第 53 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:56      字数:9322
  the sky; as if she called the homiest sunlight to witness that
  this was the most lovable woman on the face of the earth。
  But elderly female fascination offers its allurements in vain to
  the rough animal; man。 Suspicion of Mrs。 Tenbruggen's motives had
  established itself firmly in my mind。 Why had the Popular
  Masseuse abandoned her brilliant career in London; and plunged
  into the obscurity of a country town? An opportunity of clearing
  up the doubt thus suggested seemed to have presented itself now。
  〃Is it indiscreet to ask;〃 I said; 〃if you are here in your
  professional capacity?〃
  Her cunning seized its advantage and put a sly question to me。
  〃Do you wish to be one of my patients yourself?〃
  〃That is; unfortunately; impossible;〃 I replied 〃I have arranged
  to return to London。〃
  〃Immediately?〃
  〃To…morrow at the latest。〃
  Artful as she was; Mrs。 Tenbruggen failed to conceal a momentary
  expression of relief which betrayed itself; partly in her manner;
  partly in her face。 She had ascertained; to her own complete
  satisfaction; that my speedy departure was an event which might
  be relied on。
  〃But I have not yet answered you;〃 she resumed。 〃To tell the
  truth; I am eager to try my hands on you。 Massage; as I practice
  it; would lighten your weight; and restore your figure; I may
  even say would lengthen your life。 You will think of me; one of
  these days; won't you? In the meanwhileyes! I am here in my
  professional capacity。 Several interesting cases; and one very
  remarkable person; brought to death's door by the doctors; a rich
  man who is liberal in paying his fees。 There is my quarrel with
  London and Londoners。 Some of their papers; medical newspapers;
  of course; declare that my fees are exorbitant; and there is a
  tendency among the patientsI mean the patients who are rolling
  in richesto follow the lead of the newspapers。 I am no worm to
  be trodden on; in that way。 The London people shall wait for me;
  until they miss meand; when I do go back; they will find the
  fees increased。 _My_ fingers and thumbs; Mr。 Governor; are not to
  be insulted with impunity。〃
  Miss Jillgall nodded her head at me。 It was an eloquent nod。
  〃Admire my spirited friend;〃 was the interpretation I put on it。
  At the same time; my private sentiments suggested that Mrs。
  Tenbruggen's reply was too perfectly satisfactory; viewed as an
  explanation。 My suspicions were by no means set at rest; and I
  was resolved not to let the subject drop yet。 〃Speaking of Mr。
  Gracedieu; and of the chances of his partial recovery;〃 I said;
  〃do you think the Minister would benefit by Massage?〃
  〃I haven't a doubt of it; if you can get rid of the doctor。〃
  〃You think he would be an obstacle in the way?〃
  〃There are some medical men who are honorable exceptions to the
  general rule; and he may be one of them;〃 Mrs。 Tenbruggen
  admitted。 〃Don't be too hopeful。 As a doctor; he belongs to the
  most tyrannical trades…union in existence。 May I make a personal
  remark?〃
  〃Certainly。〃
  〃I find something in your mannerpray don't suppose that I am
  angrywhich looks like distrust; I mean; distrust of Me。〃
  Miss Jillgall's ever ready kindness interfered in my defense:
  〃Oh; no; Elizabeth! You are not often mistaken; but indeed you
  are wrong now。 Look at my distinguished friend。 I remember my
  copy book; when I was a small creature learning to write; in
  England。 There were first lines that we copied; in big letters;
  and one of them said; 'Distrust Is Mean。' I know a young person;
  whose name begins with H; who is one mass of meanness。
  But〃excellent Selina paused; and pointed to me with a gesture
  of triumph〃no meanness there!〃
  Mrs。 Tenbruggen waited to hear what I had to say; scornfully
  insensible to Miss Jillgall's well…meant interruption。
  〃You are not altogether mistaken;〃 I told her。 〃I can't say that
  my mind is in a state of distrust; but I own that you puzzle me。〃
  〃How; if you please?〃
  〃May I presume that you remember the occasion when we met at Mr。
  Gracedieu's house…door? You saw that I failed to recognize you;
  and you refused to give your name when the servant asked for it。
  A few days afterward; I heard you (quite accidentally) forbid
  Miss Jillgall to mention your name in my hearing。 I am at a loss
  to understand it。〃
  Before she could answer me; the chaise drew up at the gate of the
  farmhouse。 Mrs。 Tenbruggen carefully promised to explain what had
  puzzled me; at the first opportunity。 〃If it escapes my memory;〃
  she said; 〃pray remind me of it。〃
  I determined to remind her of it。 Whether I could depend on her
  to tell me the truth; might be quite another thing。
  CHAPTER XLVIII
  THE DECISION OF EUNICE。
  EUNICE ran out to meet us; and opened the gate。 She was instantly
  folded in Miss Jillgall's arms。 On her release; she came to me;
  eager for news of her father's health。 When I had communicated
  all that I thought it right to tell her of the doctor's last
  report; she noticed Mrs。 Tenbruggen。 The  appearance of a stranger
  seemed to embarrass h er。 I left Miss Jillgall to introduce them
  to each other。
  〃Darling Euneece; you remember Mrs。 Tenbruggen's name; I am sure?
  Elizabeth; this is my sweet girl; I mentioned her in my letters
  to you。〃
  〃I hope she will be _my_ sweet girl; when we know each other a
  little better。 May I kiss you; dear? You have lovely eyes; but I
  am sorry to see that they don't look like happy eyes。 You want
  Mamma Tenbruggen to cheer you。 What a charming old house!〃
  She put her arm round Eunice's waist and led her to the house
  door。 Her enjoyment of the creepers that twined their way up the
  pillars of the porch was simply perfection as a piece of acting。
  When the farmer's wife presented herself; Mrs。 Tenbruggen was so
  irresistibly amiable; and took such flattering notice of the
  children; that the harmless British matron actually blushed with
  pleasure。 〃I'm sure; ma'am; you must have children of your own;〃
  she said。 Mrs。 Tenbruggen cast her eyes on the floor; and sighed
  with pathetic resignation。 A sweet little family; and all cruelly
  swept away by death。 If the performance meant anything; it did
  most assuredly mean that。
  〃What wonderful self…possession!〃 somebody whispered in my ear。
  The children in the room were healthy; well…behaved little
  creaturesbut the name of the innocent one among them was
  Selina。
  Before dinner we were shown over the farm。
  The good woman of the house led the way; and Miss Jillgall and I
  accompanied her。 The children ran on in front of us。 Still
  keeping possession of Eunice; Mrs。 Tenbruggen followed at some
  distance behind。 I looked back; after no very long interval; and
  saw that a separation had taken place。 Mrs。 Tenbruggen passed me;
  not looking so pleasantly as usual; joined the children; and
  walked with two of them; hand in hand; a pattern of maternal
  amiability。 I dropped back a little; and gave Eunice an
  opportunity of joining me; having purposely left her to form her
  own opinion; without any adverse influence exercised on my part。
  〃Is that lady a friend of yours?〃 she asked。 〃No; only an
  acquaintance。 What do you think of her?〃
  〃I thought I should like her at first; she was so kind; and
  seemed to take such an interest in me。 But she said such strange
  thingsasked if I was reckoned like my mother; and which of us
  was the eldest; my sister or myself; and whether we were my
  father's only two children; and if one of us was more his
  favorite than the other。 What I could tell her; I did tell。 But
  when I said I didn't know which of us was the oldest; she gave me
  an impudent tap on the cheek; and said; 'I don't believe you;
  child;' and left me。 How can Selina be so fond of her? Don't
  mention it to any one else; I hope I shall never see her again。〃
  〃I will keep your secret; Eunice; and you must keep mine。 I
  entirely agree with you。〃
  〃You agree with me in disliking her?〃
  〃Heartily。〃
  We could say no more at that time。 Our friends in advance were
  waiting for us。 We joined them at once。
  If I had felt any doubt of the purpose which had really induced
  Mrs。 Tenbruggen to leave London; all further uncertainty on my
  part was at an end。 She had some vile interest of her own to
  serve by identifying Mr。 Gracedieu's adopted childbut what the
  nature of that interest might be; it was impossible to guess。 The
  future; when I thought of it now; filled me with dismay。 A more
  utterly helpless position than mine it was not easy to conceive。
  To warn the Minister; in his present critical state of health;
  was simply impossible。 My relations with Helena forbade me even
  to approach her。 And; as for Selina; she was little less than a
  mere tool in the hands of her well…beloved friend。 What; in God's
  name; was I to do?
  At dinner…time we found the master of the house waiting to bid us
  welcome。
  Personally speaking; he presented a remarkable contrast to the
  typical British farmer。 He was neither big nor burly; he spoke
  English as well as I did; and there was nothing in his dress
  which would have made him a fit subject for a picture of rustic
  life。 When he spoke; he was able to talk on subjects unconnected
  with agricultural pursuits; nor did I hear him grumble about the
  weather and the crops。 It w