第 20 节
作者:津夏      更新:2021-04-30 15:57      字数:9322
  word; and I won her; and; somehow; I have never got over the freshness
  and the wonder of it。         To think that that sweet; lovely girl has walked by
  my side all through life; and that I have been able〃
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  He stopped suddenly; and I glanced round at him in surprise。                   He was
  shaking all over; in every fibre of his great body。            His hands were clawing
  at the woodwork; and his feet shuffling on the gravel。                I saw what it was。
  He    was    trying   to  rise;  but  was    so  excited   that   he  could    not。  I   half
  extended my hand; but a higher courtesy constrained me to draw it back
  again and turn my face to the sea。             An instant afterwards he was up and
  hurrying down the path。
  A woman was coming towards us。                She was quite close before he had
  seen herthirty yards at the utmost。            I know not if she had ever been as
  he described her; or whether it was but some ideal which he carried in his
  brain。     The person upon whom I looked was tall; it is true; but she was
  thick     and   shapeless;     with    a  ruddy;    full…blown      face;    and     a  skirt
  grotesquely   gathered   up。       There   was   a   green   ribbon   in   her   hat;   which
  jarred   upon   my   eyes;   and   her   blouse…like   bodice   was   full   and   clumsy。
  And   this   was   the   lovely   girl;   the   ever   youthful!   My   heart   sank   as   I
  thought how little such a woman might appreciate him; how unworthy she
  might be of his love。
  She   came   up   the   path   in   her   solid   way;   while   he   staggered   along   to
  meet   her。     Then;   as   they   came   together;   looking   discreetly   out   of   the
  furthest corner of my eye; I saw that he put out both his hands; while she;
  shrinking from a public caress; took one of them in hers and shook it。                    As
  she did so   I saw   her   face;   and   I   was   easy  in   my   mind   for   my  old   man。
  God grant that when this hand is shaking; and when this back is bowed; a
  woman's eyes may look so into mine。
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  A PHYSIOLOGIST'S WIFE。
  Professor Ainslie Grey had not come down to breakfast at the usual
  hour。     The   presentation   chiming…clock   which   stood   between   the   terra…
  cotta busts of Claude Bernard and of John Hunter upon the dining…room
  mantelpiece had rung out the half…hour and the three…quarters。                   Now its
  golden hand was verging upon the nine; and yet there were no signs of the
  master of the house。
  It   was   an   unprecedented   occurrence。       During   the   twelve   years   that
  she had   kept   house   for him;  his   youngest   sister had never known   him  a
  second behind his time。         She sat now in front of the high silver coffee…pot;
  uncertain   whether   to   order   the   gong   to   be   resounded   or   to   wait   on   in
  silence。    Either course might be a mistake。             Her brother was not a man
  who permitted mistakes。
  Miss   Ainslie   Grey   was   rather     above   the   middle    height;   thin;  with
  peering;     puckered     eyes;   and   the   rounded     shoulders    which     mark    the
  bookish woman。         Her face was long and spare; flecked with colour above
  the   cheek…bones;   with   a   reasonable;   thoughtful   forehead;   and   a   dash   of
  absolute obstinacy in her thin lips and prominent chin。               Snow white cuffs
  and collar; with a plain dark dress; cut with almost Quaker…like simplicity;
  bespoke      the  primness     of  her   taste。   An    ebony    cross   hung    over   her
  flattened   chest。    She   sat   very   upright   in   her   chair;   listening   with   raised
  eyebrows;   and   swinging   her   eye…glasses backwards   and   forwards   with   a
  nervous gesture which was peculiar to her。
  Suddenly   she   gave   a   sharp;   satisfied   jerk   of   the   head;   and   began   to
  pour out the coffee。       From outside there came the dull thudding sound of
  heavy feet upon thick carpet。           The door swung open; and the Professor
  entered with a quick; nervous step。            He nodded to his sister; and seating
  himself at the other side of the table; began to open the small pile of letters
  which lay beside his plate。
  Professor   Ainslie   Grey   was   at   that   time   forty…   three   years   of   age
  nearly twelve years older than his sister。           His career had been a brilliant
  one。     At    Edinburgh;     at  Cambridge;       and   at  Vienna    he   had   laid   the
  foundations of his great reputation; both in physiology and in zoology。
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  His pamphlet; On the Mesoblastic Origin of Excitomotor Nerve Roots;
  had   won   him   his   fellowship   of   the   Royal   Society;   and   his   researches;
  Upon the Nature of Bathybius; with some Remarks upon Lithococci; had
  been    translated    into  at   least   three  European   languages。      He   had     been
  referred to by one of the greatest living authorities as being the very type
  and embodiment of all that was best in modern science。                  No wonder; then;
  that when the commercial city of Birchespool decided to create a medical
  school; they were only too glad to confer the chair of physiology upon Mr。
  Ainslie Grey。       They valued him the more from the conviction that their
  class was only one step in his upward journey; and that the first vacancy
  would remove him to some more illustrious seat of learning。
  In   person   he   was   not   unlike   his   sister。 The   same   eyes;   the   same
  contour; the same intellectual forehead。             His lips; however; were firmer;
  and his long; thin; lower jaw was sharper and more decided。                    He ran his
  finger and thumb down it from time to time; as he glanced over his letters。
  〃Those   maids   are   very   noisy;〃   he   remarked;   as   a   clack   of   tongues
  sounded in the distance。
  〃It is Sarah;〃 said his sister; 〃I shall speak about it。〃
  She   had   handed   over   his   coffee…cup;   and   was   sipping   at   her   own;
  glancing   furtively   through   her   narrowed   lids   at   the   austere   face   of   her
  brother。
  〃The first great advance of the human race;〃 said the Professor; 〃was
  when; by the development of their left frontal convolutions; they attained
  the   power   of   speech。    Their   second   advance   was   when   they   learned   to
  control that power。       Woman has not yet attained the second stage。〃
  He half closed his eyes as he spoke; and thrust his chin forward; but as
  he   ceased   he   had   a   trick   of   suddenly   opening   both   eyes   very   wide   and
  staring sternly at his interlocutor。
  〃I am not garrulous; John;〃 said his sister。
  〃No; Ada; in many respects you approach the superior or male type。〃
  The Professor bowed over his egg with the manner of one who utters a
  courtly compliment; but the lady pouted; and gave an impatient little shrug
  of her shoulders。
  〃You were late this morning; John;〃 she remarked; after a pause。
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  〃Yes; Ada;   I   slept   badly。    Some   little   cerebral   congestion;   no   doubt
  due   to   over…stimulation   of   the   centers   of   thought。    I   have   been   a   little
  disturbed in my mind。〃
  His    sister  stared   across    at  him   in  astonishment。       The    Professor's
  mental processes had hitherto been as regular as his habits。                Twelve years'
  continual intercourse had taught her that he lived in a serene and rarefied
  atmosphere of scientific calm; high above the petty emotions which affect
  humbler minds。
  〃You are surprised; Ada;〃 he remarked。              〃Well; I cannot wonder at it。
  I   should   have   been   surprised   myself   if   I   had   been   told   that   I   was   so
  sensitive     to  vascular    influences。      For;   after   all;  all  disturbances     are
  vascular     if  you   probe    them    deep   enough。      I  am    thinking    of  getting
  married。〃
  〃Not Mrs。 O'James〃 cried Ada Grey; laying down her egg…spoon。
  〃My      dear;   you    have    the    feminine     quality    of   receptivity    very
  remarkably developed。          Mrs。 O'James is the lady in question。〃
  〃But   you   know   so   little   of   her。 The   Esdailes   themselves   know