第 27 节
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  did。 I rose; and waited to see if my father would interfere。 He
  looked at Philip with suspicion in his face; as well as surprise。
  〃May I ask;〃 he said; coldly; 〃what is the object of the
  interview?〃
  〃Certainly;〃 Philip answered; 〃when we are alone。〃 This cool
  reply placed my father between two alternatives; he must either
  give way; or be guilty of an act of rudeness to a guest in his
  own house。 The choice reserved for me was narrower stillI had
  to decide between being told to go; or going of my own accord。 Of
  course; I left them together。
  The door which communicated with the next room was pulled to; but
  not closed。 On the other side of it; I found Eunice。
  〃Listening!〃 I said; in a whisper。
  〃Yes;〃 she whispered back。 〃You listen; too!〃
  I was so indignant with Philip; and so seriously interested in
  what was going on in the study; that I yielded to temptation。 We
  both degraded ourselves。 We both listened。
  Eunice's base lover spoke first。 Judging by the change in his
  voice; he must have seen something in my father's face that
  daunted him。 Eunice heard it; too。 〃He's getting nervous;〃 she
  whispered; 〃he'll forget to say the right thing at the right
  time。〃
  〃Mr。 Gracedieu;〃 Philip began; 〃I wish to speak to you〃
  Father interrupted him: 〃We are alone now; Mr。 Dunboyne。 I want
  to know why you consult me in private?〃
  〃I am anxious to consult you; sir; on a subject〃
  〃On what subject? Any religious difficulty?〃
  〃No。〃
  〃Anything I can do for you in the town?〃
  〃Not at all。 If you will only allow me〃
  〃I am still waiting; sir; to know what it is about。〃
  Philip's voice suddenly became an angry voice。 〃Once for all; Mr。
  Gracedieu;〃 he said; 〃will you let me speak? It's about your
  daughter〃
  〃No more of it; Mr。 Dunboyne!〃 (My father was now as loud as
  Philip。) 〃I don't desire to hold a private conversation with you
  on the subject of my daughter。〃
  〃If you have any personal objection to me; sir; be so good as to
  state it plainly。〃
  〃You have no right to ask me to do that。〃
  〃You refuse to do it?〃
  〃Positively。〃
  〃You are not very civil; Mr。 Gracedieu。〃
  〃If I speak without ceremony; Mr。 Dunboyne; you have yourself to
  thank for it。〃
  Philip replied to this in a tone of savage irony。 〃You are a
  minister of religion; and you are an old man。 Two privilegesand
  you presume on them both。 Good…morning。〃
  I drew back into a corner; just in time to escape discovery in
  the character of a listener。 Eunice never moved。 When Philip
  dashed int o the room; banging the door after him; she threw
  herself impulsively on his breast: 〃Oh; Philip! Philip! what have
  you done? Why didn't you keep your temper?〃
  〃Did you hear what your father said to me?〃 he asked。
  〃Yes; dear; but you ought to have controlled yourselfyou ought;
  indeed; for my sake。〃
  Her arms were still round him。 It struck me that he felt her
  influence。 〃If you wish me to recover myself;〃 he said; gently;
  〃you had better let me go。〃
  〃Oh; how cruel; Philip; to leave me when I am so wretched! Why do
  you want to go?〃
  〃You told me just now what I ought to do;〃 he answered; still
  restraining himself。 〃If I am to get the better of my temper; I
  must be left alone。〃
  〃I never said anything about your temper; darling。〃
  〃Didn't you tell me to control myself?〃
  〃Oh; yes! Go back to papa。 and beg him to forgive you。〃
  〃I'll see him damned first!〃
  If ever a stupid girl deserved such an answer as this; the girl
  was my sister。 I had hitherto (with some difficulty) refrained
  from interfering。 But when Eunice tried to follow Philip out of
  the house; I could hesitate no longer; I held her back。 〃You
  fool;〃 I said; 〃haven't you made mischief enough already?〃
  〃What am I to do?〃 she burst out; helplessly。
  〃Do what I told you to do yesterdaywait。〃
  Before she could reply; or I could say anything more; the door
  that led to the landing was opened softly and slyly; and Miss
  Jillgall peeped in。 Eunice instantly left me; and ran to the
  meddling old maid。 They whispered to each other。 Miss Jillgall's
  skinny arm encircled my sister's waist; they disappeared
  together。
  I was only too glad to get rid of them both; and to take the
  opportunity of writing to Philip。 I insisted on an explanation of
  his conduct while I was in the studyto be given within an
  hour's time; at a place which I appointed。 〃You are not to
  attempt to justify yourself in writing;〃 I added in conclusion。
  〃Let your reply merely inform me if you can keep the appointment。
  The rest; when we meet。〃
  Maria took the letter to the hotel; with instructions to wait。
  Philip's reply reached me without delay。 It pledged him to
  justify himself as I had desired; and to keep the appointment。 My
  own belief is that the event of to…day will decide his future and
  mine。
  CHAPTER XXVII。
  EUNICE'S DIARY。
  INDEED; I am a most unfortunate creature; everything turns out
  badly with me。 My good; true friend; my dear Selina; has become
  the object of a hateful doubt in my secret mind。 I am afraid she
  is keeping something from me。
  Talking with her about my troubles; I heard for the first time
  that she had written again to Mrs。 Tenbruggen。 The object of her
  letter was to tell her friend of my engagement to young Mr。
  Dunboyne。 I asked her why she had done this。 The answer informed
  me that there was no knowing; in the present state of my affairs;
  how soon I might not want the help of a clever woman。 I ought; I
  suppose; to have been satisfied with this。 But there seemed to be
  something not fully explained yet。
  Then again; after telling Selina what I heard in the study; and
  how roughly Philip had spoken to me afterward; I asked her what
  she thought of it。 She made an incomprehensible reply: 〃My sweet
  child; I mustn't think of itI am too fond of you。〃
  It was impossible to make her explain what this meant。 She began
  to talk of Philip; assuring me (which was quite needless) that
  she had done her best to fortify and encourage him; before he
  called on papa。 When I asked her to help me in another waythat
  is to say; when I wanted to find out where Philip was at that
  momentshe had no advice to give me。 I told her that I should
  not enjoy a moment's ease of mind until I and my dear one were
  reconciled。 She only shook her head and declared that she was
  sorry for me。 When I hit on the idea of ringing for Maria; this
  little woman; so bright; and quick and eager to help me at other
  times; said 〃I leave it to you; dear;〃 and turned to the piano
  (close to which I was sitting); and played softly and badly
  stupid little tunes。
  〃Maria; did you open the door for Mr。 Dunboyne when he went away
  just now?〃
  〃No; miss。〃
  Nothing but ill…luck for me! If I had been left to my own
  devices; I should now have let the housemaid go。 But Selina
  contrived to give me a hint; on a strange plan of her own。 Still
  at the piano; she began to confuse talking to herself with
  playing to herself。 The notes went _tinkle; tinkle_and the
  tongue mixed up words with the notes in this way: 〃Perhaps they
  have been talking in the kitchen about Philip?〃
  The suggestion was not lost on me。 I said to Mariawho was
  standing at the other end of the room; near the door〃 Did you
  happen to hear which way Mr。 Dunboyne went when he left us?〃
  〃I know where he was; miss; half an hour ago。〃
  〃Where was he?〃
  〃At the hotel。〃
  Selina went on with her hints in the same way as before。 〃How
  does she knowah; how does she know?〃 was the vocal part of the
  performance this time。 My clever inquiries followed the vocal
  part as before:
  〃How do you know that Mr。 Dunboyne was at the hotel?〃
  〃I was sent there with a letter for him; and waited for the
  answer。〃
  There was no suggestion required this time。 The one possible
  question was: 〃Who sent you?〃
  Maria replied; after first reserving a condition: 〃You won't tell
  upon me; miss?〃
  I promised not to tell。 Selina suddenly left off playing。
  〃Well;〃 I repeated; 〃who sent you?〃
  〃Miss Helena。〃
  Selina looked round at me。 Her little eyes seemed to have
  suddenly become big; they stared me so strangely in the face。 I
  don't know whether she was in a state of fright or of wonder。 As
  for myself; I simply lost the use of my tongue。 Maria; having no
  more questions to answer; discreetly left us together。
  Why should Helena write to Philip at alland especially without
  mentioning it to me? Here was a riddle which was more than I
  could guess。 I asked Selina to help me。 She might at least have
  tried; I thought; but she looked uneasy; and made excuses。
  I said: 〃Suppose I go to Helena; and ask her why she wrote to
  Philip?〃 And Selina said: 〃Suppose you do; dear。〃
  I rang for Maria once more: 〃Do you know where my sister is?〃
  〃Just gone out; miss。〃
  There was no help for it but to wait till she came back; and to
  get through the time in the interval as I best might。 But for one
  circumstance; I might not have known what to do。 The truth is;
  there was a feeling of shame in me when I remembered having
  listened at the study door。 Curious notions come into one's
  headone doesn't know how or why。 It struck me that I might make
  a kind of atonement for having been mean enough to listen; if I
  went to