第 52 节
作者:小秋      更新:2021-03-11 17:56      字数:9322
  bedside。 My first clear idea was to get away from both the women;
  and consider what was to be done next。 I bowedand begged to be
  excusedand said I was in a hurry; all in a breath。
  Hearing this; the best of genial old maids was unable to restrain
  her curiosity。 〃Where are you going?〃 she asked。
  Too confused to think of an excuse; I said I was going to the
  farm。
  〃To see my dear Euneece?〃 Miss Jillgall burst out。 〃Oh; we will
  go with you!〃 Mrs。 Tenbruggen's politeness added immediately;
  〃With the greatest pleasure。〃
  CHAPTER XLVII。
  THE JOURNEY TO THE FARM。
  MY first ungrateful impulse was to get rid of the two cumbersome
  ladies who had offered to be my companions。 It was needless to
  call upon my invention for an excuse; the truth; as I gladly
  perceived; would serve my purpose。 I had only to tell them that I
  had arranged to walk to the farm。
  Lean; wiry; and impetuous; Miss Jillgall received my excuse with
  the sincerest approval of it; as a new idea。 〃Nothing could be
  more agreeable to me;〃 she declared; 〃I have been a wonderful
  walker all my life。〃 She turned to her friend。 〃We will go with
  him; my dear; won't we?〃
  Mrs。 Tenbruggen's reception of this proposal inspired me with
  hope; she asked how far it was to the farm。 〃Five miles!〃 she
  repeated。 〃And five miles back again; unless the farmer lends us
  a cart。 My dear Selina; you might as well ask me to walk to the
  North Pole。 You have got rid of one of us; Mr。 Governor;〃 she
  added; pleasantly; 〃and the other; if you only walk fast enough;
  you will leave behind you on the road。 If I believed in
  luckwhich I don'tI should call you a fortunate man。〃
  But companionable Selina would not hear of a separation。 She
  asked; in her most irresistible manner; if I objected to driving
  instead of walking。 Her heart's dearest wish; she said; was to
  make her bosom friend and myself better acquainted with each
  other。 To conclude; she reminded me that there was a cab…stand in
  the next street。
  Perhaps I might have been influenced by my distrust of Mrs。
  Tenbruggen; or perhaps by my anxiety to protect Eunice。 It struck
  me that I might warn the defenseless girl to be on her guard with
  Mrs。 Tenbruggen to better purpose; if Eunice was in a position to
  recognize her in any future emergency that might occur。 To my
  mind; this dangerous woman was doubly formidableand for a good
  reason; she was the bosom friend of that innocent and unwary
  person; Miss Jillgall。
  So I amiably consented to forego my walk; yielding to the
  superior attraction of Mrs。 Tenbruggen's company。 On that day the
  sunshine was tempered by a delightful breeze。 If we had been in
  the biggest and worst…governed city on the civilised earth; we
  should have found no public vehicle; open to the air; which could
  offer accommodation to three people。 Being only in a country
  town; we had a light four…wheeled chaise at our disposal; as a
  matter of course。
  No wise man expects to be mercifully treated; when he is shut
  into a carriage with a mature single lady; inflamed by curiosity。
  I was not unprepared for Miss Jillgall when she alluded; for the
  second time; to the sad events which had happened in the house on
  the previous dayand especially to the destruction by Mr。
  Gracedieu of the portrait of his wife。
  〃Why didn't he destroy something else?〃 she pleaded; piteously。
  〃It is such a disappointment to Me。 I never liked that picture
  myself。 Of course I ought to have admired the portrait of the
  wife of my benefactor。 But nothat disagreeable painted face was
  too much for me。 I should have felt inexpressibly relieved; if I
  could have shown it to Elizabeth; and heard her say that she
  agreed with me。〃
  〃Perhaps I saw it when I called on you;〃 Mrs。 Tenbruggen
  suggested。 〃Where did the picture hang?〃
  〃My dear! I received you in the dining…room; and the portrait
  hung in Mr。 Gracedieu's study。〃
  What they said to each other next escaped my attention。 Quite
  unconsciously; Miss Jillgall had revealed to me a danger which
  neither the Minister nor I had discovered; though it had
  conspicuously threatened us both on the wall of the study。 The
  act of mad destruction which; if I had possessed the means of
  safely interfering; I should certainly have endeavored to
  prevent; now assumed a new and startling aspect。 If Mrs。
  Tenbruggen really had some motive of her own for endeavoring to
  identify the adopted child; the preservation of the picture must
  have led her straight to the end in view。 The most casual
  opportunity of comparing Helena with the portrait of Mrs。
  Gracedieu would have revealed the likeness between mother and
  daughterand; that result attained; the identification of Eunice
  with the infant whom the 〃Miss Chance〃 of those days had brought
  to the prison must inevitably have followed。 It was perhaps
  natural that Mr。 Gracedieu's infatuated devotion to the memory of
  his wife should have blinded him to the betrayal of Helena's
  parentage; which met his eyes every time he entered his study。
  But that I should have been too stupid to discover what he had
  failed to see; was a wound dealt to my self…esteem which I was
  vain enough to feel acutely。
  Mrs。 Tenbruggen's voice; cheery and humorous; broke in on my
  reflections; with an odd question:
  〃Mr。 Governor; do you ever condescend to read novels?〃
  〃It's not easy to say; Mrs。 Tenbruggen; how grateful I am to the
  writers of novels。〃
  〃Ah! I read novels; too。 But I blush to confessdo I
  blush?that I never thought of feeling grateful till you
  mentioned it。 Selina and I don't complain of your preferring your
  own reflections to our company。 On the contrary; you have
  reminded us agreeably of the heroes of fiction; when the author
  describes them as being 'absorbed in thought。' For some minutes;
  Mr。 Governor; you have been a hero; absorbed; as I venture to
  guess; in unpleasant remembrances of the time when I was a single
  lady。 You have not forg otten how badly I behaved; and what
  shocking things I said; in those bygone days。 Am I right?〃
  〃You are entirely wrong。〃
  It is possible that I may have spoken a little too sharply。
  Anyway; faithful Selina interceded for her friend。 〃Oh; dear sir;
  don't be hard on Elizabeth! She always means well。〃 Mrs。
  Tenbruggen; as facetious as ever; made a grateful return for a
  small compliment。 She chucked Miss Jillgall under the chin; with
  the air of an amorous old gentleman expressing his approval of a
  pretty servant…girl。 It was impossible to look at the two; in
  their relative situations; without laughing。 But Mrs。 Tenbruggen
  failed to cheat me into altering my opinion of her。 Innocent Miss
  Jillgall clapped her ugly hands; and said: 〃Isn't she good
  company?〃
  Mrs。 Tenbruggen's social resources were not exhausted yet。 She
  suddenly shifted to the serious side of her character。
  〃Perhaps I have improved a little;〃 she said; 〃as I have advanced
  in years。 The sorrows of an unhappy married life may have had a
  purifying influence on my nature。 My husband and I began badly。
  Mr。 Tenbruggen thought I had money; and I thought Mr。 Tenbruggen
  had money。 He was taken in by me; and I was taken in by him。 When
  he repeated the words of the marriage service (most impressively
  read by your friend the Chaplain): 'With all my worldly goods I
  thee endow'his eloquent voice suggested one of the largest
  incomes in Europe。 When I promised and vowed; in my turn; the
  delightful prospect of squandering my rich husband's money made
  quite a new woman of me。 I declare solemnly; when I said I would
  love; honor; and obey Mr。 T。; I looked as if I really meant it。
  Wherever he is now; poor dear; he is cheating somebody。 Such a
  handsome; gentleman…like man; Selina! And; oh; Mr。 Governor; such
  a blackguard!〃
  Having described her husband in those terms; she got tired of the
  subject。 We were now favored with another view of this many…sided
  woman。 She appeared in her professional character。
  〃Ah; what a delicious breeze is blowing; out here in the
  country!〃 she said。 〃Will you excuse me if I take off my gloves?
  I want to air my hands。〃 She held up her hands to the breeze;
  firm; muscular; deadly white hands。 〃In my professional
  occupation;〃 she explained; 〃I am always rubbing; tickling;
  squeezing; tapping; kneading; rolling; striking the muscles of
  patients。 Selina; do you know the movements of your own joints?
  Flexion; extension; abduction; adduction; rotation;
  circumduction; pronation; supination; and the lateral movements。
  Be proud of those accomplishments; my dear; but beware of
  attempting to become a Masseuse。 There are drawbacks in that
  vocationand I am conscious of one of them at this moment。〃 She
  lifted her hands to her nose。 〃Pah! my hands smell of other
  people's flesh。 The delicious country air will blow it awaythe
  luxury of purification!〃 Her fingers twisted and quivered; and
  got crooked at one moment and straight again at another; and
  showed themselves in succession singly; and flew into each other
  fiercely interlaced; and then spread out again like the sticks of
  a fan; until it really made me giddy to look at them。 As for Miss
  Jillgall; she lifted her poor little sunken eyes rapturously to
  the sky; as if she called the homiest sunlight to witness that
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