall; in a skilful attitude of fence; ready with his bright glancing rapier to do battle with all the heavy; fierce; unarmed men; some six or seven in number。 But when his own soldiers came up; he sheathed his sword; and; giving some careless word of command; sent them away again; and continued his saunter all alone down the street; the workmen snarling in his rear; and more than half…inclined to fall on me for my cry for rescue。 I cared not if they did; my life seemed so dreary a burden just then; and; perhaps; it was this daring loitering among them that prevented their attacking me。 Instead; they suffered me to fall into conversation with them; and I heard some of their grievances。 Sore and heavy to be borne were they; and no wonder the sufferers were savage and desperate。
The man whom Gisborne had wounded across his face would fain have got out of me the name of his aggressor; but I refused to tell it。 Another of the group heard his inquiry; and made answer〃I know the man。 He is one Gisborne; aide…de…camp to the General…Commandant。 I know him well。〃
He began to tell some story in connection with Gisborne in a low and muttering voice; and while he was relating a tale; which I saw excited their evil blood; and which they evidently wished me not to hear; I sauntered away and back to my lodgings。
That night Antwerp was in open revolt。 The inhabitants rose in rebellion against their Austrian masters。 The Austrians; holding the gates of the city; remained at first pretty quiet in the citadel; only; from time to time; the boom of the great cannon swept sullenly over the town。 But if they expected the disturbance to die away; and spend itself in a few hours' fury; they were mistaken。 In a day or two; the rioters held possession of the principal municipal buildings。 Then the Austrians poured forth in bright flaming array; calm and smiling; as they marched to the posts assigned; as if the fierce mob were no more to them then the swarms of buzzing summer flies。 Their practised manoeuvres; their well…aimed shot; told with terrible effect; but in the place of one slain rioter; three sprang up of his blood to avenge his loss。 But a deadly foe; a ghastly ally of the Austrians; was at work。 Food; scarce and dear for months; was now hardly to be obtained at any price。 Desperate efforts were being made to bring provisions into the city; for the rioters had friends without。 Close to the city port; nearest to the Scheldt; a great struggle took place。 I was there; helping the rioters; whose cause I had adopted。 We had a savage encounter with the Austrians。 Numbers fell on both sides: I saw them lie bleeding for a moment: then a volley of smoke obscured them; and when it cleared away; they were deadtrampled upon or smothered; pressed down and hidden by the freshly…wounded whom those last guns had brought low。 And then a gray…robed and grey…veiled figure came right across the flashing guns and stooped over some one; whose life…blood was ebbing away; sometimes it was to give him drink from cans which they carried slung at their sides; sometimes I saw the cross held above a dying man; and rapid prayers were being uttered; unheard by men in that hellish din and clangour; but listened to by One above。 I saw all this as in a dream: the reality of that stern time was battle and carnage。 But I knew that these gray figures; their bare feet all wet with blood; and their faces hidden by their veils; were the Poor Claressent forth now because dire agony was abroad and imminent danger at hand。 Therefore; they left their cloistered shelter; and came into that thick and evil melee。
Close to medriven past me by the struggle of many fighterscame the Antwerp burgess with the scarce…healed scar upon his face; and in an instant more; he was thrown by the press upon the Austrian officer Gisborne; and ere either had recovered the shock; the burgess had recognized his opponent。
〃Ha! the Englishman Gisborne!〃 he cried; and threw himself upon him with redoubled fury。 He had struck him hardthe Englishman was down; when out of the smoke came a dark…gray figure; and threw herself right under the uplifted flashing sword。 The burgess's arm stood arrested。 Neither Austrians nor Anversois willingly harmed the Poor Clares。
〃Leave him to me!〃 said a low stern voice。 〃He is mine enemymine for many years。〃
Those words were the last I heard。 I myself was struck down by a bullet。 I remember nothing more for days。 When I came to myself; I was at the extremity of weakness; and was craving for food to recruit my strength。 My landlord sat watching me。 He; too; looked pinched and shrunken; he had heard of my wounded state; and sought me out。 Yes! the struggle still continued; but the famine was sore: and some; he had heard; had died for lack of food。 The tears stood in his eyes as he spoke。 But soon he shook off his weakness; and his natural cheerfulness returned。 Father Bernard had been to see meno one else。 (Who should; indeed?) Father Bernard would come back that afternoonhe had promised。 But Father Bernard never came; although I was up and dressed; and looking eagerly for him。
My landlord brought me a meal which he had cooked himself: of what it was composed he would not say; but it was most excellent; and with every mouthful I seemed to gain strength。 The good man sat looking at my evident enjoyment with a happy smile of sympathy; but; as my appetite became satisfied; I began to detect a certain wistfulness in his eyes; as if craving for the food I had so nearly devouredfor; indeed; at that time I was hardly aware of the extent of the famine。 Suddenly; there was a sound of many rushing feet past our window。 My landlord opened one of the sides of it; the better to learn what was going on。 Then we heard a faint; cracked; tinkling bell; coming shrill upon the